Infatuation is the most boring

When I told my parents that I wanted to stay in Liucheng, I was opposed. Later, I directly bought the house I used to live in and took my parents to live there for a few days.Probably seeing that I live more calmly in Liucheng than in Emperor, the two elders agreed, and my father also said that they would move back after retirement.

To live is to live.I set up a storefront near Minyu. The storefront is not big, but the inner hall is very spacious. I renovated it into an Internet cafe.When I was studying, I joked with Xu Jiayang that I would open an Internet cafe in the future, I could make money, and I could play by myself. Whoever wins me, I will waive his Internet fee.Sure enough, you can't talk nonsense when you are young, and many times it will come true later.

It has been more than two months since the start of Minyu school, and my small Internet cafe was created. I didn’t bother to choose the name, just two big characters, Internet cafe.I am my own boss and network administrator. After all, I am a computer major. I usually repair computers and so on. Sometimes I even play two games with students. It is easy to win, which makes these boys stunned. .

Recently, I like to play Snake. Now there are many versions of Snake, and a lot of changes have been made. In fact, I no longer have the feeling of competing with Xu Jiayang to play.But I always feel that as long as I continue to play, when I lose, someone will snatch my mobile phone and smile at me triumphantly.

The business of Internet cafes is very good, and the time after school is almost full for students.I recruited a network administrator, a boy named Ah Zhao who had just dropped out of civil education.

Ah Zhao was very casual when he applied for the job. He didn’t look like someone who was really looking for a job. He played a game of snake with me and said, brother, use me, I have no other place to go.

I don't know if Ah Zhao really has no other place to go, and I don't know that he has nothing to go to, but I somehow thought that Xu Jiayang must have been at the same age when he left Liucheng to go to the imperial capital many years ago. place.I don't know if anyone took him in at that time.

I opened an Internet cafe not to make money, but to pass the time. The money I earned in Mingfeng these years has allowed me to live comfortably for the rest of my life.I only operate outside of school hours, and at other times, if a student skips class, I will kick him out and tell him to go back to class.I thought that if Xu Jiayang had such an Internet cafe owner when he surfed the Internet every day, his grades would probably not be so bad.

Azhao has a friend who learns tattoos, and he has a dragon claw tattooed on his arm, which is as small as a chicken claw.Later I found out that he originally wanted to tattoo a large area of ​​green dragon, but after tattooing one claw after another, he ran away in pain.

He fooled me, brother, do you want to try?

I agreed in a strange way, and went to the tattoo parlor with him.

The shopkeeper asked me what I wanted to tattoo.

I thought about it for a long time, and Xu Jiayang's face became clearer and clearer. Fortunately, I was wise and knew that it was unrealistic to tattoo him.I thought of a compromise and said, let's get a sun tattoo.

Where are the tattoos?

tattoo heart.I said.

The owner started to do it, and I didn't feel much pain.The shop owner chatted with me while tattooing, saying that many people with tattoos have tattoos that they can't let go of but can't get.

After a long time, I smiled and said, I used to have a very narcissistic lover who always called himself a little sun.

The tattoo is done, it’s not good-looking, and the pattern is very naive, but fortunately, only I can see it in this position, and I don’t mind it, after all, compared to Ah Zhao’s little dragon claw, my little sun is still much better-looking .

Life in Liucheng always goes by very quickly. My Internet cafe gets better business during the holidays. Some people don’t come to play games for themselves, but many people come to challenge me and ask me to PK.After going back and forth, it spread all over Minyu, and the owner of the Internet cafe is very good at playing games.

I rarely get serious with these boys, it's actually quite boring.Many times, I like to go to sleep.I decorated a lounge on the second floor of the Internet cafe, and I placed a bed for sleeping at any time.Internet cafes are largely managed by Ah Zhao.

Time flies, I have lived in Liucheng for nearly four years, I am used to the life here, and I am very satisfied with my small Internet cafe.Feng Tao would come to see me when he was not busy at work, and it was rare for him to relax and mess with the boys in my Internet cafe.

I also heard from Feng Tao that Lu Sinuo in the imperial capital was married to a man who was not as tall as him, named Wang Pang.

I think it should be Fatty Wang. Look, I didn't care much about Jiayang at the beginning. I didn't even remember his best friend's name. I never knew what Fatty Wang's name was.

Feng Tao said that the wedding was very romantic, many high school classmates participated, and that girl Lu Sinuo was crying and laughing at the wedding.

I'm actually quite regretful. It's not surprising that Lu Sinuo didn't invite me. She never forgave me all these years. Xu Jiayang's death has always been a knot between us.She couldn't untie it, and neither could I.Unfortunately, those are the two people Xu Jiayang cares about, but I have no way to participate.

Feng Tao said that he was still busy, so he counted me as free.

My life has always been peaceful and leisurely, and I spend most of my day sleeping.It's very comfortable, you know, in the first year after Xu Jiayang's death, I never could sleep peacefully without the help of medicine.Only in Liucheng can I feel closer to Xu Jiayang and feel more at ease.

In Liucheng's fifth year, Ah Zhao recruited a new network manager himself.

I don't know when he recruited who. When he told me, people had already been recruited, and he asked them to come to work tomorrow.Now that Ah Zhao's wings are hardened, I can't usually control him. After all, my Internet cafe is basically operated by him. If he leaves, I probably can't stand it alone.

I didn't know until the next day that the new network administrator was Yu Mo.

I haven't seen Yu Mo for five years. In my impression, he is still the young master Yu who collaborated with me in "The Record of Immortals and Demons", nothing else.I know that Yu Mo likes me, maybe it needs to go deeper, but I haven't been hiding anything from anyone in the past five years in Liucheng. If he wanted to, he should have found him five years ago.

Yu Mo said, I persisted for five years, but I couldn't go on.

I asked, insist on what?

Yu Mo didn't speak, just stared at me and smiled.

I didn't have the time to worry about what new network administrator Ah Zhao found, I just wanted to go to the second floor to sleep.So, I turned around and wanted to go upstairs, but he called out behind me.

where did you go?he asks

Go upstairs to bed.

How do you sleep in broad daylight?Yu Mo is very strange.

How do you sleep in broad daylight?I asked myself, and then continued to walk forward, answering him, because sleep can dream.

Yu Mo was even more puzzled and asked, what is dreaming?

Because you can see him in your dreams.

After I finished speaking, I went upstairs without looking at Yu Mo behind me.

These years, I often sleep, because I can't see Xu Jiayang when I'm awake, and I can dream after falling asleep. If I'm lucky, I can see him in my dream.Sometimes it is him when he was young, sometimes it is him later, but as long as it is him, that dream is a good dream.

Yu Mo really did this and became a network administrator. Every day, he and Ah Zhao were busy turning on the guests, and sometimes they helped organize bureaus together. Ah Zhao relied on his seniority to call him around, and he went to the old time to pack lunch every day. handed over to him.

He seems to be quite used to it.I heard him talking to Ah Zhao once, and Ah Zhao said that he looked like the young master of a rich family, why did he come here to work as a network administrator for him.Yu Mo said, I don't want to leave him alone.

I know that the "he" he said is me, and he doesn't want me to be alone, but in this world, except for Xu Jiayang, there is no one else who can redeem my heart.Xu Jiayang is gone, and I will be alone for the rest of my life.

Later, I dismissed Yu Mo.

Because I know myself too well, I will never fall in love with anyone again.

In the same year, winter in Liucheng came, and the snow covered the sky and the ground, and the world turned white overnight.

I saw that the students pouring into the Internet cafe had a lot of snow on their shoulders, and they went out by accident and walked around for a while. When passing by the old time, Lao Wang came out and chatted with me.

I looked at the swirling snow, and suddenly thought of a poem.

I send the world to the world full of snow.

Xu Jiayang, can you hear me?

Jiayang, my head is covered with snow.

The author has something to say:

Let's end this article here, I don't want to write any more.It's over.When I wrote this article, I wanted to write down some things about myself and the people around me, and write it into a story.I'm Ding'er, a hard-working freshman girl. I've been single for many years, and I have many worries. I'm trying to persuade myself to let go.Hope you enjoy this story.I like to write essays, but I have never achieved any results. Maybe everything is difficult at the beginning, but I will still use my time in college to write. After graduation and work, I guess I have to compromise with life.Come on, life is not long, so be happy.