Leap past the confused days of life

One day I walked into a messy stationery store, which was about to be relocated. When I entered the door, I thought: Is it possible to buy cheap stationery to be disposed of, and if possible, especially buy a few more pens for later use .The nibs of several fountain pens at home have long been worn out, the fonts written on the manuscript paper are rough and ugly, and the strokes in small places are out of shape.

When I walked into the store, I saw obsolete stationery and cardboard boxes piled up all over the floor.

I searched to see if there was any stationery I needed, but after looking around, it turned out to be some office supplies, and there was no stationery I needed, so I had to go out quickly and go to another stationery store.

Yes, the business of stationery stores is not doing well today. Most of the stationery stores are deserted and deserted, with no customers coming.I don't know what's going on, it's such a depression.At this time, the owner of the shop finally saw someone entering the shop, and the main female shop owner came forward to greet me with a look of excitement and joy.

As the tide rises, the stationery has also undergone changes in style and packaging. The purpose is to increase the price in disguise. In reality, such a business philosophy is very popular. Some old stationery is replaced by modern new technology products, not to mention more and more varieties.After turning around, the price of the pen was not cheap, so I had to buy one and go home.

Yes, I am intoxicated in the beautiful consciousness of self-sufficiency all day long, playing self-deceiving games, and what I call working hard to learn and struggle is just coaxing myself, hiding in the warm ivory tower to pass the boring time.

Of course, modern times are an era of great prosperity in culture and art. Domestic and foreign literary works are flooding the market. It can be said that the market is rich and colorful, and a hundred schools of thought contend. Books are everywhere.

It is the same as opening up people's ideological realm for a while. People talk about the idea that knowledge can change destiny, but I also rack my brains to learn, and I also want to let knowledge change my personal destiny. However, I am thinking I became confused about my knowledge, and it was not until many years later that I began to doubt whether my ability and IQ were faulty or whether it was my original intention, and I had chosen the wrong path.

I used to study hard with full load, but I had no grades, so I had to resign myself to fate, because what I persisted in studying was not the principle of governing the country and the people, nor the learning of popular and professional professional skills, but just fictional literary stories.

So I, eager for knowledge to change my destiny, became a monk with a crooked mouth and read the wrong scriptures, and finally became a prisoner who did not know the current affairs. I was imprisoned in the thought of fighting to the end for literature and art, so I did not repent, but remained firm I, who firmly believe that knowledge can change destiny, may really pay off.

In such a cold season, people are too lazy to go out of the house and stay in the warm home to enjoy the quiet and tranquility.I accidentally noticed that my old man closed his eyes and rested his mind, drooping his head, looking drowsy and drowsy, shaking with his consciousness, does this happen to people when they are old, no matter how strong and powerful you are when you are young, and how good your physical fitness is, when you are old The movements are as slow and feeble.

Recently, I feel heavy, maybe depressed, and I feel so boring when I look at everything. I even get tired of my favorite reading. Some aging situations often appear in my mind. Is it true that I am old? Will grow old, this is a natural law, no one can resist, no one can help the old to return to youth, it is inevitable that this kind of thinking will lead to disappointment and fear, and realize the pain in the helpless state of life in advance.

Negative ideology will be produced at this age, and it will inevitably exist in the mind. If you cannot correctly understand yourself during this period, it will have a more negative impact. Therefore, people must be aware of their responsibilities. You can't just live for yourself, but also live well for others.Because people are not walking dead, but a body with a soul and a sense of responsibility.

Sometimes I can't treat and know myself correctly, I only see the surface, and I can't deeply analyze my heart. In fact, I am very strong and unyielding in my heart. I am not afraid of difficulties, dangers, challenges, dare to explore and innovate, and can endure all trials. People are just incompatible with some people in reality. Personality creates such a life, and people in this kind of life have more natural tempers. Life can only be a slow effort to adapt to the environment.

In this way, we also understand fate and character. To put it bluntly speaking, opportunities are equal in reality. Many things are not transferred by human will. All things happen for a reason. No matter how hard you work and struggle, the result is the same.

Reality can only endure the torment of the soul, no matter whether you are strong enough, or persist until the end, or even give up the pursuit, your life is a process of the most fundamental experience and understanding, no matter how strong a person's will is People's endurance and patience are limited.

Under the temptation, people either lose confidence or strengthen their confidence, depending on their own perseverance and will, and perhaps the difference between success and failure lies in this idea.Keep going, or give up halfway.

I didn't sleep well yesterday, and I felt that my spirit was about to collapse, and I was disturbed by mood swings. After resting and stabilizing my mood, my mood improved a little, and I got a new understanding of things.

A great writer, weak and sick since he was a child, but he has a unique vision and amazing discoveries. He said that the meaning of life is constantly repeating the process of re-understanding life, and there are more and more different views and discoveries.

The writer's face is radiant with fortitude and gentleness, which is a contradictory face. However, his inner world is full of terrible thoughts of destroying everything, and the psychology of killing all heretics.Although his face showed cowardice and the cruel and ruthless side of his inner world, he also felt the pain of confusion, so when there was no one, he would cry bitterly about it. This is the ambivalence of a perverted person. .

The writer's ambivalence was revealed and admired by the world. Many halos and flowers spread under his feet, but his inner world is still the same.He is a well-known writer in the diary genre. He writes his personal experience and inner world mood into his works, which makes the world have a new feeling and let people know everything that people think in the spiritual world.Because he dared to tell the truth of human nature in his works, he created many immortal works, and the world respects such writers very much.

I can’t know such people in reality, but I can only get to know these great characters through reading works, from which I can feel the clues of the author’s psychological activities and inner world. I racked my brains to recall this book.