Leap past the confused days of life

Cowardly people indulge in the hobby of self-entertainment all day long, unable to extricate themselves, living a life of self-pity.I am clearly self-willed to degenerate, like this every day, silent in loneliness and confusion, often shrouded in sorrow, and weeping secretly.Cry because you write, write because you cry.

Time flies, and it will be another year in a blink of an eye. For me who has entered middle age, I need to cherish my body and enjoy life well. Don't cherish time, but take care of your body. For the sake of the happiness of the family, I should not live in a fantasy that is divorced from reality, wasting the rest of my life, and there is no need to endure the psychological suffering of self-salvation.

One Sunday, I was invited to a gathering of comrades-in-arms, and I met the wedding scene. The hotel was holding a grand wedding ceremony. Greetings and congratulations are very lively.I didn't know what to do in a moment of desperation, because I was shy in my pocket, and I was a little apprehensive at the moment. I didn't know how to advance or retreat. I was hesitant, but it was actually a misunderstanding.

I glanced up at the name of the hotel, and wondered to myself if I went to the wrong place. The inviter didn’t tell anyone about the wedding banquet, saying it was just an ordinary party. How could there be a sudden attack, which caught people off guard? The comrade-in-arms didn’t tell me in advance. One sound.

I thought in my heart, don't wrong him first, this person won't do things like this, otherwise, how could he gain a foothold in society and continue to hang around? There will be jokes.The result was a false alarm.

The comrade-in-arms who pays for the meal is a successful self-employed person and the first group of laid-off workers in the reform and opening up. Opportunities are always reserved for those who are prepared, because he is familiar with his work process and has established a network of contacts in his work. , And thus discovered business opportunities, set up a steel company with self-raised funds, managed well, expanded in scale and made a windfall.

He provided such an opportunity for everyone. Comrades who hadn’t seen each other for many years, cordially shook hands, hugged, greeted the life emotions of parting and reuniting. Such a rare opportunity.The comrades-in-arms who have become rich are naturally full of joy, proudly accepting the praise of everyone, and generously donating money, which makes everyone present feel ashamed.

The guest treater is a guy who can bear hardships and stand hard work. He is not afraid of hardship, dirty, tiredness, and courage. He never pity his physical strength. The good habit of relationship, later it turned out that his success was not accidental, it was formed into spiritual food in the laying of dedication and willingness, and laid the foundation for future life.

Hard work pays off, and with equal opportunities, he created himself, the kind of opportunistic pragmatism that is still worthy of my study.His mental outlook is encouraging. When he was in the army, he often did dirty and tiring tasks that others looked down on to improve himself, such as: cleaning and washing dishes.

Because the comrades-in-arms at that time were inspired by the idea of ​​working hard to strive for the top. The idea was to carry out large-scale military training and practice basic military skills hard, and strive to become a technical model. Basic bombing, aiming, and formation occupied most people's energy, but it was difficult. There are grades.But he did the opposite and spared time to flatter the superiors and everyone, and do some trivial things that others are unwilling to do. Unexpectedly, he not only did not fall behind, but was praised and rewarded by the leaders, and also Become a pacesetter hero.And most of those who practice the ability to protect their families and protect the country are intoxicated in their own hard training, eager to break through themselves technically, and as a result, the limit of their abilities made a joke with these people, and these people are useless.

There are differences in people's thinking. Success and failure are between one thought. Comrades' thinking is ahead of other comrades. They have innovative abilities and pioneering ideas. By analogy, everyone in the training course will be limited by physical fitness, and it is impossible to go beyond the limit. The principle of becoming a pacesetter is the same in life. This comrade-in-arms understood this and tried it himself, abandoning the common ideas in society and doing the opposite. This is the secret of his success.The comrade-in-arms' thinking ability and way have adapted to the society, making him feel like a fish in water and successful everywhere.

If you smoke too much, your mouth will feel tasteless and your mouth will be numb.The sky outside the window is covered by a sea of ​​clouds, and the misty grayness makes people feel discouraged. I don’t know how life has made me feel helpless and depressed recently. Life also makes me worry a lot and feel insincerely sad when I move around.

My wife Mei's dependent thoughts continued unabated, making me endlessly do simple household chores.

To be honest, I am not afraid of doing dirty and tiring work, but it is a pity that the good times of life are wasted needlessly, and I feel sad, but I can't shirk my responsibilities and obligations. I am not complaining about working, but I don't understand what my wife thinks, no Let me stay at my desk all day, saying that I am doing meaningless things.

I was silent in my self-awareness, staring at the thicker and thicker manuscript paper, filled with dense black and blue scribbled pen words, the indescribable innate sadness of life in my heart, always The inexplicable occurrence spontaneously produced invisible and depressed psychological pressure, and the fluctuating emotions that were difficult to release for a while made me cry all the time.

My son from junior high school came back from school and saw his father with a sad face. He comforted him and said: "Dad, you can write a review article and contribute it. Only by trying can you know whether you are successful or not. There is no need to sigh." The encouragement of the child moved me, A son knows his father's heart.

Hope flashed in my mind, but I still felt that I didn't study hard enough, my talent was not good enough, and I needed to continue to work hard. The encouragement of my children gave me the courage to continue writing.Although I feel that the articles I have written have not yet reached the point where the words are not shocking and endless, but they are also articles that can express the emotional realm of life that I dream of.

During the long years of waiting for success, I tried my best to practice creation with great concentration, and at the same time, I also lived my life seriously to prepare meals, rinse the residue on the leaves of vegetables, and skillfully cut vegetables into shreds or slices without any effort.

My son's encouragement was very warm and made me happy for a while.I also encourage my son to study, which is not what it used to be, because the importance of a diploma is increasingly reflected, it can set the tone of life, achieve worship and fanaticism, and everything will be fine if you mix books, and you will keep up with the pace of the times and follow the trend. It is related to a person's life lifetime.

Later, I had a great disagreement with my son in terms of understanding of things and life. My son believed that learning the real skills is his own, not just a diploma.I want to communicate with my children and clarify the relationship between the reality and the craze for diplomas. As a result, not only can I not achieve unity of thought, but on the contrary, it becomes an issue that intensifies conflicts. It is almost impossible to mention it. In order to avoid embarrassment, silence is golden, because silence can Get along peacefully with the growing son.

Life sometimes depends on chance and luck, and you don't have to go one way, you can do other things too.In the eyes of children, I am the power of role models. I have gone all the way to the dark. I have no formal education or entered a higher education institution. I want to create a new world with my own efforts, but this stupid idea has been tormenting me. I lack careful consideration They are also eager to achieve the goal of chasing their dreams through their own efforts.After I have such a thought, I must go on.

Talent is very important. It is discovered and cultivated from an early age, and a thought or skill is formed when one grows up.Literary hobbies are reappearances in the emotions of the mind, and after years of training they can reach the level of writing.However, when I write articles, I lack elements, I don’t pay attention to conception, and at the same time, I also lack logic. I can write as much as I want, and I rely on patience. Maintaining a good attitude will not cause psychological pressure on myself. Such thinking, epiphany. , the article needs to be revised many times before it can be written.