Leap past the confused days of life

The news that shocked me was that a writer’s work was once listed as a novel and fell into the cold palace. No one dared to care about it. However, time has passed, and after years of tempering and the baptism of history, the book has been re-recognized by the market. It was reprinted and made into a movie, causing social controversy.Of course, the reason why it was banned from publication was the bold and explicit description of sex, but there is still a certain consensus on the historical and cultural value and appreciation value of this book.

I think this kind of work, interpreting the deep meaning of its writing, is only a description of human nature. The original intention of the author to write a book was to make a joke of life with others, just to satirize that person, but the result was unexpected. success in writing.

In this way, some things in life are often unexpected, people can't figure it out, and many weird phenomena appear counterproductively. The books I have read are taken out of context, and I become like a fool who lives by thinking. The days of living only for beliefs have no real meaning, and I am immersed in these illusory fantasies every day.

I saw the simulcast of news events: a tornado in the United States caused deaths; a rare sandstorm occurred in Northwest China, and the visibility was zero, which affected people's daily work and life; the bamboo that pandas eat daily has a reaction at the top of the biological chain. The phenomenon of flowering is said to reincarnate every 60 years, and there are reports that pandas eat bones. According to some experts' interpretation, this is a phenomenon of returning to the ancestors. This animal was once a carnivorous animal.

One morning in May, I saw the rare flying snow in this area. The strong storm, commonly known as the white hair wind, was creepy, but the extreme weather passed quickly, and the snow on the ground melted in a short while. , The uneven road looks like rainwater has accumulated in a swamp.It even affected the progress of passers-by. The taxi driver drove arbitrarily and splashed mud on the passers-by. Wet pedestrians stopped and cursed.

To increase road and railway infrastructure construction requires great investment from the state.

I lost the energy and interest in reading thousands of volumes, so I had to temporarily let go of this hobby of reading. Temporarily letting go cannot be said to be an act of happiness in life. After continuous reading, I was exhausted and tried my best in everything I did. When you are young, you will no longer regret wasting your time, and you will follow the trend, do the sunrise and the sunset, and follow the natural laws of the four seasons and the alternation of the day.

Such questions are always lingering in my mind: Is human thinking ability inborn or cultivated, and I often pay a high price for my stupid and reckless behavior, which makes me confused and I can't explain it clearly With this phenomenon, the dreams I chased when I was young gradually extinguished, and I no longer had that kind of passion, and I fell into the decadent phenomenon of real life completely. Because of the result of hard work, I couldn't achieve my goal, so some of them were disheartened, especially What’s serious is the writing that I’ve been striving for, and I haven’t been able to write a wonderful article so far, which makes me often indulge in drinking to relieve my sorrow. Sad and shabby experience.

Those are the experiences of the past years. How can I not be depressed when I am immersed in such experiences, so I feel a little depressed, because I have no way to escape from the self-enclosed living state recently, it seems that only loneliness Living a life of embarrassment with depression, I try to go to parties or social activities, to know people and the world?

Thinking like this, but I didn’t implement it, and my life still hasn’t changed. Thinking of how I ended up like this, there are naturally many reasons, in terms of personality and human nature. Why should I be so isolated, arrogant and unreasonable when I was a human being, but now I have come to such a point. How can I explain it? The behavior in the past really can't let people off the inner loneliness at the beginning.

In fact, I didn't want to present myself as a different person at the beginning.Instead, he got into the word game, had the dream of realizing the dream of striving for literature when he was young, and devoted his mind to literary creation, so he fell into the predicament of hard work. Big or small, until now, the sun and the moon have passed quickly to realize how miserable, absurd and grotesque the psychology of being a man and a scholar is.

I am arrogant and conceited, I am contemptuous of life, I have been deeply rooted since I was a child, and I have a strange mind that has transformed everything in this world. I like to stare at the sky in a daze. .

After reading a certain writer's work, he narrates a romantic love story full of humanity. The writer writes his true love into the work. The writer is a teacher who teaches literature. He imparts the understanding of literature to the students, and becomes a teacher among the students. Amazing character.

The teacher’s subjective initiative told himself that the romantic literature he told was what the students liked to listen to very much. The teacher’s eloquence attracted a beautiful girl to break into his life, and they fell in love quickly. The love of love stimulates the emotions, the love is so bold, so full of passion, and has all kinds of impulses of ordinary people. The teacher who has a child and a wife can no longer give up his family for the new love, but he is affected by the love of love. Carry love to the end.

Such passionate days didn't last long, and the continuity of this kind of love was questioned. The little woman was so selfish that she didn't allow him to contact any woman other than her, and wanted to tie him by her side.

So he found her a professional job in a bar, and they soon moved in together, secretly starting a new family of affairs, and she worked so hard that she returned to him very late.The professor continued his busy lectures, lectures and other work, and when he returned home, her love for him deepened, and eventually turned into control, tightly bound his personal freedom, and he wanted to make room for himself to control freedom is almost lost.It's been a long time, because he can't fully immerse himself in a single relationship, life needs him to treat it rationally, but this kind of love makes her lose her way, and completely binds his life in the way of love.

On the contrary, this kind of love became bondage, which hurt the feelings of both parties and hurt her pure fantasy of love. One day she went to the window and stretched out one leg out of the window and said to him: "You said you love me all your life, forever. Don't go back on your word, or I'll jump off here." This is a threat of love.When asking him to make a commitment more boldly.

He was tired and had to make a decision, this was the only chance to choose, otherwise, she would intensify her coercion and control over him.His face was pale, his spirit was almost broken, and he said weakly, well, I can't stand it, if this continues, my spirit will completely collapse, let us calmly think about each other, I think maybe we will be apart for a while all good.

The leap of thinking allowed me to tell the story that things must be reversed in extremes. The beauty of life must be limited, and only in moderation can be beneficial to oneself; otherwise, it will be restricted.This story is in line with the principle that water overflows itself, and the moon is full and full of profit and loss.