Leap past the confused days of life

When I was young, I followed the preferences of human nature. I used to be frivolous. I casually browsed and read gossip about love between men and women. I especially liked reading world classics. The more I read, the more interested I became, and I enjoyed talking about sex and love in books. Gradually, I was deeply seduced by literary language and words, and my body and mind were devastated by sex. Although love is wonderful and happy, it becomes lewd pornography when it overflows. When the physical and mental health is not good, it is believed that the social crackdown on pornographic works is strictly for the purpose of purifying young people's mind and body, and is beneficial to people's physical and mental health.

I became obsessed and wanted to be a writer. I tried to think about writing, and I couldn't help but describe explicit love scenes and actions. I went astray and was bewitched by emotions, so I fell into despair of writing and couldn't extricate myself, resulting in physical and mental exhaustion. If you write down the tragic situation, you can't help but find it difficult to control your own desires, and even fall into hell. After a long time, it will confuse people's hearts, and sex is a knife that scrapes bones and even endangers life.

I personally feel that the indulgence of lust is also harmful, and writing about such subjects is not shallow, and even harmed myself, and I couldn't extricate myself and fell into confusion.After I stopped writing, at any rate, after a period of struggle, when I finally climbed out of the vortex of sex, I re-recognized the purpose of words to cleanse my soul, and I simply gave up writing words with sex, so that my body and mind can fully adjust. Restore the purity of the mind.

Under such circumstances, one cannot put one's body and mind into such tests and challenges again. People's will and self-control are quite fragile and cannot stand the test. Left and right, such consequences are terrible and unimaginable.

I think that every young man who wants to be a writer will face such practical confusion. How can he control himself without being confused or falling into a predicament? ?

As I grow older, I start to think about it. It is stupid to blindly pursue the stimulation of writing. The desire to describe beauty in the eyes of the beholder can only be considered as a condiment in writing, so there is no need to concentrate on practicing description, just as it is for writing. It’s just a game. There are so many things in life that can be written freely. To write about the trivial things in life will resonate with the readers. Elegant writing will make people feel comfortable and also make people Examples of spiritual well-being abound.

To read, you must read with your heart, think with your heart, read interesting and elegant books, and you will naturally have a bright future.Don't read idle books like me, and don't do business.Confine yourself to the vortex of that single emotion, and you cannot extricate yourself.

Young people will take detours, which is nothing, as long as they can be corrected in time and get back on the right track, no matter how young and frivolous they are, they will not overindulge themselves.

Health is the capital of human beings. It needs to be cherished and should not be spoiled. Young people should cherish their energy when they were young, and they should not make mistakes and don’t care about it. In fact, human energy is also limited, and it is difficult to make up for too much loss, so you must cherish yourself when you are young. physical and mental health.

This is an unforgettable psychological experience when I was young. I did not give up writing, and I have been persisting. I still have no rewards for putting in energy to write, but I don’t intend to give up. The focus of life is still on the love of literature, just writing. It is difficult to improve the rhythm and quality, and I am still confused, and I don't know what to do with my life.

This has always puzzled me, and I have fallen into the meditation of life. I have to persist in working hard, being responsible for the family, and persisting in doing housework, while not giving up my interest in reading books. For me, once you lose your hobbies, life will be boring.

I go to work and work every day, go home to do housework, and spend time at my desk to practice writing at night. Although the effect is not good under such an overloaded situation, it will accumulate a little bit. This process is long. In fact, I do my best. up.

Although I was overworked, it made me forget all the pain and troubles, and also spent the lonely time. I narrated what I saw and heard every day with my heart, and wrote down the details of life without embellishment. , Such embellishment also accumulates material for future writing.