Self-knowledge

That night, Lin Jiaxu came back in the early morning, Ye Xiang glanced at him, and didn't ask any more questions, but Lin Jiaxu felt a little guilty, and said that he had no time to look at his phone because of socializing.

Ye Xiang didn't ask too much, Lin Jiaxu's shirt smelled strongly of alcohol, mint smoke, and a little perfume.

It was a perfume called Mo Lian, he recognized the smell, Lin Jiaxu bought it as a gift for him, it had a faint earthy fragrance, he didn't like to wear perfume and left it idle.

He remembered that after the spraying test that day, Lin Jiaxu hugged him and kissed him from top to bottom, softly, while tearing his earlobe with his teeth, and said in a low and hoarse voice, "Ah Xiang, happy birthday." At the last mouthful, he sucked Ye Xiang's lips and whispered softly: "Ah Xiang, I like this taste, you are so delicious, my husband wants to eat you in one go..."

The love between the two at that time seemed like a sharp weapon, piercing Ye Xiang's heart.

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Lin Jiaxu and Ye Xiang stood outside the wall of the dormitory building. The nearest street light was broken, and they couldn't see the expression on each other's faces clearly. "Pfft..." Ye Xiang smiled first.

It was too late to do research in the coffee shop and missed the access control time, and he was so stupid that he wanted to climb the fence. Lin Jiaxu scratched his head and tried to climb the fence with his bare hands. His clumsy appearance was very funny.

"Why are you laughing, come and help me." Lin Jiaxu's angry look was even cuter, if it wasn't too dark, he would definitely be able to see his reddened ears.

Ye Xiang smiled and went up to help him, but when he hugged Lin Jiaxu's waist, he withdrew his hand like an electric shock.

It's the man's smell... with the smell of refreshing shampoo, and clean laundry soap.

Lin Jiaxu turned his head, pinched Ye Xiang's face with a little strength as punishment for ridicule, and urged him to help.

His hands... have always been beautiful, with well-defined joints and a sense of strength.

Ye Xiang helped, and Lin Jiaxu's hand finally reached the top of the fence, and turned up with all his strength.

The moonlight emerged from the clouds, and the moonlight quietly sprinkled on this deserted corner of the campus.

Lin Jiaxu leaned on the fence and stretched out his hand. Ye Xiang stood below, slowly raised his head, and looked straight into Lin Jiaxu's eyes.

Ye Xiang heard the rustling of leaves, and the cicadas who had just woken up in early Xia. The breeze brought Lin Jiaxu's particularly clean and pleasant smell towards Ye Xiang. He held out a hand.

Ye Xiang's heart beat violently, and then he heard him say to Lin Jiaxu:

"Lin Jiaxu, I like you."

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The dream of 20-year-old Lin Jiaxu made Ye Xiang feel irritable. He forced himself to finish the whole day's work quietly. Fortunately, the new project was postponed, and he only needed to do some pre-contact work.

I received a call from Sun Xiao before I got off work. Sun Xiao was in a bad mood on the phone and asked him out for a drink.

When we arrived at the "Link" bar, Sun Xiao had already had his drink, Ye Xiang helped his forehead, and quickly ordered some staple food, both of them stuffed some.

Sun Xiao has a baby face. He has dyed chestnut hair and slightly long bangs, but he can't cover his bright and sparkling eyes. He always has curved eyebrows and looks as beautiful as a little prince.It's just that now the eyes are covered with a layer of fog, and the corners of the eyes are slightly red. Ye Xiang calmly blocked the prying eyes around the bar, and ordered a cocktail for himself. I have known Sun Xiao for so many years, and he has always been optimistic and cheerful. When encountering unhappy things, he just pouted and complained to him and Gu Cheng. He had never seen him look so lonely, and he felt that he needed a glass of wine to listen to Sun Xiao's story.

"I broke up with Gu Cheng." Sun Xiao said the big news directly, and then drank a glass.

"..."

Gu Cheng and Sun Xiao are basically model couples in the circle. They have been together for more than ten years. Both of them have a gentle temperament and are humble to each other. They have no temper and love each other every day.

If there is liking or love between Ye Xiang and Lin Jiaxu, then Gu Cheng and Sun Xiao are their benchmarks of true love.

The only fly in the ointment is that Gu Cheng's family has never accepted his homosexuality, and this can be said to be their only obstacle.

Sure enough, Sun Xiao told intermittently that Gu Cheng's parents exerted pressure from various aspects. Gu Cheng's mother cried and made troubles and hanged herself. Some problems were found during the physical examination a while ago, and after the examination, she was diagnosed with an early malignant tumor. She came back on the day of the diagnosis. Gu Cheng stayed alone in front of the house for a whole night, smoked three packs of cigarettes, and broke up with Sun Xiao in the morning.

Between filial piety and love, Gu Cheng chose filial piety.

Ye Xiang had mixed feelings in his heart. As Sun Xiao's close friend for more than ten years, he didn't know about these twists and turns. He only knew that Sun Xiao and Gu Cheng were very happy together, and they were very affectionate.

"His parents have been making a lot of trouble, and it's been more than a year. At first, his parents probably thought we were just playing around. Although they made it clear that they objected, they didn't take any measures; Can't stop," Sun Xiao sipped the spirits in his hands, and slowly said, "This year, Gu Cheng was very tired, and I was also very tired, but we never thought of giving up. But this time there is no way, no way Now, how can I compare to his mother, she is my lover's mother, and I can't just watch her die. She said that if Gu Cheng didn't sever ties with me, she wouldn't go to treatment. She said that if she She died because of me, I forced her to death..."

Sun Xiao's voice gradually choked up, he buried his head in his palm, his shoulders trembled uncontrollably.

Ye Xiang's eye sockets were also a little wet. He drank the bloody mary in his hand and hugged Sun Xiao's trembling shoulders.He opened his mouth, but he didn't know how to comfort him, so he could only sit quietly with him.

The bar singer slowly sang——

Whoever I become close to, who gradually moves away from me;

Splendid performances to join in the grand event, only your back;

Friendship guest appearances leave unforgettable memories.

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Lyrics quote from Yoga Lin's "Mystery Guest"