After the stand-in resigned

An Fan only stayed in the ward for one day before leaving.

There is no other reason, the pressure is too great.

And this pressure is not the responsibility pressure of Ling Ran lying in the hospital bed uncertain of life or death, but the scrutiny of everyone who steps into the ward after knowing that she is Anfan, like watching monkeys at the zoo, or some monster with three heads and six arms. Eyes are as difficult to resist as they are.

In the beginning, they were just doctors and nurses. Judging from their familiarity with Ling Ran and Ling Yun, Ling Ran was probably a frequent visitor to this hospital.

I don't know how Ling Ran behaved during her amnesia, anyway, she became Ling Ran's favorite person among everyone, and then she saw their curiosity, exploration, scrutiny, and envy for her from the eyes of those people.

Envious of Ling Ran's feelings for her... An Fan really didn't know what to say.

An Fan, who was not regarded as a famous person in school, experienced such a feeling in the hospital ward.

Because there will be nurses or patients from other wards or other departments who hear the news and come to see her, and even when she leaves the ward, they can vaguely hear other people discussing her:

"Wow, is that An Fan that Boss Ling likes?"

"It's so beautiful, no wonder Boss Ling is so infatuated, even lost his memory in a car accident and still doesn't forget to love her!"

"There are so many beautiful people, but such a beautiful one is rare. If I were Mr. Ling, I wouldn't dare to forget it. Where can I find it if I forget it!"

As such.

An Fan has always heard that private hospitals have good privacy, and he can indeed see this from the fact that Ling Ran lost his memory in a car accident, but the internal atmosphere of the hospital is too active, and he doesn't know where Ling Ran came from. how much force.

The scrutiny in the hospital was still within An Fan's tolerance, but what she couldn't stand the most was the scrutiny from the Ling family.

The news of Ling Ran being hospitalized in a coma spread to the Ling family, and it coincided with the old lady Ling's birthday. Almost all of the Ling family members were present. Group after group of Ling family members began to flock to the ward to visit the unconscious Ling Ran.

Their gazes were comparable to those of doctors and nurses. An Fan was forced to meet many relatives of the Ling family, those who were near and far, old and young.

An Fan didn't know how the Ling family looked at her, but she couldn't find any reason to stay in the ward.

In what capacity is she staying in the ward?

Is the identity she thinks the same as the identity in the eyes of the Ling family or doctors and nurses?

An Fan didn't stay in the ward anymore, and Ling's Lingran's small courtyard was always empty. An Fan and Lin Ma stared at each other for a while, then decisively packed up their things and returned to Pingzhen.

Before leaving, he always had to say hello to his master. Before Ling Ran woke up, An Fan said to Ling Yun, "I'm planning to go back."

Ever since she finished chatting with Ling Yun, she didn't talk to her about any Ling Ran-related topics, and she grasped the scale of getting along well with her. When she heard that she was leaving, she just said: "Okay, Sister An, Do you want me to find someone to take you?"

"No, I can go back by myself."

"That's good..." Ling Yun said: "Thank you this time, my aunt's performance at the birthday party last night was very good, and many people's hearts were relieved, so so many people came to the ward today, and all this It's all due to you."

An Fan thought it was ridiculous: "I was also responsible for her coma."

Ling Yun said: "Auntie, she had a low-grade fever yesterday. Doctor Shan said it was a sign, so I can't blame you. No one wants this kind of thing to happen. It can only be said that it was a coincidence."

Anfan should be fine.

An Fan discovered a problem at this time. Ling Yun, Ling's family, and even herself didn't seem to think that something would happen to Ling Ran. Even though the doctor kept emphasizing that a second coma was a serious matter, they still believed that Ling Ran would wake up. .

An Fan didn't know where this firm belief came from, especially when facing an unconscious patient, this kind of belief was actually very strange, but they still thought so.

Is it because Ling Ran has been so strong that they all think she won't fall down?

An Fan studied his thoughts carefully, so he had to recall the past between her and Ling Ran. An Fan unexpectedly discovered that she was not as resistant as before, but before she could find out, Ling Yun suddenly called her suspiciously: "Sister An ?”

An Fan came back to his senses: "Excuse me, what did you just say?"

"It's nothing." Ling Yun said, "Is there any chance for us to meet again?"

An Fan said, "Of course."

"What about aunt?" Ling Yun asked again, his voice seemed hesitant: "Can she come to you again?"

Xu Shi looked at Ling Ran who had been lying on the hospital bed all day, and when he mentioned her, An Fan didn't like or dislike her too much. She said, "I don't think she will come."

"Why?" Ling Yun asked.

Ling Ran Anfan in the past can't be sure, but Ling Ran who has lost his memory has indeed become pure as Ling Yun said, and has become her only obedient. nothing happened.

Since she would feel guilty, feel lost, and be stimulated to the point of coma, An Fan felt that she would not come.

An Fan said vaguely, "Let's see when the time comes."

"it is good."

An Fan added: "When she wakes up, remember to send me a message."

"Row."

With that said, An Fan started to pack his luggage.

Only then did she realize that Ling Ran had given her a problem. The suitcase she came with was Ling Ran's, and it was Ling Ran who yelled that she must bring her evidence when she left, because she couldn't leave without the suitcase.

It's true that she can't go now, she can't even pack her luggage, there is no place to put her things.

But if she took the suitcase and left, it would give people an inexplicable ambiguity and entanglement.

Anfan didn't want to do this.

She clicked on the shopping app, bought a suitcase from the same city and sent it to the Ling family, and then the security guards of the Ling family sent her to the Lingran courtyard. Everything progressed very quickly. An Fan packed all her things into the suitcase in one go. , dragging the box and leaving.

It always seemed deserted to leave alone, even when the three of them came, there was not much excitement, An Fan adjusted his mood silently, and deliberately avoided everything related to Ling Ran.

But the more you want to avoid it, the more you can't avoid it.

On the high-speed train at night, An Fan received a call from Lu Yun. When she saw the number of the call, she subconsciously clicked on it.

Both she and Lu Yun belong to the type who never make phone calls when there is nothing to do. Usually, you communicate with me one message at a time, and even if you make a WeChat call, you can also contact your relationship. The number of serious dial-up calls like this, one You can count on your palm.

An Fan inexplicably remembered the week she had been in contact with Ling Ran, and felt very guilty. He took a deep breath and answered the phone.

Lu Yun's voice sounded very calm: "My dad called me just now and told me that he saw you last night. But last night he went to the birthday party of the old lady of the Ling family. It was in Haicheng, and you were in Yancheng. The town is staying well, what do you think is going on here?"

Lu Yun's deliberate calmness sounded ridiculous, but An Fan pursed his lips and said, "It's me."

"Oh, that's good, that's good..." Ling Yun looked very understanding: "My dad also said that at the birthday party last night, Ling Ran announced that she had a fiancée, the Ling Ran that you and I both know.

Coincidentally, Ling Ran stayed with her all night. My dad said that the person next to Ling Ran was very similar to you. What do you think is going on? "

An Fan became nervous and swallowed, "It's me."

"Are you crazy?!"

Lu Yun suddenly roared, so loud that the people sitting next to Anfan all looked at her in surprise, Anfan covered his phone and smiled apologetically.

Lu Yun was still outputting crazily: "What on earth are you thinking, baby! Did you forget what Ling Ran did before! Did she drug you or give you ecstasy soup?!

How did you become her fiancée!

I would rather believe that it was your sister who came back from the dead and hooked up with Ling Ran than that it was you from Yancheng who became her fiancée, okay? "

Ling Ran had some things that were inconvenient to say in front of people, so An Fan got up and walked towards the bathroom on the high-speed train. She closed the door and whispered, "She has lost her memory."

"Who? Ling Ran?" Lu Yun asked, and then said, "Then what's the matter with you! Did the Ling family rely on you?"

"It's none of my business..." An Fan was a little confused about how to say it. After all, the fact that she was still entangled with Ling Ran was hard to accept. An Fan said: "She lost her memory and only remembered me. The Ling family came to me. , and asked if I could spend more time with her."

"No! Nonsense!" Lu Yun began to complain: "Ling Ran is such a thief even with amnesia. He only remembers you. Why do other people lose their memory and forget everything? is you."

An Fan was dumbfounded, she used to think it was outrageous.

"What about the fiancée?"

An Fan simply explained everything that happened recently, and finally got Lu Yun's understanding, but she was still dissatisfied: "Ling Ran is relying on you now?"

"No, she was hospitalized, and she was stimulated by me."

Lu Yun suddenly became interested: "Hey, what's going on?"

An Fanjiong: "I told her about the past, and then she fell into a coma."

Lu Yun was silent for a while, and commented: "This mental quality is a bit poor."

"No."

Lu Yun said again: "I just heard you say that, why do you feel that Ling Ran is quite fun after losing his memory?"

An Fan couldn't digest this sentence, so he thought about it carefully: "It's fun."

"I really want to see and see." Lu Yun said with emotion: "This scene is rarely seen in a hundred years. If I make another video and wait for her to recover her memory, it won't be extorting millions of dollars?"

An Fan smiled: "I can't see you anymore, I'm lying in the hospital."

Lu Yun continued to joke; "You inform me when you wake up, and I will fly over to take a video immediately. This is a great opportunity to make a fortune, much more than when I go to work."

After the gag was over, An Fan relaxed a lot, and even the fatigue from the journey disappeared in the laughter with Lu Yun.

The first thing I do when I get home is to take a shower and go to bed, and it is already noon the next day when I wake up.

An Fan fumbled for the phone in a daze, and there was a message from Ling Yun. She slowly sat up on the bed and clicked on it, but it wasn't the message that Ling Ran had woken up, it was Ling Yun who asked her if she got home safely last night.

After leaving the station last night, An Fan bumped into the driver of Ling's family, and after careful questioning, he found out that Ling Yun was afraid that it would be unsafe for her to drive alone at night, so he specially called him.

An Fan was full of enthusiasm, and arrived home safely in a special car, but forgot to send a message to tell people that he was safe.

She scratched her messy hair and typed slowly: I'm home.I was too tired last night, fell asleep and didn't see it.

Ling Yun's message came back quickly: that's good.

But the news only went so far, there was no follow-up message that Ling Ran had woken up, An Fan estimated that Ling Ran hadn't woken up yet.

So she didn't ask, and she didn't ask for the next few days, but the uneasiness and panic in her heart became stronger and stronger.She did not forget what the doctor said, the longer the coma, the greater the danger.

She always thinks of Ling Ran these days, even if she tries to follow the track of her past life step by step, she will always be unconscious.

The baby room is next to her bedroom, where she can see the whole picture at a glance before going to bed every night. There are all kinds of things that once belonged to her and now belong to Ling Ran. She can't help but think of Ling Ran.

It's useless to think about it, Ling Yun didn't send a message, and Ling Ran didn't wake up, so she would only increase her worry.

Worrying accumulated to a certain level finally turned into courage, An Fan took the initiative to send a message to Ling Yun: Is Ling Ran still awake?

She held the phone anxiously waiting for an answer.

The phone page showed the time of the last chat. It turned out that it had only been five days since she went home, but she thought it had been a long time.

Ling Yun called, An Fan hurriedly connected, and Ling Yun's crying voice came from the other side instantly: "I haven't woken up yet, what should I do, Sister An!"

An Fanxin sank to the bottom, and asked, "What's the situation now?"

As if she had finally found a channel to express herself, Ling Yun cried very sadly, even her voice was intermittent: "Doctor Shan said that my aunt's physical functions have recovered and she may wake up at any time, but she just doesn't wake up...every day ... Another doctor said that my aunt didn't want to wake up, she didn't have the desire to wake up... I don't believe it, how could this happen!

She was in a coma in a car accident before, and her body was like that... At that time, she could never have woken up, why can't she wake up now..."

It was the first time An Fan heard Ling Yun cry like this. In her eyes, she was always a young and beautiful girl.

She should comfort her, but she can't find words to comfort her, her heart is in a mess, like all kinds of threads are twisted into a ball.

Ling Ran didn't wake up, how could it be.

"Dr. Shan told us to prepare for the worst today. I don't want to, I think my aunt will wake up... I read your name in her ear every day, and she will definitely wake up... How could she not wake up, how could she be willing You, I don't believe it!"

Ling Yun is still emotional: "I think my aunt is afraid that she will hurt you when she wakes up, so she doesn't want to wake up. She thinks her existence will hurt you... Sister An, I beg you, please tell my aunt about you." You have forgiven her, okay?"

Before An Fan could speak, she immediately changed her words: "I'm sorry, I'm forcing you again..."

Ling Yun sniffed and said, "I've been emotionally unstable recently, sorry, I'll go and calm down, I'll hang up first."

The phone beeped and hung up, and An Fan was stunned. She didn't say anything during the call, but she had no intention of calling again, so what else could she say.

Ling Ran didn't wake up, she was responsible for the coma, what could she say.

An Fan put down his phone and remembered the hurt Ling Yun said.

In fact, she has always felt that talking about forgiveness after hurting is kind of scratchy.

The damage has already been done, and it's just there. Even if she forgives her, she can't erase what she has done in the past. A wound is a wound, and a scar will be left when it recovers.

But if it's for Ling Ran's comfort and to wake up, then she is willing to say forgiveness.

Even for the sake of not spending the rest of her life in guilt and causing more harm to herself, she is willing to say this sentence of forgiveness.

She hoped that Ling Ran would wake up.Anfan prayed in his heart.

On the second day, the last day of August, Ling Ran woke up.

Ling Yun was very excited. From the countless exclamation marks in the messages she sent her, she could see that An Fan was infected by her and was also very happy.

She thought it would be good if Ling Ran woke up, and she would have no pressure when Ling Ran woke up.

But when Ling Ran woke up, An Fan also realized that she wasn't much more relaxed. She still thought of Ling Ran, for no reason, and it had nothing to do with her body.

As the days passed, Ling Ran didn't come to her again, just as An Fan expected, but she wasn't very happy.

An Fan thought, Ling Ran really won't come.

Obviously she guessed it right, but why is she still unhappy.

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