Leap past the confused days of life

I worked hard to cultivate my mind, like a lonely traveler, walking alone in the vast sea of ​​people, in the intricate interpersonal relationship, unable to grasp the opportunities in life, and missed good opportunities, which made my life path full of thorns and obstacles. Bumpy, so I can't do whatever I want.

An accident made me unintentionally understand the meaning of life.I know how lonely the ignorant person is in silence, and feel that I am such a person, often trapped in dull, stupid self-blame, become a person with ego, unable to interpret life, when I realize that I am alone. Personality, doomed to live a lonely life.

People cannot change their nature.I once wanted to be happy, and the more I wanted to be happy, the more the pain entangled me, and the root of the pain became deeper. I never became happy.

I know that only when people integrate into the group can they find happiness, including labor and the happiness of being friendly with others, but my depressed personality restricts me from integrating into the group, especially doing things that I don’t want to do. How can I be happy? Woolen cloth?I have longed for happiness day and night, and the more I want to find happiness, the more the gap between happiness and pain becomes more and more insurmountable, as if I am destined to endure pain and spiritual suffering.

The blue sky, without a trace of cloud, the deep and bright sky makes people feel calmer and quieter. The quiet beauty naturally makes me feel happy and comfortable.

The spacious avenue, the continuous flow of pedestrians, the leisurely footsteps, and the relaxed and happy faces of the people.The torrent of vehicles gallops from east to west and from west to east, which makes me lament the rapid development of the times. Cars seem to have entered the families of ordinary people. In the near future, every family will have a car. Extravagant dream.

When I was leisurely wandering alone in the street, I ran into my former colleague. Seeing his old face made me sigh. During the greeting, he immediately told me that he was in poor health and had undergone myocardial infarction surgery, according to the doctor’s instructions. Quit smoking and alcohol, to ensure the health of the body is the meaning of life.

This person is doing well, and the spirit of daring to compete has allowed him to get an official position, and he is an outstanding person.When he was young, the young man was very handsome, and he also had a sense of drive. He belonged to the kind of lively and witty person who was familiar with people when he met people.

He took advantage of this unique resource advantage to meet a fair-skinned and beautiful girl, who looks like a lady and is quiet.But the girl’s fate is not good. She is a handyman, it’s all an arrangement of fate. The young man and the cleaner have a spark of love. He invites her to eat, drink and have fun, and seduces her to dance halls, restaurants, movies, and walks. Established an indulgent love relationship, one day this guy couldn't wait to rush to the office where I work, which is also my bedroom, and said to me: "Please, can you borrow your bachelor's dormitory for an hour, you come back later, go to the street How long will you stay?"

A kind and good person, born with compassion, unprincipled, impulsive, sacrificing himself to perfect others.I was embarrassed to refuse, and gave them the warm room without hesitation, he was shameless and daring to occupy it, poor me walked out of the house, I didn't think I would give them the green light, and free up the bachelor's dormitory for them to linger .

On a cold day counting down to nine, I was alone in the street outside. I was in my adolescence, and I also had the same desire for a romantic life.The street at night is even colder, there are very few pedestrians, and occasionally couples appear. I walk alone on the empty street, letting the night wind blow through my thin clothes, touching my skin, and rushing to make room for others when I go out I forgot to add a few more clothes and shivered in the cold.

At this moment, there is no place to avoid the cold. This kind of situation is completely caused by good intentions and kindness. I gave up my greenhouse for others, and gave them the warm room to indulge in pleasure, but I pitifully endured the invasion of cold. , Why is this so, I started to regret it, I had to wait for them to finish the untimely □□, so I waited hour after hour, I don’t know how long it took, until the snot came out. When I rushed back to the dormitory, I was full of complaints and resented that the other party didn't think about others, so I had to pace back and forth in the corridor downstairs, not daring to venture in, thinking about such a love story while walking.

Later, this guy had a new love. The family of that pretty good girl approached him, and wanted to marry her to him. She cooked raw rice and cooked rice, but who knew that the stubborn girl disappeared from his life, nor did she... Knowing what methods he used and what tricks he played to make her disappear from his sight.

When I saw him again, I didn't mention anything about my youth, but I almost said that he is still so lustful now, but I swallowed the words again. It is not what it used to be. Such a person has power, status, When money is all over the body, is it like a tiger with wings? I don’t know how many women from good families will be harassed by him. Maybe a person like him is in line with human nature and adapts to society. Only such capable people can enjoy themselves in society. Don't make the golden cup empty to the moon when you have all the fun.

This is the difference between people, the difference of boldness, forming a fixed pattern, the facts speak louder than words, he is triumphant, his face is superior, he puts on the airs of a character, which makes me hate, and even the other party shamelessly reprimands me: you Ren is really a fucking good person, too kind, and has become a person without principles.

I wanted to ask him to do something for him, but he set up a long-term battle for me. No matter how to enter this unit, the annual salary of ordinary employees is 6 yuan. Even if it is a contract worker, it is equal to It's that kind of civil servant-style life-long employee.If your child wants to come, at least it will cost 15 yuan, and others will pay 25 yuan.This is clearly priced.

15 yuan is an astronomical figure for me. I want to say something more, but I can’t afford to lose that person, so I shut my mouth tightly. At this time, the ringtone of the other party’s mobile phone disturbs the relationship between them. Meaningful chat.He had long forgotten my benefits to him, and he said politely: If you say you want to do this, you can inform me. It seems that he still has a conscience, but just told me the amount of money, and then he put the earphones in the earphones. He gesticulated with his ears and eyes to signal goodbye.

I really want to spit on him and drown him in my saliva.

I had no choice but to continue wandering on the street, and saw the dark green and luxuriant trees on both sides of the road in autumn for people to enjoy the cool and watch, presenting a mature and rich harvest scene, which became a beautiful scenery dotted on the street.

I continued to move forward lonely and desolately, wandering in the streets, and on the streets I passed, I saw a deserted scene in front of the doors of one shop after another.

High-end electrical products are unsalable, and the daily necessities and catering industries have also experienced a rare depression. The result of the analysis of the reasons is that the price wars in the past few years and the sales promotion methods of small profits but high sales have destroyed the thriving market mechanism. In addition, the sales link It is also ingenious to engage in a vicious circle of competition, blindly selling at lower prices, and ultimately the company has no profit to make.