Leap past the confused days of life

Writing in obscurity made me develop the habit of smoking when I was thinking. In loneliness, cigarettes naturally became a necessity to accompany my life and spirit. A good medicine to solve troubles and solve problems in my life, because when the urge to create is with me, I will rely on smoking to maintain the spiritual support of writing.Smoking can not only eliminate people's anxiety, but also help me get rid of confusion when creating.

Decades of hard writing, no results, seemingly meaningless labor, no reward for paying, how can I continue to work hard.I often can't explain it myself, so I treat it as a kind of entertainment for spiritual life.

Mei's tone was sarcasm: "You study so hard, I think most people have graduated as postdoctoral fellows." A joke is enough to show that I am stupid. Really, it might be true if it were someone else .

I saw Mei's disdainful eyes, so I had to give her a 12 apologetic look with a wry smile. I really felt that Mei's words were right and very reasonable. After so many years of hard work and meaningless labor, There was no result, and I felt a little sorry for Mei, who silently devoted her youth to herself. In retrospect, I was like an idiot who was out of real life all day long, wasting time in vain, and ignored it all day long, and owed a lot to my wife and children.

Mei’s stubborn opinion on my pursuit of literature is seen in her eyes and hurts in her heart. Such futile labor makes Mei feel that it is not worth it, but Mei did not show strong opposition. She just gave some kind of ridicule Pointing, the result did not turn into points, and vice versa, adding flavor to the silent life. I don’t mind Mei’s teasing tone, but sometimes I find it very funny, and I smile at Mei apologetically. It's over, keep your head down and work hard.

After the teasing, Mei continued to do her own business and stopped asking about my affairs. This is also a moment when I am happy. Mei acquiesces in her own behavior and does not make any troubles, letting me be quiet.

"It's time to eat." This is when Mei shows off her culinary skills, and it is also the time when she is most complacent. It is a very pleasant thing to experience the love of her lover. If she lacks such love for a long time, she wants to get such happiness too much. "Okay." I was also elated.

It’s not easy for Mei to work for capitalists to make money. She simply doesn’t have the time and mood to do housework. When she’s exhausted every day when she’s in a bad mood, complaining is not a big deal. It can relieve the pressure in her heart. Besides, I feel sorry for Mei. There are too many places, with the thought that a man should hold up a sky.

I couldn’t let Mei live a happy and prosperous life. I feel a little guilty in my heart. I can’t do anything else. I should pay more for housework. I usually let Mei vent the depression in my heart, and I feel at ease after nagging. , is a good thing.

It was another sunny day. After get off work, I was thinking about what to buy and what to cook. I hurried home to cook. I really wanted to fulfill my promise to my family and do what I could.

Cooking is not a problem, the key is that the food should be delicious, so I was thinking about what to cook, and while thinking about it, I couldn't help but go straight to the street vendor's stall.

The woman selling vegetables looks smart and capable. Standing in front of her vegetable stand, she is collecting money from a middle-aged man who buys vegetables, and quickly found change for him. The middle-aged man has a satisfied and happy expression on his face, carrying He hurried away with a plastic bag.

The woman who sells vegetables is beginning to gain weight. She is wearing bright checkered clothes. You can see her full back. The bulging muscles are about to stretch the clothes. At this moment, the sun is shining. She is wearing a straw hat. Age around 50 years old.

Don't look at the generation of women, they are more tolerant than some men when doing business, and often give buyers a small profit. This kind of business retains some regular customers. She understands the long flow of business, how amazing she is .However, the words of this woman will always give the buyer a special psychological comfort. She repeats some heart-warming words with great interest, and what will be given to you at the wholesale price. After weighing the weight, she will add some more. Or just erase the change. Don't underestimate her as a woman who sells vegetables at a street stall, but she has grasped the psychology of people who are greedy for petty gains. It is indeed remarkable.

I was also tempted by the temptation to buy her vegetables frequently, and I carried the free plastic bags and the so-called benefits of small profits but quick turnover, and went home happily from her.Since it seems to be cheap, it makes people feel happy.

After entering the door, he took off his outer cover, washed his hands and went into the kitchen to prepare meals for Mei and his son.

Suddenly the phone rang, and hurried over to answer the phone, it was Mei who called, and heard the booing and laughing of men and women coming from the receiver, and still heard what Mei told clearly: "Colleagues who are sending to the unit, don't go home to eat. "I wanted to express my joy, and I disappeared immediately. I hung up the phone and felt at a loss for a while, so I had to enjoy dinner with my son. The cooking tasted good, and I felt that my cooking skills were improving through continuous practice.The home-cooked dishes are quite tasty, but there are few tricks, and the color and fragrance are not bad.

However, Mei often shows that she is willing to eat in restaurants. Although it is a bit wasteful, I really think it is romantic, interesting, and tasteful, but my income level is really stretched, and I cannot often meet Mei's requirements.

Today's fast-paced life is like tearing apart the friendship between people. It is rare to see old neighbors, and their faces have become a little strange. Life without interruption is how everyone spends their lives. Generally, I seldom run out of doors, and I seldom go out to communicate with people. I only care about my daily life.

After eating with my son, I lost the energy I had before, and I was lazy to see the dishes and chopsticks piled up on the table and didn't want to clean them up.Mei is not at home, it seems that the house is empty all of a sudden, and I am too lazy to go to the living room to watch TV, go to the bedroom to surf the Internet, thinking about the good habit of writing down my mood, it is still early, and it seems that Mei goes out early and returns late. Taking care of her elderly parents is not what Mei can do, it is also a human thing.