Self-knowledge

Send the drunk Sun Xiao home, take care of him and go to bed, and it's almost twelve o'clock when we get home.

Ye Xiang felt bored and uncomfortable. All these years, he watched how Sun Xiao and Gu Cheng walked over each other.Ye Xiang and Sun Xiao are high school classmates, and Sun Xiao is his only close friend.

Ye Xiang had just awakened his sexuality when he was in high school, and found out that he had a crush on the male classmate at the same table, and experienced a period of restlessness.By chance, Ye Xiang and Sun Xiao approached each other during a theatrical performance. Maybe it was because of the mutual induction of the same kind. They quickly confirmed that the other party was the same type of person as themselves. A healthy attitude and self-awareness.

Sun Xiao also met Gu Cheng on the Internet. Sun Xiao has been good at singing since he was a child. His voice is a very penetrating juvenile voice, and he often participated in various cultural competitions and performances at school.Sun Xiao contributed some covers and original songs of his own on the Internet, and at the same time noticed another original singer——Gu Cheng.

Ye Xiang watched the whole process from good to crush, to the final meeting, confession, and falling in love.Although it's just a few sentences to summarize, only after experiencing it personally can I know how precious they are together.

Both Gu Cheng and Sun Xiao are each other's first love and first love. The beauty and firmness of their love shown by them will also be the motivation for Ye Xiang to bravely express the love in his heart in the future.

The two of them came out to their family after graduating from university and their jobs were stable. Ye Xiang knew that Gu Cheng's family had never let go, but he didn't expect that after all these years, Gu Cheng's parents hadn't accepted it, and even opposed it so fiercely.

It's really, really hard for two people to be together.

It's not easy to meet. When you meet the right person at the right time, the probability of that person also liking you at the same time is too small.

Walking in the cold wind, Ye Xiang hugged his arms tightly, the rock supporting his view of love collapsed, he suddenly felt a little confused, if even Gu Cheng and Sun Xiao would break up, what about him and Lin Jiaxu?

When he returned home, Lin Jiaxu greeted him with questioning.

"Where did you go today? Why did you come home so late?"

"Didn't I tell you that I went to see Sun Xiao." Ye Xiang hung up his coat and rubbed his frozen hands.

"There are so many things to talk about, and I don't want to check what time it is." Lin Jiaxu approached, sniffed, his face suddenly darkened, "How much did you drink?"

"Not much," Ye Xiang pushed him away, turned around to take a shower, his stomach ached a little.

Suddenly, a hot body was attached to the back, and a hard object was pressed against the buttocks.

"Ah Xiang... How long has it been since we did it..." The hot and sticky kisses came overwhelmingly, and restless hands reached into the waistband of his trousers, rubbing his buttocks up and down, left and right erotically.

"Hmm... Jiaxu... I don't want to do it." Ye Xiang pushed him away rationally, firstly because he was unwell, secondly because it was too late and had to go to work tomorrow, and most importantly, he was really not in the mood today.

"I think it's almost suffocating me." Ignoring Ye Xiang's refusal, Lin Jiaxu continued to move his hands.

"Are you going to take a shower first? Or do it while taking a shower?"

"I said, I don't want to..." Ye Xiang increased his strength and pushed Lin Jiaxu staggeringly.

"Ye Xiang!"

The eyes he looked at Lin Jiaxu were filled with disbelief, followed by anger.Ye Xiang didn't have the strength to appreciate his expression, so he took his pajamas to take a shower.

Halfway through the bath, Lin Jiaxu opened the bathroom door with a gloomy face, and stood outside the shower room looking at him. Ye Xiang turned his back and ignored him, and he was a little surprised to reject his recent rare courtship, after all, he was a big deal to Lin Jiaxu. The above is docile and obedient.

What happened recently made him feel exhausted, and he repeatedly reflected on whether the current relationship between the two of them is because of his repeated concessions, which led to today's rebellion. Ye Xiang wanted to try to change, change the relationship between the two of them Patterns and current depressive lives.

The glass sliding door was pulled open, Ye Xiang was suddenly pressed against the wall with a tyrannical force before he could turn his head.

……

The man behind him suddenly bit the back of his neck hard. The sudden pain made him reflexively want to escape, but he was held firmly.

"Hmm... what are you doing?!"

"Suck you." A cold voice sounded from behind, and the strength of his fingers increased.

……

Ye Xiang wanted to escape, but he was pushed against the wall fiercely. After a while, a hot object pressed against the hole and stabbed it to the end.

pain……!

……

Ye Xiang only felt a tearing pain, and his stomach throbbed along with it.

It hurts, it hurts...

Lin Jiaxu...I'm in so much pain...

Ye Xiang raised his head and squinted at the pale and dazzling lamp on the top. The shower above his head was drenched with water, flowing through his hair and eyes, and some inexplicable liquid flowed down.

……

The warm or passionate sex in the past became unbearable and humiliating. Ye Xiang's thoughts began to empty, he didn't think about anything, his soul seemed to become light, and he seemed to look at the two bodies from the perspective of a third party. With their powerless to bear the cruel trial.

In an instant, Lin Jiaxu stretched out his hand to him in the summer night sky, Lin Jiaxu who was riding a bicycle and wanted to free up a hand to interlock his fingers, and Lin Jiaxu holding a fairy wand on the top of Weiliang Mountain, laughing and shouting at the seaside Looking at Lin Jiaxu, who I love you... Those beautiful and unique precious fragments swirled in Ye Xiang's mind like a revolving lantern, and then left quickly.

Until Lin Jiaxu was released in his body and slammed the glass door to leave, he felt the heart-piercing pain spreading across his heart as if returning to his soul, and the hot and humid mucus mixed with scarlet blood trickled out from the already numb place. The scalding hot water washed his whole body into bruises, and the bathroom was obviously filled with hot water mist, but he felt so cold, so cold...

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... If some content is omitted, you can watch it on wb (egg yolk DDDH), it doesn't matter if it doesn't affect the plot.