Self-knowledge

After that day, Lin Jiaxu apologized several times, squatting in front of him and watching Ye Xiang acting like a baby, but Ye Xiang was no longer in the mood to pay attention to his usual tricks, rubbing Lin Jiaxu's head as before and saying I forgive you.

Lin Jiaxu put a hot face on his cold butt, and he flattered Ye Xiang for a few days, but when he saw that Ye Xiang didn't eat, he complained instead.

"Isn't it just a little rough? It's not like I haven't played like this before. I apologize for being like a chaste woman. What do you want?"

Hearing this, Ye Xiang smiled, the hole in his heart was getting bigger and bigger, and he didn't want to talk to him anymore.

In December, the company finally released a new project. After the mobilization meeting, the entire R&D department was running fast. Ye Xiang was so busy that his feet never touched the ground. As the core staff of the project team, compared with the basic staff of the project department In addition to researching blueprints behind closed doors, Ye Gong needs to deal with group leaders, company leaders, external engineers, suppliers, supplier group R&D departments, and internal business departments.

He didn't like to deal with people too much, so he chose engineering first.However, no matter what type of work in this society, the higher the climb, the higher the requirements for interpersonal communication.It's not that Ye Xiang doesn't know how to do it, it's just that he doesn't like it.He can pretend to be able to negotiate with ease, toast at the wine table, and try to be humorous and biased, but he will feel physically and mentally exhausted after dealing with it every time.

In the company too, he and his colleagues can cooperate seamlessly, but it is definitely not a heart-to-heart relationship.Only when necessary, he will put away his solitude and indifference, and try his best to handle everything responsibly with business means.

The only people he's ever really treated in his life are Lin Jiaxu and Sun Xiao.

After getting busy, there are fewer opportunities to communicate with Lin Jiaxu. I only know that Lin Jiaxu is also very busy these days. As the co-founder of a new Internet company, Lin Jiaxu’s work intensity and pressure are much greater than Ye Xiang’s. The reason why he has been trying to accommodate Lin Jiaxu.

As for Lin Jiaxu often coming home in the middle of the night recently, his shirt is always stained with the smell of the perfume he smelled last time, Ye Xiang is always deceiving himself as if nothing happened.

There is a tight string in his heart, and maybe one day, that string will break, and he hopes that if there is that day, he can slow down, slow down, and make himself mentally prepared to leave.

But he didn't expect this day to come so unexpectedly.

On the last working day before New Year's Day, Ye Xiang went to the supplier's office for a meeting in the afternoon. The meeting ended early. Considering that the company, which took an hour and a half by car, would probably take an hour to get off work, he decided to go back early today.

Tonight, I will go to Lao Wang's appointment. Lao Wang is Lin Jiaxu's high school classmate. He has been with Lin Jiaxu for so many years, and Ye Xiang has already integrated into his circle of friends.

Before he had time to call a car, he received a call from Sun Xiao, asking if there were any arrangements for the New Year's Eve. Ye Xiang apologized and said that he was going to Lao Wang's house. They're supposed to be having trouble all night.

So he made an appointment at the "Link" bar, where it was already dark, and he saw Sun Xiao huddled on the big sofa, with a boy sitting next to him, smiling and talking with his head sideways.

Seeing Ye Xiang approaching, the boy stood up awkwardly, said "Excuse me", and left with a blushing face.

Ye Xiang recognized him as the singer of the bar these days.

"What's the matter? New Year's Eve?" Ye Xiang raised his eyebrows and sat down, flipping through the bar menu he had been familiar with for a long time.

Sun Xiao took a sip of the soft drink and replied, "Fans."

Ye Xiang is even more baffled. Sun Xiao is a lawyer and also advocates for non-complaints. Does this have fans?

Sun Xiao smiled, "Didn't you often submit cover songs and original music before? I was a fan at that time. I also wondered, I've quit the circle for so long, yet someone still remembers me."

After graduating from university, Sun Xiao had a musical dream for a while. In addition to cover songs, he also produced some original songs. He was also well-known on the Internet. However, in that era, fame did not mean anything. There were not many ways to realize it, and even live broadcasts did not become popular. .

Although Gu Cheng has repeatedly said that he will be the one to make money and support the family, Sun Xiao only needs to focus on pursuing his dreams. However, the dignity of a man makes Sun Xiao decide to be a bar singer for a while. became the owner of the bar, and later became one of the bases of Sun Xiao, Gu Cheng, and Ye Xiang.

Maybe he was not born at the right time, and he really didn't have the talent to be popular. After chasing his dream for a year and a half, Sun Xiao resolutely decided to give up, because he couldn't see Gu Cheng who worked hard for himself. Obviously Gu Cheng also loves music and is romantic by nature, but for The choice of love is to bend the waist with five buckets of rice.

He returned to his old business, practiced in a law firm while preparing for the judicial exam, and finally passed the exam after losing three thousand worries. He worked steadily in the law firm step by step, and gradually promoted.

Ye Xiang looked at this boy, from being innocent and cute in high school, to being lively and romantic in college, daring to pursue love after graduation, being confused and helpless by reality, and finally choosing to accept reality for love, wearing glasses, Wear a fitted black suit.His dimples and smile are still there, and those bright and moist eyes are still there. He is always happy, and he is willing to give up everything for his lover.

Although, all happiness in the world has a deadline.

"So...how are you and him?" Ye Xiang asked tentatively.

Sun Xiao was silent for a while, and then replied, "I haven't had much contact with him, I only know that he is on a blind date. He has come to see me a few times, and... there is nothing much to say."

Ye Xiang understood that Sun Xiao still loved Gu Cheng deeply, and in the name of love, he had to restrain himself.

The so-called love always makes people grow up, no matter in a willing or involuntary way.

"Then what are your plans? Do you want to try others? For example, the little fans just now?"

Now it was Sun Xiao's turn to stare at him strangely, "You think me too horny, don't you, this kid is still a college student, eight years younger than me!"

"Pfft, isn't it very popular now?"

"Hehe, Ye Gong, I didn't expect you to have so much yellow waste in your mind. Does your Lin Jiaxu know?"

When Lin Jiaxu was mentioned, Ye Xiang's face suddenly darkened. Sun Xiao knew he was talking too much. Recently, Ye Xiang's body was always surrounded by an unpleasant low pressure, which was probably the reason for Lin Jiaxu.

"Come on, let's see what to eat first." Sun Xiao pointed to the German pork knuckle on the menu, "How do you say that?...all men have big pig's trotters?"

"You fucking shut up." Ye Xiang finally laughed again, thinking that he would go to Lao Wang's for a dinner later, so he just ate something here, and chose a potato grid to simply satisfy his hunger.