Self-knowledge

14

Ye Xiang said that at the moment of breaking up, he felt unbelievable, and a voice in his heart told him that he just wanted you to save him, and he would come back, just like so many times before, didn't he come back obediently when you made him angry .

——"Besides, I really have nothing to do with that Ji Zeye."

"When he comes back, I'll tell him again. I'll see him blushing and embarrassed for me."

"Then ask him to apologize to me, and be suspicious casually. Then, you can put Ye Xiang under your body, like this..."

So Lin Jiaxu firmly let Ye Xiang go, not noticing Ye Xiang's pale face that day.

Ye Xiang has stomach problems all year round. Lin Jiaxu knows, but Ye Xiang has always been healthy and has never suffered from stomach problems. Ye Xiang rarely acts like a baby to him. He only thinks that stomach problems can be cured by taking a pill.

In the past three days of New Year's Day, there was no news from Ye Xiang. He couldn't sit still. He was eating unpalatable and greasy takeaway at home. He thought fiercely that if he came back, I would definitely punish him, but he dialed the phone involuntarily.

Ye Xiang didn't answer the call himself. Lin Jiaxu made up a nonsense reason, asking when he would come to pick up things, and he didn't want to talk to Sun Xiaoduo on the other end of the phone.

He doesn't like Sun Xiao and Gu Cheng very much, because Ye Xiang always said in an envious tone how much Gu Cheng treats Sun Xiao, and such a comparison seems to be how bad he is to Ye Xiang, and Sun Xiao and Ye Xiang have an extraordinary relationship, they are also gay Ye Xiang never knew how to avoid suspicion.

When he came home on the first day of work, he felt that something was different at home.

It wasn't until the bedroom that Ye Xiang's clothes, laptop, and professional books were all gone, and an old key was placed on the porch.

For a moment, he felt as if he had fallen into an ice cave, and he didn't care about maintaining his angry and cold appearance, so he immediately called Ye Xiang. Ye Xiang acted very cold, and repeatedly said that they had broken up.

Lin Jiaxu suddenly became flustered for no reason, and wanted to explain about Ji Zeye again, but was interrupted by Ye Xiang, who calmly said goodbye and hung up the phone.

After that, the phone never got through.

That day he broke his mobile phone and went around the house several times angrily. The display cabinet was full of souvenirs that he and Ye Xiang bought on a trip. When I saw the cat shattered to pieces, I was reluctant to throw anything else.

After two days, his mood calmed down a little, and the house was messed up by him. He was resentful towards Ye Xiang's sudden departure, and he wondered maliciously whether Ye Xiang did it on purpose, just to let Lin Jiaxu realize that he left. I don't want to leave Ye Xiang, I hope he will beg Ye Xiang like a dog.

So he pulled himself together, held his breath, and did housework for two days, burning out two expensive pots.

Ye Xiang stayed up all night to grab those two pots on Double Eleven every year.

He silently placed a new order online, not caring that the usual price was twice as expensive as Double Eleven.

He contacted the housekeeping company and hired part-time workers to clean and cook.

The house was cleaner than when Ye Xiang was there, and the food was pretty tasty, but he still felt something was wrong, he didn't like the taste of the food, and he couldn't sleep all night.

The reading light on the bedside table on the other side never came on again, and there was no one waiting for him on the sofa when he came home, listening to him complain about his unhappiness at work, or just letting him hug him quietly.

He recalled the source of that quarrel countless times, and peeled out some traces from what he thought was the same small quarrel. Thinking about it this way, he was indeed a bit too much that day. He shouldn't say that kind of thing to misunderstand Ye Xiang. Even if Ye Xiang was late, he shouldn't have made a bad face on purpose to embarrass him. Later, he seemed to accidentally push him...

Ye Xiang seemed to say that he had a stomachache that day, so he couldn't be really uncomfortable.

He has been in a bad mood for a while, and as the end of the year approaches, many businesses have gradually stopped, and Ji Zeye is still looking for him—Ji Zeye joined an investment company after returning to China, and was willing to take the lead in providing financing for their company. Burning money requires round after round of financing, that's why he was so gracious to meet Ji Zeye a while ago.

Their friendship gradually faded after Ji Zeye went abroad.It is undeniable that they used to be good buddies, but now to Lin Jiaxu, Ji Zeye's identity is just the representative of the investor and an old classmate.

That day Ji Zeye led a dinner party for him, and the people who came were the investment departments of several famous PEs. He got some ambiguous promises at the wine table, and saw a figure who looked like Ye Xiang from the back in the corridor. But after all not.

He finally couldn't help it, Ye Xiang couldn't be contacted through various channels, so he went to wait for him at the door of Ye Xiang's company.

Just to see him, to see him.

He comforted himself, and apologized to him with an expression of begging for mercy as usual, Ye Xiang might still pretend to be angry for 1 minute, 1 minute, no, after 3 minutes at most, he would soften his attitude and forgive him.

After waiting for a few days, I finally saw Ye Xiang. Ye Xiang lost weight, his face was tired, and he was wrapped in a down jacket, which made him look even thinner, which made him feel a little distressed.

He wanted to go up and hug him right away.Ye Xiang still looked like he was resolutely breaking up, so he pretended to be stupid and apologized to Ye Xiang, and when he heard Ye Xiang mentioning Ji Zeye, he let go of half of his heart, it turned out that Ye Xiang was jealous , he still cares about me, just playing a little temper.

He and Ye Xiang went to the park, and when Ye Xiang opened and closed his mouth to say that, he was suddenly dazed, feeling that everything he was in was too unreal.

No, this is not Ye Xiang.

Ye Xiang won't break up with me.

He felt that Ye Xiang who said "forget it" coldly in front of him was very strange, but he suddenly realized that he hadn't looked at his eyebrows and eyes for a long time, hugged him well, and said that my Ah Xiang is the best.

After all, when did we become so strange.

He stretched out his hand belatedly, wanting to hold the figure from behind, telling him not to leave, to stay by my side.

The air was so cold that his tears were about to freeze, and his heart collapsed completely.

He lost his Ah Xiang.