Special Administration

After lunch, You Nian excused himself to take a nap, locked himself in the house, lay under the blanket, unable to stretch his limbs due to the cold.There is still no news of Qi Lin, he has cactus thorns growing all over his body, and he has imprisoned himself, and no strangers are allowed to enter.

Zhong Jiushi called and said she couldn't find out.The president is too mysterious, so far, Qi Lin may be the one who knows him better.Before she finished speaking, You Nian began to cry, covered in bed, crying to the point of exhaustion.

Zhong Jiushi didn't speak for a while. After the language is separated by thousands of miles, the power is weakened, and the comfort often does not work, and it will backfire.

You Nian began to hate why he couldn't seal his memory in the first place. If that night in the Hydrangea Park, the yellow paper talisman had taken effect as a matter of course, then he wouldn't have to remember all of this.He abandoned everything, and was abandoned in the end. Is this retribution? The cycle of karma always flows into the evil side in the end.

As usual, the New Year's Eve dinner was chicken, duck and fish. Father You helped You Nian, the kitchen seemed cramped, and all the dishes were taken to the restaurant.

The chicken is ground pot chicken. You Nian learned a chicken recipe by chance when I was eating with Brother Wang in a restaurant.When the braised chicken is about to come out of the pot, put a circle of dead noodles around it, continue to cook for 10 minutes, take it out of the pot, and collect the chicken juice.The duck is the salted duck brought back by You Nian, and it can be served on a plate after being chopped.The fish is smoked fish made by You's father, not smoked. After being coated with starch and deep-fried, the soup is adjusted and boiled until the juice is reduced.The meat is made of ordinary braised pork, and eggs and bean curd are added when the juice is collected.

Four hearty dishes, each full of a pot,

Usually, I rarely get to eat my father's handicrafts. You Nian first picked up a piece of smoked fish. The unexpected sweetness was not in the mouth, and the bitterness was first tasted by the taste buds.A special program before the Spring Festival Gala was broadcast on the TV, the volume was turned up a little, and it seemed that the room was full of people, a sea of ​​people, so lively.

You Nian took the chicken legs for Dad, and put the quick chicken ribs in the bowl, sucked the chicken juice, chewed the bones, it was still bitter.

The salted duck is bitter, the braised pork is also bitter, and the eggs and bean curd are all bitter.That is the taste of tears on the taste buds.In addition to rice wine or rice wine taste.

The table was peaceful, and Father You praised him that his food was getting better and better.You Nian opened his mouth, not daring to tell him about resigning and going to Beijing.Go back to Nanjing if you fail the exam, You Nian thought, the money in the card is not much, and frugality is enough to get through these few months.Qi Lin's card is still in his hand.

Sitting on the sofa watching the Spring Festival Gala, Father You continued to wear a sweater that was barely there. You Nian couldn't laugh out loud watching the Spring Festival Gala, so he blamed the Spring Festival Gala for being ugly.A father and son drank rice wine and complained about the Spring Festival Gala.

You Nian couldn't bear to read WeChat, it was too lively there, like a teenage dream.

With the green hills still there and the spirit of wine on the top, You Nian was both impulsive and calm thinking.The wine and the heater warmed him up, except for one heart which was still cold.There will be a way in the future, let’s take one step at a time.

Father You went to bed early as usual, and You Nian continued to watch the Spring Festival Gala in the living room, and the alcohol passed away, as if people came and left, and the wind continued.

After turning off the TV and lying on the bed, You Nian still couldn't fall asleep, so he turned on his mobile phone to watch the live broadcast of the Spring Festival Gala.

Everything, without him, without him, is running as always.

In the early morning, the countdown came, and the sound of firecrackers outside the house continued one after another.He didn't drink much at all, sober up, and couldn't sleep, You Nian ran to the kitchen barefoot, being careful not to disturb his father, and poured himself a full glass of rice wine.Close your eyes, raise your neck, and swallow the whole glass in one gulp. After finishing drinking, it seems like you didn't drink.

You Nian collapsed on the bed, with a hot water bottle on his feet, and the cold air entered the bed because it was lifted.In a daze, listening to the sound of firecrackers, wondering if I would still believe in love in the future.After another period of hesitation, a period of decadence, the wound will heal itself, and it will get better.

He fell asleep without a dream, and his consciousness fluctuated in a void.

I forgot to turn off my phone before going to bed, the live broadcast on my phone was about to end, and the song was "Unforgettable Tonight".

At a certain moment, You Nian woke up for no reason, there was no alarm clock, and no one called him.Like a marionette entangled in strings, he didn't think about it. He climbed out of bed and turned on the light, opened the glass window, and the cold wind came in. He squinted his eyes. The air downstairs was as black as ink, and the greenery was like a person struggling in the wind.

The night was as black as ink, so confusing that it was impossible to see clearly.

He vaguely felt that someone downstairs was watching him with a pair of darker eyes.

Although you can't see it, You Nian knows it.

found it!

You Nian saw a deep black, but it was as dazzling as a light in his eyes.

In the next second, You Nian didn't know what to think, and suddenly climbed up the window and jumped down from the third floor.

Qi Lin could see it clearly, including the fine hair on the man's face. His face was as soft as a fresh peach, so soft that water could be squeezed out.The face that I have been thinking about for two days, goodbye, I still want to see you in the morning, and I will see you in the evening.He took two steps forward, took a good look, and caught the man firmly, putting his hands under his ribs.

You Nian pounced on him, hugged his neck, wished he could bite him hard, and broke down in tears: "I thought you wouldn't come back - no news! No phone calls! I thought you didn't want me anymore!"

At this moment, a great fear finally gripped his heart. If Qi Lin really hadn't come back, it wouldn't be as easy as he thought.

Qi Lin read the deeper fear from his eyes, crying and words. It turns out that if you like someone, you should be together all the time. joy.

In this town, in the early morning of the first day of junior high school, someone would pass by at any time and see two men hugging each other.One is almost wrapped around the other.

"Yes, I'm sorry." Qi Lin held You Nian's hand so hard that he wanted to melt his flesh and bones with himself. "It's my fault, it's my fault..."

Qi Lin can't speak, and at the critical moment, he becomes more and more clumsy, and can only repeat "it's my fault".

Suddenly, You Nian pushed him away.

Qi Lin was startled, and fear welled up in his heart, thinking that You Nian was in a hurry to let him go, but he hugged him even tighter, without leaving any room.

You Nian felt that he was going to be murdered, crying like this, and being hugged tightly again, unable to breathe at all, said with difficulty: "You want to murder me..."

Qi Lin just understood what was going on with that push, and hurriedly put him down, his heart softened into a balloon, and he couldn't stop apologizing.

You Nian stood barefoot, stepping on Qi Lin's feet, watching him still look like a big kid at a loss, nothing changed, he was thinking too much.Not only is thinking too much, in the final analysis, there is no real belief.This kind of doubt is too scary, even if it is a trace of doubt, it will be magnified and magnified continuously.

You Nian said: "No, it's my fault. I wish I could trust you. I can't trust you. Once you disappear, even for a second, I think you are leaving."

Qi Lin pressed his forehead lightly, rubbing his hair between his forehead, and whispered softly: "Unless you drive me away, I won't leave."

You Nian giggled, "Are you relying on me?"

Qi Lin replied: "It's up to you."

You Nian wanted to say another word, but was interrupted by an untimely sneeze, and he was still wearing a thin pajamas.Of course I didn't feel it, and now my whole body was shaking: "Go back first, let's talk about it later, I'm freezing to death."

In the early morning, the dew was heavy with frost and cold, and the toes were shaking.

"Oh, yes." Qi Lin also forgot, patronizing the joy of meeting, let You Nian climb up his back.

You Nian found that although Qi Lin was still wearing the same clothes as when he was leaving, he had an extra bag.

Qi Lin paused, kicked his feet, and stepped on the anti-theft window on the second floor window.Furthermore, he stepped on the vertical wall with his feet and grabbed the open window with his hands. With all his strength, the whole person and the people behind him fell into the window.

As soon as he entered the room, Qi Lin quickly stuffed You Nian into the bed and wrapped him up before closing the window. He looked curiously at the various posters and stacks of old books pasted in the bedroom.

Seeing Qi Lin's curious appearance, You Nian thought the room was too messy, and felt a little embarrassed, so he said, "I've lived here since I was a child. Have you had dinner yet?"

Qi Lin patted his poor belly, cared about his journey, and didn't eat any food.

You Nian closed the door of his father's room, and took Qi Lin to warm up the dishes in the kitchen.It would be hard for Qi Lin to get full without eating staple food, so You Nian cooked a big pot of dried noodles, picked up some heat for each of the four dishes at night, and poured them into big bowls.

Qi Lin took the basin to the bedroom to eat, and You Nian poured two glasses of rice wine before following him.

The glass of wine that was poured at zero o'clock was full of energy, as if he was addicted to alcohol, and he had to drink more.Wine is a stagnant lake when it is not touched, but after it is touched, it becomes a clear spring that barks endlessly.

In the small bedroom, there are piles of all the things You Nian had from childhood to adulthood, books and extra-curricular books, various comic magazines, old clothes, tapes and discs... The air is filled with the smell of the old days, and in the aroma of food, I return to the old school in a trance. centuries of modernity.

Qi Lin was so hungry that he ate with big mouthfuls. Seeing his pitiful appearance, You Nian was furious. How could he be so hungry? The president didn't care about his food, but he didn't know how to buy it himself!

They went back to the last time, and You Nian felt that he didn't like Qi Lin anymore, but when Qi Lin appeared in front of him, all the emotions in his heart surged into his heart, hooking the two together. In entanglement, limbs are kept apart.After a brief separation, from the youthful years to the present, a heart door was knocked in the quiet night...

Qi Lin ate most of it. With something in his stomach, he moved a little slower. He raised his head and looked at You Nian who was sitting wrapped in a quilt on the bed. The two spoke at the same time:

"you……"

"you……"

The light in the bedroom was dim, illuminating Qi Lin's complexion quite darkly, and one could see the crimson cheeks.He turned his head away, every time such a tacit understanding made him feel like a deer.

You Nian saw his every move, the more he could see his emotions, the more regretful he was: "Where did you go?"

"An island." Qi Lin frowned.He likes the smell of the forest, but what he hates the most is the fishy and salty smell of the ocean.

You Nian tightened the quilt again, wrapped himself into a grave bag: "Is it solved?"

Qi Lin put down his chopsticks and sat facing You Nian: "Well, I've made it clear, I won't send anyone to disturb us anymore, we'll pass by from now on."

He was alone before, but now he is two.

You Nian didn't dare to ask him how he solved it, or what the answer he got.But he knows that there will be a time limit for this kind of non-disturbance, which is within his lifetime, and the end of his life and this emotion is the time limit.He stretched out his hand to Qi Lin, like a nagging child.

Qi Lin wiped his mouth, sat on the bed, and hugged You Nian and the quilt in his arms.

"Then why are you ignoring me?" You Nian's voice trembled a little while questioning and timidly afraid of being frightened.This is the reason. The high-tech in modern society makes the distance so close that husbands and wives can check the posts at any time. It is precisely because of this that every clue can be traced back to the source.Unlike in ancient times, when the husband married another beautiful wife outside, he would not know about the mess at home.

Qi Lin didn't dare to answer. In the final analysis, he didn't rely on his mobile phone. "I...there is no signal on the plane. I sent a voice message when I got off the plane, but I couldn't send it out, and then the phone died..."

You Nian snorted, half coquettish and half ashamed, even forgot to install a power bank for him, and didn't even bring a charging cable.For Qi Lin, the mobile phone is no different from turning his head, and with his arrogant personality outside, he will definitely not ask someone to borrow a power bank or a charging cable.

Qi Lin took out the mobile phone with a black screen from his pocket, and was a little panicked: "I was reading the message you sent to Chen Chen on the plane, and the battery ran out soon. It's my fault, so don't be angry."

You Nian was about to be made to cry by his own brain hole, and said: "I'll buy another power bank. It's my fault. I let you go without you preparing anything, and I thought so much. It's not even a change of clothes." No, you don't have any clothes to change."

The sound of firecrackers outside the house finally stopped, and the half-bright and half-dark moon outside the window waited for changes, watching the world peacefully.

In the aftertaste of the New Year's Eve, there are two people left in the house, you and me.