Self-knowledge

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Sun Xiao's narration was very calm.Ye Xiang pinched the hem of his clothes tightly, trembling all over, his eyes were red.

He turned around and hugged Sun Xiao tightly.

"Ah Xiang, I have a wound, take it easy."

Ye Xiang took a deep breath and let go of Sun Xiao, and gently scratched the top of Sun Xiao's head, the two were relatively silent.

After sending Sun Xiao back home, it was almost six o'clock, Ye Xiang cheekily sent a text message to the minister and asked for an extra day off.

Although he knew that he had to sleep now, he tossed and turned, his mind was full of Sun Xiao's empty eyes.

If only as a bystander, Ye Xiang knew that it was difficult to judge who was right and who was wrong.

Is Gu Cheng wrong?The two of them have broken up, and he has also started a new life. The new life has been harassed by the old lover, and it seems that he is also a victim.

Is Sun Xiao wrong?They have been together for ten years, and the lover who was still embracing each other half a year ago is now someone else's husband and the father of their child.

But Ye Xiang has lived for so many years, and the people who really care about him are these few: Sun Xiao, Lin Jiaxu, and Ye Xin.

He is not a saint, and he does not need to draw conclusions about who is right and who is wrong.

He decided to go see Gu Cheng early tomorrow morning.

Having known each other for many years, Ye Xiang is naturally familiar with Gu Cheng's work place. He found the company's front desk familiarly, and successfully met Gu Cheng who was working in the cubicle.

Gu Cheng was wearing a white shirt and a royal blue tie. His hair was cool. Although his eyes were blue, he was holding a cup of coffee in his left hand and answering the phone with his right. His expression was capable and confident.

In Ye Xiang's mind, Sun Xiao, who was looking sleepy in the hospital yesterday, flashed across his mind.

The man in front of him had his wife tie him when he went out in the morning, and played the role of a good man in the workplace. He was full of energy, but he forgot that when he was young, he rode a bicycle with him, ate at roadside stalls, and changed and recorded songs together. boy.

As soon as the door of the stairwell was closed, Ye Xiang swung his fist, hitting Gu Cheng's left cheek accurately.

He sneered in his heart, when Lin Jiaxu was the most jerk, he wouldn't be so angry that he punched, he was really "thank you" Gu Cheng for enriching his life experience.

Gu Cheng helped the doorknob, turned his face away and looked sideways at Ye Xiang.

"Is Sun Xiao all right?"

Ye Xiang shook his hands, feeling a little numb. He was thinking about whether to make another punch, and whether he needed to say: That punch just now was returned to Sun Xiao, and this punch was mine.

Gu Cheng seemed to see through his thoughts, and waved his hand, "I still have to go to work, is that enough? Let's talk?"

After finishing speaking, he took out a pack of cigarettes and handed it to Ye Xiang.

Ye Xiang didn't pay attention, he stared at the redness and swelling on the left side of Gu Cheng's face just now, which was not obvious, he knew how much force he had just exerted, probably less than one-tenth of Gu Cheng's yesterday.

He took a deep breath, "Gu Cheng, what exactly do you want?"

Why do you want to hurt Sun Xiao even more cruelly after doing such a cruel thing?

Gu Cheng smiled bitterly, took back the cigarettes, took out one and put it in his mouth, and did not call.He turned his eyes away from Ye Xiang, "The family is in trouble, I have to give an explanation. Sun Xiao really did something wrong."

Only then did Ye Xiang notice that Gu Cheng no longer called Sun Xiao Xiaoxiao.

"Ye Xiang, I beg you, can you help me watch him?"

Ye Xiang replied slowly, "I will take care of Sun Xiao, not because of you."

"En." Gu Cheng nodded, "Thank you."

Speaking of this, Ye Xiang also felt that there was really nothing to say, he came here just to express his breath for Sun Xiao, but after he left, he felt even more uncomfortable.

Before leaving, Ye Xiang thought about it, and still said, "The only thing I can give Sun Xiao is friendship, not love. He needs a lover, by his side." He paused, "That person has already appeared."

"—Gu Cheng, you know that sooner or later, Sun Xiao will get out of your relationship, and there will be a better relationship waiting for him."

The eyes of the man in front of him were gloomy and unclear. The originally neat tie and shirt became a little messy due to the friction just now.

"Well. I know. I'll wish him well."

Ye Xiang smiled, he viciously found a pleasure of revenge, and from Gu Cheng's slightly trembling voice, he keenly captured that trace of pain.

The relationship between Gu Cheng and Sun Xiao was once Ye Xiang's yearning and fantasy for love.

He was inspired by their relationship and took the initiative to grab his own love.

Gu Cheng's betrayal now is also an unforgettable betrayal to him.

Since last night, he has been suppressing anger in his heart. He wanted to question the betrayer, but now he suddenly felt helpless as if he was out of strength.

He thought, Sun Xiao must be happier than the sum of the past ten years.

Because no one is doomed, no one is obliged to wait, no one is always willing to get hurt.

He suddenly missed Lin Jiaxu a little bit.

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Ye Xiang has returned to the two-point-one-line life of the company and home. Ye Xin seems to have become very busy recently, often returning home in the middle of the night, and sometimes even staying at the company all night.

Ye Xiang and Lin Jiaxu kept in touch with each other, and he no longer selectively ignored Lin Jiaxu's text messages.

Good morning, have you had lunch, are you off work, have you had dinner, and have you slept? These processes must be followed every day.

He actually experienced a little bit of the hazy feeling of first love from the vulgar process.

After confirming their relationship with Lin Jiaxu seven years ago, the two youths who were young and in love with each other ignorantly explored the realm of lovers.A sentence of "what are you doing" can make people's faces jump. When they are running and eating, they will always think about what the other party is doing. Before going to bed, they can always talk on the phone for more than an hour, but Ye Xiang can't recall any topics at that time. .

When their hearts are full of this person, they can't wait to share all the goosebumps in their hearts, and understand any trivial things about the other person.

But this feeling has unknowingly faded in the past seven years.

The two stopped talking before going to bed, and each read a book and looked at their mobile phones; as Lin Jiaxu became more and more busy with his entrepreneurial work, Ye Xiang had kept asking questions three times a day before, but he might not receive a single reply for several days in a row. The reply is also a simple one or two words "no reply", "I'm busy". Over time, Ye Xiang no longer bothers Lin Jiaxu; the troubles and grievances encountered at work, earlier Ye Xiang was willing to talk about it, but after going through After several times of dismissive ridicule by Lin Jiaxu, he didn't want to speak anymore.

So they drifted away.

Ye Xiang never thought that seven years later, he could regain the feeling he had when he and Lin Jiaxu just fell in love.

It's just that he didn't dare to plunge in like this again.