Leap past the confused days of life

Everyone at a certain age will sigh that time flies, time is wasted, and everyone will feel that life is too short.When I entered the age of forty years in my life, I learned from the painful experience and learned how to cherish my time, because I saw the old people in their twilight years sitting together and watching the sky in the twilight of the sunset. I couldn't help but sigh my life the desolation.To be honest, life cannot escape the fate of being self-confessed, and people will eventually enter a miserable old age.

This made me think about the dream I had a few days ago, but I couldn't understand what it meant.I raised my head and looked intently in the smog. A moth was flying provocatively in front of my eyes. It dazzled me by flying around. My vision was affected by the moth, so I had to follow the whereabouts of the moth. Taking off and landing in the air like a helicopter, the dark gray color is really ugly and disgusting.

I don't like this kind of insect, and I wish I could kill it to be happy, so when I reached out to catch it, it seemed that this annoying insect quickly evaded my capture in the air, seemed to realize the danger, fled quickly, and deliberately teased me.

My arm mechanically danced a few times in the air, but I missed it and missed the moth. I was a little furious in desperation.The moths that take off and dodge, once again angered me, I wish I could kill this annoying guy immediately.

Impatiently, I waved my arms again to catch them, and the moth flew into the air in an instant, clinging to the wall and flying to the top corner of the wall. I was very embarrassed to resist in this way, like a person who was eager for success and failed I, with a sense of revenge, even opened my eyes wide and wide with embarrassment, and the feeling of being fooled filled my chest cavity.

At this time, I had no choice but to look at the moths that flew to high places and could not be caught. A sense of loss jumped into my heart. When I was a little dazed, a trace of pity flashed in my heart. There are also short life journeys.It's a pity that this poor insect actually provoked and humiliated me disrespectfully, how could I bear it.

The moth stayed on the wall for a while, and then flew again defiantly. I thought about this annoying guy, and I wanted to pity its life, but the moth is not funny, and I can’t blame my ruthlessness. arrive.

I stood up and got ready, stretched out my hands and waited, the moths would kill the annoying moths at the moment they threw themselves into the net, but I was hesitant because of pity while waiting, in my heart He went up and down without a backbone, and when the opportunity came, he couldn't get it.

I waited hesitantly and failed to eliminate the moths. I realized that I was indecisive in doing things and could not make up my mind in the face of reality. This caused me to lose my mind many times.

The mind is inflexible and lacks the ability to make sharp turns and quick responses. In the face of immediate judgments, you cannot seize the opportunity decisively, and often miss the best opportunities. For this reason, you often suffer psychologically due to ignorance and regret, especially in personal situations. On many issues such as: buying a house, children's education, personal career, etc., I can't grasp the opportunities given by God, and after making improper decisions, I feel that I have more than enough energy.

What am I busy with every day?Every day is full of melancholy, disturbed by emotions, distracted, impetuous, unable to think about anything quietly, often disturbed by others without assertiveness, especially at work by people who are big or small who have a strong desire to control and leaders Advice, the right to be deprived of freedom, passive and sabotage in desperation, being discouraged and tortured by being called to come and go.

Sometimes in life, when you are in desperation, you will relax your mood to please yourself, and you will suddenly become enlightened and become a tolerant and tolerant personal psychology.

Sometimes, I have no choice but to be criticized by people in the interpersonal network, unable to escape from depression and pain, and fall into a physical and mental predicament, bearing huge inner pressure and unable to release and relax myself.

However, I am more superstitious about dreams. Dreams match life, so what will happen?It is not easy to do anything alone in reality, and it is not easy to be a good person and do good deeds, especially in circles that lack honest people, it is even more difficult to be an honest and good person, and you will be jealous everywhere and exclusion.

The bright sunlight shining into the room spread all over the floor, staring at the dazzling light refracted by the colorful sunlight under photosynthesis, the potted flowers are bathed in the sunlight, the branches and leaves are greedily sucking the light, and the emerald green leaves are moistened by the light It is emerald green to a perfect degree like artificial emerald.

On this day, when I was busy with the housework, let my body and mind rest for a while, turned on the TV to enjoy the relaxing moment, and leaned back on the sofa to enjoy the program to eliminate the tiredness of the day, I happened to watch the ultimate dialogue program, which described a vicious The case of killing people for money, such programs can help me understand human nature.

"Why did you do that?" the questioner, who has no direct relationship with the questionee, asks the criminal.

The criminal suspect was very calm and frankly stated his true thoughts: "Crime for selfish desire." The target of the attack is the weak, who kill the other party, and feel that they are strong. These criminals often use violent means to attack the innocent body for fun. .

The person who told these stories filled the listener with fear and discomfort during the criminal process of the case.Psychologists really want to find out the special psychology of heinous criminals, which is different from ordinary people, the reasons why criminals commit crimes, what are the main reasons, and the final conclusion is the reason of human nature, this kind of people are born criminals. In many cases, the psychology of the criminals excavated is often different. The bad nature of the criminals is doomed to their hatred of human beings.

Ask: "How can you take someone's life at will?"

The criminal replied easily: "Killing and getting more money, big and small crimes are the same, there is nothing to be afraid of."

These people are simply thoughtless, cold-blooded animals, inhuman beasts.It is unbelievably terrifying to see the soulless look of the criminal, the indifferent expression, the gloomy face and the dark and terrifying heart of the criminal.

After I watched the narration of several cases in a row, it was creepy. Another guy beat a foreigner for no reason and bit the victim’s skin with his teeth. He was convicted of a lifelong criminal record.What do these terrible cases show?It shows that the predicament and misfortune in life are entirely caused by the demons in the heart. If you can't get out of the shadow of your inner world, the ending will be tragic.It seems that this gave me an epiphany, how people can get out of the predicament and escape from the shackles of bad luck, that is to say, to keep a silent life and find self-liberation.Eliminate evil and do righteous things.

The night was deep, the moonlight was like water on the balcony, everything was silent in sleep, everything was silent, my drowsiness had long been driven away by the horror program broadcast.

Preventing thieves every day, don't take it lightly, I subconsciously check whether the doors and windows are closed, whether they are tight or not.It was late at night and I couldn't sleep, and the smoking room was filled with an unpleasant smell of tobacco.The people around have entered a hearty nightmare, and everything on the earth is in a dormant state.At this time, I still don’t want to go to sleep, and I don’t know why my eyes are full of tears. Recently, I often have this kind of psychology. It’s a sigh of regret or helplessness in life, and it’s also a problem that can’t explain the confusing life.

I was a little distracted, staring blankly at the darkness outside the window, sometimes impulsive, sometimes depressed, unable to maintain a normal state of mind.

In the initial stage of literary creation, it was difficult to form a work due to the weird thinking.

When writing essays, I wanted to improve my writing level. After decades of hard work, I exercised my thinking and logical reasoning. In this way, I will get closer and closer to my dream, and I don’t feel so far away. I still have to endure the test of loneliness and loneliness , don't be tempted to keep doing it.

Although you work hard, you won't achieve much, but hard work will naturally make progress. I practice on paper every day, write until late at night, and tiptoe to the bedroom. There is even breathing in the silent room. My wife has already fallen asleep. He walked forward in the dark, for fear of making a noise.

After hanging the curtains in the bedroom, the room was pitch black, and I couldn’t see anything clearly. I groped and approached the bed, and when I touched the edge of the bed, I immediately took off my clothes and got into the bed, lay flat, closed my eyes and listened to my wife Mei’s snoring, Then I fell asleep.