Leap past the confused days of life

It was another sunny day with clear skies and tall buildings. Concrete walls and glass windows blocked the view. Looking up, the deep sky and the blue sky gave people a good feeling. .

Intangible limitations make it difficult for modern people to live in a narrow urban space. It seems that it is difficult to see the beautiful scenery of the vast fields, and they cannot often breathe the fragrance of the beautiful grassland. The thinking space of people who are accustomed to urban life becomes Limited.

Even so, people still want to go to the city, where city life is still enviable, with a good living environment and a good job to support their families.What's more, there is no best of both worlds in the world, so naturally you can't do whatever you want, you have to be destined to accept all kinds of experiences brought by the environment.

I waited for the bus under the stop sign. In summer, the overcrowded bus stinks to the sky. I experience waiting for the bus every day. If you don't come, you will be discouraged.In fact, life is spent waiting, consuming life while waiting, living silently, living without complaints or regrets.This is the satisfaction of life, and those who are content are always happy.

In addition, I waited while accumulating, reading like a fool trying to break through thousands of volumes, dreaming like an idiot, being naive to the extreme, fantasizing about inspiration and the future. The practice of dead books.If you can't apply the knowledge you have learned to reality, compete with others for fame and fortune, but spend your good time reading, if you can't use the knowledge you have learned to fight against heaven, earth, and people, what have you learned? meaning?

It seems that it is impossible for me to improve my life with this kind of learning method and learning content. People who study literature mean that they choose to be lonely, hide their indifference, work hard behind the scenes, and gradually form a life model of loneliness His life path was completely occupied by the consciousness of the stream of consciousness, living in the shadows.

No one knows what kind of lifestyle values ​​will produce, and what kind of values ​​will be produced by what kind of lifestyles, and no one can release the thoughts that constitute life. The pain of thinking is the root of human psychological and spiritual pain. The manifestation of entanglement, people's sensitive mind will naturally feel pain, pain is the consciousness of the soul, not material physical pain, just like people see the fallen leaves, hear the chirping of lone geese and the change of seasons, the same wonderful feeling.

People are busy with ordinary life, basic necessities of life, food, housing and transportation. The thoughts of the ancients have become indifferent in the consciousness of modern people. After the silent changes of moral concepts, the thoughts of human relations have also quietly changed.

The above is what I think about in my head all day long, boring things, thinking about boring things all day long, the continuation of life is inseparable from food, drink, housing and transportation, will life shine in my waiting?I don't know whether the accumulation of my knowledge can make me smart, or whether it can make me complement the laws of nature.

I lament life, people will always have a day when they are old, even standing and walking will become a problem, they will move trembling steps tremblingly, looking for sunshine and warm places in difficult walking, or feeling in a state of silence The touch of the sun, this is the way back and the irresistible law of life.

I understand that my writing lacks coherence, especially that I can’t write one thing clearly, so I need to continue to practice my writing. The narrative is to explain a problem thoroughly, and the problem of explanation can reach the realm of profound and simple. The purpose of my writing is It is necessary to string together life fragments accurately and write freely and handily.

The beautiful season makes people nostalgic, time flies, I was once infected by a sad song, the love in that song is so deep that people are lonely, I don’t know why sadness always surrounds me, the lingering music makes people feel sad Psychologically feel the resonance.In the memories of the past, I always feel a little bit of sadness. I was once conquered by the charm of music. I was obsessed, intoxicated, and moved to tears. Music cleansed the fragile hearts of sentimental people.

There are many beautiful things in life. Even if you are affected by bad emotions, you must be optimistic and face reality with full enthusiasm. People should face reality and life with passion and desire.

The seductive games created by human beings, such as money games, sex games, power games, status games and cruel life chasers, make people keen on excitement and tirelessly chasing this big game of life, which puts human nature in The game is fully exposed.

As a loser in life and work, I often feel sad and helpless, and I have no choice but to live with the emotional burden of humiliation.Of course, occasionally I will yearn for happy times and feel the luck of life, but most of the time I am confused by sentimental complexes, and face life and life negatively. Determined my life, I know my life will be bleak, because of my attitude towards life that is not enterprising.Of course, it's not that I don't work hard, but that hard work has no results.

Time flies, I am busy and always passively accept the pressure and misfortune of life, and I cannot turn passive into active face, because if I don’t do those disgraceful flattery and flattery things, naturally I will not have glory and happiness Because of my stubborn human nature, my development space is limited. Stubbornness is the biggest shortcoming in life, and my paranoid nature cannot experience the joy and happiness of life.Therefore, I often feel the helplessness of being hurt, deceived, and devastated by hints.

Suggestion is the means used by people who play tricks, lure others to do or not to do, and give people psychological hints. Such people want to achieve the purpose of attacking others and elevate themselves. Such people are the most despicable, shameless and dirty. Dirty, it is the behavior of a bad bastard, who uses an ugly face like a devil to intimidate and torture kind people, because the good people in the world don't know how to protect themselves.

In this way, I think around these narrow thoughts every day, and naturally I will not become noble and be swayed by those who have monsters and ghosts.So my life didn’t start with a wonderful pen. I want to learn something, learn the extraordinary bearing of a great man, read poems and books full of charm of a great man, feel the profound height of his artistic conception and the wisdom of summarizing the morals of people and things, but I can’t learn well.

When I was young and mature, I used to admire the thoughts of great men. Standing on the top of the mountain, I recited the leader's poems aloud. I was so passionate and full of irrepressible impulsive feelings that my eyes filled with tears. This is a song that makes people dream all their lives. A poem of hard work, I was at the prime of my life that year.

However, with the passing of time, the impulse like a song can no longer be aroused in a blink of an eye. The kind of feelings written by the poet will not take away a cloud with a wave of hand.What a romantic and realistic portrayal of life this is. The song-like years no longer exist, and the indifference and ruthlessness of reality are placed in front of me.

In the blink of an eye, decades have passed like an arrow, and now I think of that moment, and my heart still throbs, reveling in the stupidity of imagining the future of life.

In reality, I am silently doing what I can, and everything that happens around me has nothing to do with me. When people actively join the torrent of reform to obtain a ladder of progress, obtain a diploma, or go into business, I can only walk in a canoe. in one's own mind.I made a wrong, wrong, wrong literary and artistic dream.

Since ancient times, emperors, generals and ministers have also written elegiac songs about life, which have been sung throughout the ages. The small building was windy last night, and the homeland is unbearable. In the moonlight, a life full of variables, what can a small person do?In the journey of life, it is enough to be able to survive freely, and it is not a pity to waste time.