Leap past the confused days of life

The wind and sand in the north hit the face hot, as if a man shaves his face with a blunt razor, and it hurts. In this season, such a strong wind will blow up at an unknown time.

Yesterday evening, just after dinner, suddenly, there was a strong wind howling outside the window, and the rolled up sand hit the objects and the glass of the window, crackling, and the wind made a strange howling sound like a sobbing wolf, The rolled up paper and plastic film were flying all over the sky, the wind and sand blowing for a while made the sky dark, and the dust flying in the air blocked people's sight.

I sighed endlessly, God seemed to be angry, the majestic threats and roars were creepy, and it was chilling to sweep away the dirty things on the ground.

The spring wind and sand on the northern plateau is quite severe, and the streets swept by the strong wind are bare and neat.

Excessive fatigue caused me to be physically exhausted. I was a little dizzy and in a trance, and I would stagger when I walked. It seemed that such a strong wind could blow me down on the road, and I shivered involuntarily.

The physical fitness is too poor. As the saying goes, food supplements are not as good as medicine supplements. Those who are weak are no longer used to medicine supplements. As expected, it backfires and makes the body weaker. At this time, I need to force myself to lie down for a long time and rest in bed quietly to recuperate physically and mentally. , Only by lying on the bed and closing your eyes, don't think about anything, and quietly cultivate your body and mind, can you recover your strength.

It seems that it is difficult for me to do it, because my mind can't calm down, and those trivial and bad things will involuntarily appear in my mind, which is full, and I can't control my emotions. I am entangled by these things, like a haze The things that hung over my heart made me exhausted, and I felt more psychological pressure and more distressed.

In the final analysis, this kind of mentality and psychological activities are all since I secretly made up my mind to strive for literature and dedicate myself to art. I have devoted myself wholeheartedly. However, I also believe that with long-term efforts, I can make up for my lack of literary talent and write more ideal works. Under the shackles of such self-shackles, I don’t have too much energy to spend on life. Nature affects the quality of life and the enjoyment of life.

However, I am very confident in myself. After painstaking research and practice, I will achieve the writing effect of a genius. The more people use their minds, the more flexible they are. This is what the old people said. I need to cultivate patience for a long time to improve my thinking ability, although I know this process. It should be long, it is the unity of patience and taste, and it is often the inevitable road to success. I believe that the subconscious mind will affect the individual's thinking and reach the realm of wisdom. Sometimes it is difficult to tell what kind of wisdom is needed for success.

I searched my brains. I don’t know when I read the unofficial history of the romance of the legendary author of "Dream of Red Mansions". The description of the author turned out to be a mighty and strong soldier. How could he write Such a delicate eternal swan song is actually not the case. Men contain richer emotions and delicate hearts, so the writer wrote the human soul and left precious spiritual wealth for future generations. Another reason for the success is that Cao Xueqin has experienced repeated battles. The trials and tribulations of repeated failures in life.

At this time, with a cigarette in my mouth, I walked to the window and looked at it with a dazed expression. The gray mountains and bare peaks outside the window blocked my sight. This arid area lacks water all the year round and the vegetation is very scarce.The surface of this season is bare, but under the sunshine, there is also a quietly thriving vitality.

I still remember that I had a horrible experience on a windy day. It was a dark night. When I was sleeping in a daze, someone woke me up and said, it's time for you to stand guard.It was the days when I was a soldier, and it was a cold night, and I dragged my exhausted body out of the cave-like but warm room.

The cold wind woke me up, my whole body trembled with courage, and I got into the watchtower, wearing a coat and holding a gun, when I was about to fall asleep again.Suddenly a strong wind howled, as if I heard someone approaching the watchtower's footsteps, which frightened me, who dared to appear near the watchtower in the middle of the night, immediately made my hair stand on end, and the roots of my hair stood on end Woke up.

With lightning speed, I raised the gun and loaded the bullet into the chamber. The bayonet on the gun was shining coldly in the night, but I was so nervous that I was about to suffocate, waiting for a hand-to-hand fight...

It turned out to be a false alarm. It turned out that the strong wind had knocked off the plastic greenhouse film somewhere. When the strong wind blew over, there were footsteps on the ground like people walking.