Leap past the confused days of life

Another cold winter, gray sky, frozen snow.

Outside the window, everything that comes into view loses its former color, and the gray tone is suffocating.At this season in the Northland, if you want to see green plants with vitality, you can only go to the concrete greenhouse or plastic greenhouse to watch them.

At this time, on the vast land of the southern country, a hundred flowers are blooming, trees are shady, and the color of life is blooming everywhere. The rare, wonderful and romantic mimosa makes me see that it is true, and I am amazed.

When a beautiful girl from the southern country hummed the song "Phoenix Bamboo under the Moonlight" softly and softly to the mimosa, the curly leaves seemed to hear the melodious and beautiful singing, facing the bright sunshine, surrounded by the crowd Next, gently stretched the curly green leaves, and the wonder of slowing down the movement for an instant surprised me. There are such wonderful plants in the world, full of such vitality, and the stretched leaves are in the girl's hands. When the hands are gently touched, the leaves magically close together and tightly hugged into a ball. The dynamic power is simply amazing.

I also started to do the same action, and I was obsessed with seeing the wonderful moment again. How can plants have the performance of animal attributes?So my heart was agitated, swollen, and filled with joyful exploration, so I was unwilling to leave for a long time.

When I was intoxicated, I saw a beautiful girl in a beige down jacket with a fashionable demeanor. She was very beautiful in the sun. She put her hands obliquely in the pockets of the down jacket. The girl's calm demeanor was even more eye-catching. Disregard everything like a princess.A woman is a flower, and it's really not an exaggeration at this time. The girl is so beautiful in fashionable clothes, and she stands proudly without looking sideways, making her even more charming.I don't dislike her arrogant look at all.She is really beautiful.

In this kingdom of plants, I enjoy the amusement to my heart's content, facing all the colorful and beautiful scenery in front of me, those magical plants and the beautiful messengers in the crowd, I actually linger, forget the way back, and stay away for a long time. Ken left the scenic area of ​​the garden and thus fell behind.

The tour guide was in a hurry, the tourists had been waiting for a long time, and they were full of resentment. When I appeared in front of everyone, there was contempt and anger in everyone's eyes, and at the same time, they were relieved. The eyes of the tourists and the tour guide were wide open, and the hearts were mixed With complicated emotions, I knew I shouldn't keep everyone waiting that long, and comforted everyone with a sincere expression of acknowledgment and a very apologetic expression on my face.I don't want to say anything, and I don't want to explain, let the silence ease the unpleasant atmosphere.

This has been the past many years ago, and the memory has converged, and I have returned to reality, admiring the faces of people on the street where I live, as if it reminds me of the lineup of Terracotta Warriors. It is clear that the lines are rough and the expressions are different. Passers-by have round faces, square faces, oval faces, long faces, and thin faces.

Yes, the supreme Qin Shihuang, his terracotta warriors left an indelible impression of the ruler's crazy power to future generations. There are dignified and dignified faces of historical figures in different shapes. These peaceful faces show the portraits of the masters of tigers and wolves, all of them radiant and high-spirited.

Among these people on the streets are workers, farmers, teachers, soldiers, businessmen, scholars, free men, salesmen, doctors, medical workers and other people from all walks of life, all living beings.The organs of all people are different. The eyes, ears, nose, mouth, and head are all different in size and shape, resulting in thousands of differences. It is almost difficult to be the same in appearance.Physiognomy is exquisite and said, people with long faces are cunning, people with round faces are gentle and generous, this is the summary of Chinese people for thousands of years.

Nowadays, salesman has become a popular profession, especially medicine and health care products. The salary is good, so many people can get rich overnight. Buying cars and real estate has become a profession for the rich, and it has become famous for a while.

Recently, I don’t seem to be interested in reading anymore. I feel a certain kind of boredom when I describe the trivial and lengthy life in the book. It’s just that the writers write about physical and mental pain, but they don’t have the meaning of guiding life. The details of the similar description are nothing more than to dispel depression.

I was immersed in self-enclosure, and it was impossible to find an absolutely idealized life.In fact, I have been pursuing such a dream-like life. Real life always makes me discouraged, unable to escape from helplessness, unable to avoid the troubles of reality, and unable to tell anyone to release the depression in my heart.My heart is like a broken vessel that cannot be repaired because I am too out of the circle of life.I could have lived happily, but why not?

A person's mood can directly affect physical and mental health, and induce illnesses. Frequently unhappy moods aggravate my gastrointestinal diseases. During the days of attacks, I rely on drugs to relieve the pain. I looked a lot more tired, and I became numb, and I was so weak that I was not in a good mood. I really had no energy at all, so I lay down quietly to rest, like a puddle of mud poured on the bed, letting my strength slowly recovered.

The sun shone on my feet without socks, and the ray of sunshine was warm. I hugged my arms tightly together and fell asleep on my side. I don’t know how long I slept until my body shivered. Woke up and it was cold without a quilt and woke up.

It was the brightest moment of the sun, so I bathed my whole body in the full sunlight, and felt warm and happy with physical joy and happiness. Although there was still some cold intrusion in the body during sleep, the body recovered after waking up. In addition to resisting vitality, sunlight can warm a wounded heart.

This reminds me of the good times in my childhood, the moment when my father gently woke me up from my lethargic sleep, the warmth was so strong, I was too crazy to play at that time, I was too tired and fell asleep on the kang I don't know how long it took, my father stroked my head and said with love and warmth: "Set off firecrackers in a while." The warm feeling of being loved seemed to be found again.

The sun has not moved away, I try my best to shower in the bright sunshine and enjoy the beautiful feeling of life when the sun shines warm like spring.Yes, I fell ill at this time, and there was a small deviation in my body. It was only because I was not in a happy mood that I became weak and soft like an eggplant that had been frosted.

After basking in the sun and recovering a bit of strength, I went to my desk again to daydream. I have been working hard for decades, and I have never given up on the game of permutation and combination of words. The manuscript paper full of words is piled up on the bed. Next, it became a pile of waste paper, a pile of waste paper.In order to achieve the purpose of practicing pens, no expense was spared on labor costs and physical strength: one is to exercise the mind.The second is to practice and improve the thinking ability of capturing writing. For the time being, I can't write a pen, but I can write it fluently.

I have worked hard for decades.Although I lack talent, I am not reconciled to failure. I just want to narrow the gap in talent and write articles with others, so I persist in doing it. I am eager to master the skills of writing and meet the purpose of expressing thoughts clearly.