Leap past the confused days of life

I walked alone on the deserted street, the sky was cold, the signs of life had already quietly receded, the branches of the trees had no colorful leaves, and they were bare, as if life had been strangled by the cold air here, and the green had disappeared In the depths of memory, people huddled in thick cotton coats, lost their energy to be active, and the bleak streets made people feel lonely.

However, at this time, crowds of people crowded together outside the door of a building, people lined up, and they seemed to be waiting for the staff to come to open the door. To get a good job, job seekers spare no time to participate in all the applications, experience all kinds of ups and downs in the job search, and have to endure the cold in order to get a regular job.

The system reform has just started, and the implementation of the distribution of laid-off workers to re-employment.

The pressure of the employment situation is still serious, which affects the quality of people's lives. It is very difficult to find a decent good job. Because the employment channels are becoming less and less, and the situation is getting narrower, people are swarming after teachers among civil servants. , Doctors, bank clerks, police officers and other public positions, especially those occupations that guarantee income during droughts and floods, the competition is very cruel.

The education requirements for these occupations are also getting higher and higher. The number of occupations required is limited. All walks of life are in a saturated state. Many laid-off workers are difficult to compete with students. As a result, most of them cannot be re-admitted and have to choose another career.A corresponding industry of diploma factories emerged.

I myself have a good job, live a carefree life with basic necessities of life, feel satisfied, and naturally do not have too many extravagant expectations. This is not only thanks to the work platform provided by the party and the state, but also thanks to my parents for giving me life. Employment was arranged upon meeting entry requirements under historical conditions.So low-key living in a fixed circle of life and self-discipline, I have unknowingly spent decades of days with no practical meaning, writing for self-entertainment all day long, proficient in piano, chess, calligraphy, painting, playing the piano and singing.

Clouds and mists moved from north to south, the sky gradually darkened, the polluted air seemed to freeze, the feeling of desolation could not arouse passion, I no longer had the temperament of a poet, and the thoughts that literati despise, but at this time, his brain became dull, Nothing can arouse the passion of his conscience, and suddenly, he feels the indifference and ruthlessness of this world.

I met a woman with a big white fluffy snow dog in her hand, running around the streets. Such a big dog walks very scary. The dog's bite and attack power can be imagined. If the dog jumps over the wall in a hurry, what will happen? What should I do if I attack pedestrians, I don't like to be close to them, so I have to take a detour to avoid danger, fearing that some kind of accident will happen, walk carefully, and don't dare to look left and right at all.

I think there is nothing to be picky about such a woman. It is her personal hobby, but this person prefers such a mighty and vicious big dog. Nowadays, more and more people keep pets, and they are becoming more and more fashionable. How terrible is the woman of the big dog.

Dogs are the most loyal animals among animals that will never abandon their masters. No matter how the dog owner raises them, the dog will never dislike the condition of the master’s home. Even obsequiously flattering.This is the joy of dog owners in order to find psychological comfort. In addition, dogs also have the ability to guard the house, as we all know.

A woman with such a big dog is still rare and strange. The woman does not look fashionable, and her clothes are not very gorgeous. She looks like an ordinary person. Is raising such a big dog to guard the house or have other uses? The world There are no surprises, personal hobbies are different, and behaviors are also different, which is due to human nature.

Spring, summer, autumn and winter, the seasons change alternately, everything goes with its own flow, and operates according to its inherent laws, and there is almost no force that can change the laws of operation.The first snow fell, the cold wind blew, and winter came, the temperature suddenly dropped to below zero, blocking the vitality of vegetation.

I feel that my energy is not as good as before, and I always feel that I have more energy than energy.Although my thoughts are gradually maturing, I feel the many helplessness in the road of life.

The grayness of winter brings melancholy and bleakness to people. The snow does not affect people’s ability to go on their way or engage in anything. People’s character can be seen from their walking posture. aggressive.I am a person with the former walking posture, cautious and cautious.

The cold will pass, the footsteps of spring will come towards us, and the plants will still be full of vitality when spring comes.I no longer read a lot of literary works, but spend most of my energy and time on the psychological activities of expressing the thoughts and emotional changes of things I have experienced. What is the effect and purpose of this approach?Of course, it is the desire to make progress in creation.

I don't like to join in the fun, but I like to follow the rules and work in a step-by-step working atmosphere, so I live a life of self-discipline and will not deviate from the rules or break the rules.

A good person's thoughts will also have flaws, which not only kill enthusiasm but also restrict creativity. If the monotonous life fails to enlighten the individual's soul, there will be no passionate personality.Depression affects the body and mind, staying at home all day with nothing to do, and finally feeling lonely and boring, inadvertently let the time go by, and the hair loses its luster, like autumn withered grass, signs of decay in life are the last thing I want to see .

I further think about myself, what kind of role I play in life, I have nothing to do after being restricted and obstructed in real life, my mind is empty, I have no desire to think and create, only weird ideas, and I really don’t know what to do when facing reality Well, I comfort myself like an idiot, I am dumbfounded all day long, I can’t interpret life, which makes my life and future eclipsed, I’m so negative that I’m depressed, I don’t have any interest in anything, it seems that my health is gradually declining, and my body and mind are affected. In the same way as being devastated, when I insist on doing literary creation without making any progress, I am about to lose the motivation to continue doing it.