Leap past the confused days of life

It has just rained.After the rain, the sky cleared and the sun was infinitely good. It was almost dusk. I walked to the back window of the house and looked out. I saw the flowers, plants and trees planted in the backyard. The branches and leaves were luxuriant, and the leaves were stained with water vapor. , Delicate and dripping, the green leaves are particularly eye-catching.

At dusk near the evening, the afterglow of the setting sun filled the courtyard. I admired the scene of the courtyard when the sun was setting. The plants were still tall and straight, full of vitality. The branches went through a crazy growth period in order to win the light and harmony. , it seems to be quiet at this time, so elegant and refreshing, giving people a sense of tranquility, which makes me very comfortable.

When I looked up slightly, I saw a man with bare arms standing on the opposite balcony. He looked towards the distance outside the road on one side, and seemed to find some kind of target. While smoking leisurely, his every move seemed very elegant. Smoking in a completely relaxed state seems to be very stretched. I think this man is under the control of his wife, so he has to hide on the balcony and smoke. Holding the hand holding the cigarette, he slowly put it into his mouth.

In old-style residential buildings, the distance between buildings is not too wide, enough to clearly see the appearance of the person opposite, so under normal circumstances, few people are willing to stand on the balcony and completely expose their every move. I also don't want others to see what I'm doing. I live in a small circle of employees or family members of my unit. It seems that this small circle also determines the fate of people. No one wants to expose themselves too much in front of others.

People who live in such an area that is familiar with each other, look up and see each other, and after they become familiar with each other because of strangeness, they become strangers because of familiarity. Desire to be superior to others.

People's life is not easy, limited by the circle, without a good platform, background and personal connections, the effort in front of the opportunity is equal to zero, the sorrow of life wants to break the artificial rules, it is not easy, the old rules and regulations limit people's freedom, of course There will also be a strong desire to jump out of the circle.

Those who study history, with a bright mirror hanging high, may know how to break through the shackles of fate.Only a few smart and capable people in the crowd can find a breakthrough, put themselves out of the way, insert the wings of imagination, and become successful.

Yes, modern studies have shown that details are very important to the success or failure of doing things. How to grasp the details and how to do small things well are related to the success or failure of doing things.

In addition, I think the key to the success or failure of being a person and doing things lies in whether a person can persevere in doing one thing. This is the inevitable way to the other side of success.

I try my best to read and practice writing every day, and put my emotions completely in word games. As a result, I didn’t find that I have the ability to create literature. For ten years, I felt that I was at the crossroads of literary creation, so my emotions were impacted, and I felt very depressed, irritable, and confused.

The quality of emotions directly affects physical and mental health. I feel that my physical condition is getting worse and worse, and I can’t tell what caused the dizziness. I often feel dizzy and unable to concentrate on doing things. Make a lot of jokes about people you don't know well, and even go to the wrong place, and you will talk incongruously and make people sleepy.It’s almost to the point of being in a trance. In fact, this is the result of my tireless, staying up late, and desperately climbing the peak.

Mei came back in the dead of night, and had to reach out for the house key in her purse. This was the first time she used the key to open the door. The corridor was extremely quiet, there was a little movement, and the sound was loud. Although Mei tiptoed, she still managed to open the security door. There was a creaking sound.

I didn't lift my head off the table, and cast a glance at her out of the corner of my eye. Whenever I came back late, I would see an apologetic expression on Mei's face, which made me feel uncomfortable at all. The embarrassing look, as if something happened, squeaked and murmured indistinctly made people wonder, as a man, he shouldn't embarrass his wife like this, isn't it because he came back late?So I contrived to meditate in order to restore her to her natural confident mood.

Today's social interaction has given women a reason to be full of love. It is justifiable to get together for work and progress to connect with each other. Men and women flirt with each other. There is a small feast for three days, and a big feast for five days, fighting for the equal rights of women and men. , There is no need to manage family life meticulously, men and women gather together, spend time and drink, and they are male robbers and female prostitutes in their bones, or help others to make progress.When I raised my sleepy eyes and looked at her, everything became calm again: "Are you all right?" I greeted with my heart.

"It's not a big girl with yellow flowers, what can happen?" Mei joked to herself with a sense of humor, always very confident.

I said, "You'd better be careful when you're out and about, though." Anything could happen.

I remembered in my mind that day when my wife and I went to the street, the thief unzipped the schoolbag when we were on the bus. Although nothing was lost, it was enough to make people feel unhappy.

I said, "Although you must not have the intention to harm others, you must have the intention to guard against others."

Not long after Mei entered the bedroom, she heard her exclamation in sleep, and she didn't know what to shout, as if she had encountered something frightening and she exclaimed, without going into the details of what happened.

I continued to lean over my desk, the low night covered everything in darkness, there was still a faint light flickering in the distance, and there was a sound of sleepy snoring coming from the bedroom, the sleepiness was so overwhelming that I opened my mouth and yawned, unable to Resisting the onslaught of drowsiness, I didn't go to sleep right away.

Suddenly, I have the same feeling as the poet's feelings: I don't feel the dawn when I sleep in spring, and I hear birds singing everywhere.The sound of wind and rain in the night, the emotion of life, the feeling of compassion, the feeling that people should make selfless dedication to others or society.

Those who are the best in spiritual victory method comprehend the true meaning of life and express life perfectly in words.

I fell into contemplation, annoyed myself because I was not careful enough to observe the details of life and the surrounding environment, could not find the inspiration for writing, deviated from the track, could not enter the state of writing, and suffered invisible pressure and psychological injustice.

In fact, I understand that life is a gamble, an adventure, and I have to spend decades of time and chips to fight.However, life will bring people a lot of troubles; at the same time, it will also bring people happiness that satisfies extravagant expectations.I am often immersed in a small world and a small circle to satisfy my vanity, but I have been engaged in so-called literary creation and betting to get rich.