Infatuation is the most boring

Zhou Mingkai stayed in Liucheng for nearly half a month, and went to many places we had been to before. He went roller skating alone, went to old age alone, and abused students in Internet cafes alone. His life was quite leisurely.

Feng Tao at the Imperial Capital was in a hurry. He couldn't get in touch with Zhou Mingkai, so he came to the Imperial Capital to arrest him.

Feng Tao came to catch Zhou Mingkai at the gate of Old Times.

"You can run quite well, the emperor can't tolerate you anymore?"

Zhou Mingkai bought two bottles of fruit beer in the old time, and threw one bottle to Feng Tao, and the two of them just sat on the bench next to Minyu.The weather has begun to heat up, and the surrounding snow is melting at a speed visible to the naked eye, which is very warm.

"Feng Tao, I don't want to go back."

When Zhou Mingkai said this, not only Feng Tao was stunned, even I was dumbfounded and couldn't believe what I heard.

"Aren't you going back?" Feng Tao asked, "You don't want Mingfeng? You don't want to work?"

Zhou Mingkai took a sip of the fruit beer, breathing heavily, with an incomprehensible expression on his face, "Actually, I never thought that I would be a game developer before, and I can't say that I love playing games. It's just that I have some talent. Probably When I came to Liucheng to go to high school, I met Xu Jiayang, an Internet-addicted teenager. Every time I beat him in a game, I was very satisfied when I saw his aggrieved face. That kind of satisfaction made me choose to play games with him later. related work."

Yes, if you win me, you will feel a sense of accomplishment, I think.

"Feng Tao, do you know? Over the years, I have won a lot of people and made a lot of games, so I should have achieved something, right?" Zhou Mingkai's eyes darkened, "But I never felt the same feeling back then. Satisfied."

"What does this have to do with whether you go back or not?" Feng Tao was puzzled.

Zhou Mingkai smiled faintly, "Probably, I feel more at ease here."

Feng Tao was silent for a long time, put down the fruit beer, took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket, took out one, lit it and started smoking.

"Mingfeng, let me withdraw the shares," Zhou Mingkai said, "I believe in you. You have always done a good job. Even without me, Mingfeng can get better and better."

Feng Tao sullenly said, "You can retreat as soon as you fucking want, anyway, you never listen to me."

"Thank you."

Feng Tao stood up suddenly, took two puffs of cigarettes, then forced himself to sit down patiently, and asked, "Aren't you going back? Where are your parents?"

"My dad is going to retire soon," Zhou Mingkai said, "Emperor is not a city suitable for retirement, and I can take them all over in the future. However, my mother has always thought about going out for a trip after my dad retires."

"The young master of the Yu family still runs to Mingfeng every day," Feng Tao said again, "You really don't like him at all?"

Zhou Mingkai said indifferently, "It's impossible for me and him."

Feng Tao probably felt sorry for Zhou Mingkai, feeling angry and angry, and said: "Mingkai, did you sign Xu Jiayang's widowhood agreement before he died? In this life, he will never love anyone again after he dies?"

"Maybe." Zhou Mingkai covered his heart, suddenly smiled lightly, his tone was low, "Here, it seems... has been hollowed out, Xu Jiayang has turned himself into my heart all these years, he is dead, This heart doesn't seem to beat for anyone anymore."

Feng Tao did not speak.

I'm actually very sad, I'm sad that the love between me and Zhou Mingkai was too wasted, wasting each other's life and time, if we never missed each other, maybe we would have had an easier time, or maybe we hadn't met each other.But then I obviously fell in love, I fell in love too early, and he fell in love too late.

The only chance for us to love each other has been missed.

Feng Tao bought a plane ticket back to the imperial capital that day, and Zhou Mingkai went back to the hotel alone.The customer service brought him dinner, and he ate a few mouthfuls before asking someone to clean it up.

He stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, and the campus in the distance was already bright.

At this time, civil education had already started school, and some students began to study by themselves in the evening. The lights in the campus were very bright and shining, reflected on the glass of the floor-to-ceiling windows, like the lights of thousands of houses.

The expression on Zhou Mingkai's face was also dimmed due to the smudged light. Because he didn't wear glasses, his eyes didn't seem to be in focus, but they were just vaguely visible. He was looking at the light on the top floor of the teaching building in the distance.

I watched my body gradually become transparent and turned into gray smoke. I wanted to touch Zhou Mingkai's side face, but found that my hand slowly disappeared when it was about to touch his face.

Zhou Mingkai, I probably won't be able to wait for the spring breeze in Liucheng.

When the ice and snow melt, Xu Jiayang will disappear completely in this world.

Probably because I had a premonition, when my consciousness gradually became blurred, I exhausted my last strength to hug Zhou Mingkai's back, and finally I was able to stick to his left ear and rub against his ear.Zhou Mingkai won't know that I'm using my last bit of strength to get close to him.

"Zhou Mingkai, I love you until death."

When the consciousness was about to disappear, I remembered that at the high school graduation party, I pretended to be crazy while drinking and hugged Zhou Mingkai and said that he would not miss an hour a day a year.That Zhou Mingkai finally gradually overlapped with the 28-year-old Zhou Mingkai in front of him. The love for him in this life is like a curse, it is fate.

Human beings call things beyond their control their fate.Loving Zhou Mingkai is my life.When I finally listened to stay in this world, I still wanted to hold his back and say I love him in his ear, even though he couldn't hear it.

Zhou Mingkai would never know that behind him, Xu Jiayang gradually disappeared into nothingness.

The last thing to disappear was the hands, tightly wrapped around his waist.

Xu Jiayang loved Zhou Mingkai to the point of death.

Zhou Mingkai, I love you.

But if there is a next life, I will never meet you again.

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The extra episode is Zhou Mingkai and Xu Yuanshan