Leap past the confused days of life

Recently, my mental state is not good, my head is hot, my life is more confused, I am often dizzy, my work is disorganized, and I am completely in a state of anxiety and confusion. , Sort out the messed up thoughts, busy with trivial things all day long, even confuse life with literature, write some words that lack positive meaning, and regard life as it is as an art of contemplation.

At this moment, I am immersed in the tranquility of enjoying the time. I cast my eyes on the garden outside the window, and I see that the green shoots have tenacious vitality. This green brings fresh beauty to the world.When watching the green plants and fluttering the wings of my nose, I seem to smell the sweet smell of soil and grass, which makes me intoxicated.

Immediately, the free and easy poet lying under the weeping willows by the river, enjoying the tranquility and leisure time, gazed into the psychedelic distance and wrote immortal poems, the swan song of life without taking a cloud with his sleeves.

The poet left in a hurry, even death was so romantic, chasing his own dreams, riding the clouds and fog to reach the spiritual peak, the poet crushed the hearts of many boys and girls with pure emotions, and let many people savor carefully The impulsive romance of adolescence in life, after reading his poems, people become frivolous, will be seduced by the poet's charm and rich emotions, and will step into the poet's life of pure fantasy for no cost.

I study poets' poems, but I don't have the temperament of a poet, and I don't have that kind of ideological realm, because I think about life and reality from a personal perspective, so it is naturally difficult to achieve deep peace of mind.However, the poet's mind makes the blending of reality and soul as perfect as the blending of water and milk.

I also thought of another kind of criminal poet who became a poet through hard work. This young poet wrote in hunger and died in hunger. He often starved in the cruel and merciless reality. But he did the stupid thing of murdering and stealing goods, and finally he was punished by law and sentenced to death. The criminal poet did not appeal, but in the high wall of the prison, he continued to dream of his childhood dream of drawing cakes to satisfy his hunger when he was dying, to fill his hungry stomach With a helpless stomach, he and his sister depended on each other for survival. He was terrified, and with a trembling brush in his hand, he drew another round cake on the wall. This stupid poet actually painted cakes to satisfy his hunger. A genius who will become something in the future, but his life is derailed and his mind is out of touch with reality.

Marriage between a man and a woman is a matter of course. My sister has her own life, and she has children to take care of her little family.But the poet will not be able to cook and make a living without his sister. He is like a fallen leaf, living a lonely life of wandering and no one cares about him. At this time, he came into contact with a rich painter. The poet no longer wants to paint cakes to satisfy his hunger. , saw the rich life of the painter, but he himself was so downcast, he had no choice but to do stealthy things, stole the money from the painter's family, eager to have enough food, and was accidentally discovered by the painter. At that time, he was ashamed and afraid that the painter would announce his scandal In the world, he killed the painter with such absurd and grotesque reasons. This is called the practice of killing and silence. What a naive poet, the poet was at a loss after strangling the painter to death cruelly. The criminal poet even said ridiculously and foolishly for living expenses of one thousand yuan.

In reality, there are such waste-like geniuses. Although these people have incredible wisdom and abilities of ordinary people, these people cannot take care of themselves.A genius like this was once broadcast on a domestic TV station, and she also lived with her sister, and her sister took care of her food and daily life. The shameful thing is that the genius treats her sister as her nanny and does not allow her to have another life of her own. The younger brother has passed the [-]th year of his life, and he is still immersed in the research of a certain innovation. The results have also been appreciated by authorities, but they cannot be popularized and put into practice.

But this guy with a high IQ doesn't look much different from a fool from the outside. Could it be that this guy is a genius? It is used in research topics, but it is outstanding in some aspects.

From the above story, let me get such a point of view, but the most emotional thing in this world is family and love, which is the foundation of continuing the blood and strengthening the family line.There is no more intimate relationship than this in the world. People should treat family affection, love seriously, and treat their relatives, wives and children.

Recently, I've been in a bad state. I'm in a trance, depressed, and unshaven. I can't shave cleanly like other men to give people a sense of comfort.And I look too tired.

All the hard work has been done in the past, human energy is limited, it is impossible to go on like this forever, so we should return to reality as soon as possible, do what we can to strive for a new life, and stop wasting good time with fantasies and romance. Life is time, wisdom is born, mind is inherited.

I'm sentimental like a bitch, character is life, it's cold outside and I'm in a smoky room with no windows open to let the air in.What's wrong with thought?The mind malfunctions and gets stuck in conditions where it can't resolve the confusion.

I looked at the scenery outside the window and fell into meditation. The fog on the glass has not disappeared, and the weather is still a bit chilly, which is not suitable for outdoor activities.While watching, I thought about the above story. The cigarette butt between my fingers burned to my mouth, and I didn’t seem to feel it.

My thoughts are empty and I don’t know what to do. I live in a hazy state. After waking up from the confusion, I feel empty and at a loss in my heart. I can’t see hope or hope in my life. There is no future at all, thinking of life being so unsatisfactory, unsatisfactory directly affects my emotions.

Yes, most of the time in my life, work and life path is not satisfactory. What I do is a waste of time and energy, but no one can know me. I used to be so full of love. Longing for a better life, making an implementation plan, and choosing a path.But everything turned into a bubble.Like a fool.A group of people on the street are waiting for the big car from the unit to pick them up by the side of the street, and the unified management is enviable.

The house is full of dust, too lazy to clean it out, one's emotions are affected, the spirit is tired, and the fun is lost.

I squatted in the toilet, as if I was talking with a god-man.

The man of God said: Can you endure loneliness and pain?I can't answer.

God also said: "The same material, after different training, will naturally have different final uses. Stones need to go through thousands of tempers to become respected statues, while paving stones can be used simply by chiseling without carving. Therefore, if a person wants to be determined, he must pay several times the hard work of ordinary people and endure the unbearable loneliness of ordinary people before he can embark on the road to success."

I prescribed a good prescription for myself, not to treat physical diseases, but to give first aid to bad living habits: one is to go to bed early and get up early, and maintain a good attitude; Don’t cause trouble, and live in peace; the third is to be a person carefully, and the truth is plain; the fourth is not to look for troubles, reduce bad habits, and reduce smoking, alcohol, and tea; fifth, don’t overeat and drink to keep your body healthy Sixth, don't be too greedy, fully mobilize the subjective initiative to do things with a correct attitude, instead of doing things passively; seventh, don't drink too much tea, and do things in moderation, otherwise it will dilute the gastric juice and cause indigestion. Only self-restraint is the true meaning of life .