Leap past the confused days of life

Chapter 65 Unintentionally Discovering Happiness

Outside the dark window, everything is silent, people go to sleep after sunrise and sunset, and I am still thinking about the TV show about a young man who inherited his parents' orchard.

Young people have experienced long-term tempering in life and successfully completed wealth accumulation.I also long for the spirituality that can be enlightened from it. No matter what people do, they must experience the tempering of human nature.

For a while, it was difficult for me to fall asleep in the dead of night, because I couldn't fall asleep peacefully because of thinking.

Is there a shortcut to success?I was thinking about this question. In my opinion, there should be such a shortcut. Otherwise, how could there be so many people working hard? This reminds me of people who are flexible in doing things and will naturally find shortcuts.A migrant worker succeeded in writing a self-reported novel based on his personal life experience, which changed his life trajectory and proved that my idea was correct, but the method was wrong.

However, my hard work can't change anything at all. I feel at a loss in my life. Is it because of my lack of hard work or some other reason? Under such a situation, my psychology is extremely poor, and I seem to feel that I am not as lucky as the young people on TV.

The habitual thinking formed by individuals is difficult to change, especially the teaching that everything is inferior in the depths of my mind and only reading is high, which is unforgettable to me. Under the successful teaching of breaking thousands of books and writing like a god, I literally almost I spent the whole spare time and energy obsessed to the point of insensitivity. I studied hard, read hard, and behaved hard, but I didn't do anything well.

I thought about the road of life I walked, and I didn’t focus on big things and start small. On the contrary, I walked very hard on the road of life, and it was useless. People’s thinking patterns are different, and they endure the pain of self-control. Lack of talent, even if you work hard and fight hard for life, you will get nothing in the end.

Under such circumstances, I lost my mind, was affected by emotions, and lost my balance. Without the passion of the past, I began to re-understand myself, the world around me, and the ability to understand things in the past. Doubts arose, and even doubts about whether the learning method of reading through thousands of volumes and writing with a spirit is suitable for myself, why it has not achieved the expected effect, and I have a questioning psychological afterthought.Why do people live, to fill their bellies?I think people should live for their ideals and beliefs.

When I discovered this point, yes, people really can’t control themselves, they just watched helplessly and helplessly as they walked into the confusion of the road of life. Powerless, completely surrounded by frustrated circumstances, unable to extricate themselves, so distressed that the spirit is about to collapse and collapse.

You must be calm and composed, and you must formulate long-term and short-term plans and goals. The goals should also focus on reality. Only by completing short-term goals can you accumulate the ability to achieve long-term goals. This can save time and energy. People should start small, Such a life will be wonderful.

Gradually realizing this, I got used to living a routine and dogmatic life, and I couldn't find a way to re-examine and understand myself.The devil with unrealistic thoughts occupied my mind and closed my heart. The incarnation of the devil made me obsessed and became a loner, blindly thinking and detached from life, and lost interest in life.

But I still want to find a shortcut to the road to success, to understand the artistic field of literary creation and inspiration.

For this reason, I often look up at the clear blue sky thousands of miles away, take in the fresh air, and do the fascinating movements of closing my eyes and resting my mind to soothe the depths of my soul. The spiritual realm of fugue.

Time flies, the days have not changed, there is no color, plain and helpless, life is like plain water, and there is no time to learn about new things in various fields in the strange world outside, only to feel the light taste of life and psychological activities.

My thoughts are simple, closed and stubborn, and my single line of thinking tends to listen and believe. I really don't have a flexible cognition of things, lack a vigorous and happy psychology and methods of thinking about problems, and I am controlled by my paralysis of thoughts.Ever since I developed an interest in literature and art and worked hard, I fell into a predicament and went astray like a madman and couldn't extricate myself.

It was funny how I had to sit on the bench every day, hunched over, with my heavy head held up, short-sighted, with dull, dull eyes.

One day, I walked into a fast food restaurant and saw the counter waiters calling fast food people to pay at their window. They kept smiling while doing the same repetitive actions tirelessly. I stared at it for a long time full of youth. Vigorous young people, full of vigor, how enviable.

I found that although young people are constrained by the work system and cannot laugh and laugh during work, they still can't hold back their youthful vitality. They express their inner joy and mischievousness in other ways, and quietly touch each other's body when the other party is not paying attention. A certain part, or a look, or a small movement, to obtain that kind of super happiness, this is what people often say is seeking pleasure in suffering.

I was a little lost, I raised my head and looked at the girls' happy indulgence, and suddenly there was an interesting game in the memory of human emotions, but it was just a flash.Immediately returned to the reality, staring blankly at their neat work of charging, ordering money, and supplying each link of the skilled service steps in one go.

The fast food restaurant is full of people, the business is booming, and there are constant people coming in and out.Young people are full of enthusiasm for their work and considerate service. None of them show a sad face, especially when they are paired with men and women. They work more happily, which makes me envious of young people who can fully enjoy the vitality of youth.

I continued to greedily watch the girls happily, with a generous attitude towards life without the slightest shyness, and they continued to play entertainment games between work.

This is also the interest in life that I rarely observe. I am almost cut off from the outside world, and I am fortunate to be able to experience real life. When I saw such a scene, I was moved by young people.Yes, it is extremely boring for me to hide and think in the realm created by myself every day.

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