Ghost Love, Marriage Line

The hospital where Xiao Ran lives is not as gloomy as in the movie. She has a separate ward, which looks not much different from an ordinary hospital, except that it is filled with abnormal people like Xiao Ran.

No, no, my little Ran is not abnormal, she is just sick, and it is just sick, which can be cured.

But Xiao Ran was a stubborn patient, she didn't cooperate at all, and made a lot of noise when taking the medicine, as if someone was trying to harm her, and finally had to forcefully tie her to the bed to force her to take the medicine.

I don't know how long Xiaoran will stay here, but her spirit is getting more and more unstable.

When she was sick, she would open the doors of each room one by one in the ward and look for me everywhere, opening and closing, looking for me everywhere anxiously, sometimes she would regard the nurse who came to take care of her as me, and pull people sweetly She said something with her hand, and suddenly came to her senses, she made a fuss again, waving her arms and beating people, screaming for them to return her Yunqian to her.

When he was awake, he was very quiet. He hugged himself and squatted in the corner, not knowing what he was thinking.

I didn't dare to get close to her anymore, for fear of bringing any bad influence on her, I just looked at her through the glass outside the door. A few times my aunt and aunt came, and I looked at Xiao Ran in the ward with them. She cried very sadly, but Xiao Ran was ill at that time, tied to the bed, and the nurse was forcing her to eat.

I don't know if Xiao Ran wants to live like this for the rest of her life.

I looked down at the damn marriage line on my finger, because this marriage line ruined Xiao Ran.

But I was also venting my anger. I was the one who really hurt Xiao Ran.

Sometimes Xiao Ran stayed motionless in the corner for a long time, and I was afraid that something would happen to her, so I approached her and heard her whispering softly.

"Yunqian, why don't you see me? Do you blame me?"

"I'm working so hard, I can't take it anymore."

"They all say I'm crazy, is it because you don't like me?"

I was so flustered, I had to stay away from her again, and hid in the corridor, only daring to look at her from outside the door.

Once I went back to our original home. Coincidentally, when I was wandering in the hospital, I saw the bus going back to Xiaoran’s suburban home, so I followed it, but I didn’t know it was from the suburbs. The way back, so I followed the bus for a long detour, and it took me an afternoon to get back to the suburbs, but it didn't matter, the last thing I needed was time.

I went back to my and Xiaoran's house, it was quiet and not popular at all, the house won't be empty for a long time, uncle and aunt will help with it, maybe new tenants will move in after a while.

I wandered alone and aimlessly, and finally went back to the bus platform, and followed the mental hospital while waiting for the bus to come.

Xiao Ran is still the same, there is no improvement, I don’t know if she will pass like this for the rest of her life, I used to feel lucky that I am a lover, I like Xiao Ran, I am willing to stay by her side for the rest of my life, even if she doesn’t feel me, But it's okay, I don't have any demands, I can easily satisfy, just look at her.

But I regret it now.

If I hadn't followed her out of the commercial street, Xiao Ran's illness would only be in the stage of sleepwalking, and it would be easier to treat than now. She might reject Xiao Mingqing, or wrong herself, but at least her life would not be as difficult as it is now.

But the so-called "if" means that the past is irretrievable. The only thing I can do is to stay away from Xiao Ran and stay away from her completely. she.

I wanted to do something to remedy it, but only then did I realize that I was just a small and powerless love affair.

The ghost messenger sometimes passes by the hospital. The hospital is close to the suburbs. I don’t usually see any ghosts. The ghost messenger always floats by. I’ve seen him a few times in the building, but I’m a little afraid of him now. It's not that I'm afraid that he will catch me, but that he will take Xiaoran's life away.

It was Master Guicha who found me here, he didn't remember Xiao Ran for a long time, but he remembered that I was always pestering him, and was very surprised that I was no longer pestering him, so he came to chat with me instead.

I was floating on the roof of the building looking at the stars in the sky in a daze. I heard the voice of the ghost messenger and turned to look at him. I saw him floating past just now. Although I haven’t seen him for a long time, I don’t think about him very much, especially now. I didn't want to see him, so I didn't think there was any surprise, so I just glanced at him like that.

The ghost messenger slammed his tongue and floated over: "Why are you so quiet?"

He would say that, it seems that I really annoyed him before.

Seeing that I ignored him, Master Guicha looked me up and down, and said in amazement, "It's rare to see you look so depressed."

Master Guichai has never seen me depressed. Every time I see him, I always follow behind him, pestering him to talk a few more words. No wonder he thinks I am strange now.

I looked at the bulging cloth pocket at his waist, and couldn't help but ask him: "Master Guicha, will people be taken to the underworld after death?"

"Of course," Master Guicha snorted, and said it as a matter of course.

"Then what about me?" I asked him, "When will you arrest me and go to hell?"

The ghost messenger stared at me with big bull eyes: "You are love, don't you know very well that I can't catch you, or would it make you so arrogant?"

I was disappointed to see him.

I've spent all my time in a daze thinking about this, when will I disappear?

People are taken to the underworld after death, that is the destination of the soul, so what about me?

Even if I follow Xiaoran for the rest of my life, after Xiaoran dies, she is a ghost and will be taken to the underworld, but I can't go. The ghost messenger said that I am love, and they can't catch me, so I will still be muddleheaded Continue to wander?

But without Xiao Ran, what's the point of my existence in this world?Just thinking about it makes me feel like I can't survive even one second of such a long day.

Those days must be very hard, it would be better to let me disappear too.

"Master ghost messenger, how long have you lived?"

"Live?" The ghost messenger stared at him.

"How long have you been a ghost?"

"Well..." Master Guicha hesitated for a while, and said embarrassedly: "It's been too long, I don't remember it, it must have been 1000 years."

1000 years, sounds like a long time, I just can't bear it after a few years.

"Master Guicha, what is the final destination of the love you have seen?"

The ghost messenger thought for a while in distress: "It's been too long, I don't remember, and I don't know when I haven't seen them again."

The ghost messenger told me to wait, and I waited until Xiao Ran, but I regret it now.

What is the destination of love? It's really tiring to wander so endlessly.

So I honestly said to Lord Guicha: "It would be great if I could disappear one day." Of course, it was after Xiao Ran left.

Master Guicha looked at me in surprise: "Isn't it good to be a romantic relationship?"

Not good, not good at all.

Seeing the day when everyone around me is going to die, I'm still drifting ignorantly. This kind of life is too hard, I don't want it.

Master Guicha has always envied me, thinking that being a romantic relationship is easy and does not require work. Now I am a little more considerate of him. At least he has lived like this for 1000 years, and he is much better than me.

"Master Guicha, will you disappear one day?"

The ghost messenger hesitated: "Why did you disappear?"

"Master Guicha, isn't it boring to live such an aimless life?" I asked him, "Is there really no thought that it would be better to just disappear?"

The ghost messenger didn't answer me, I don't know if he didn't want to disappear or he was numb.

I understand him quite well, I am a little numb now.

The twinkling stars in the sky attracted my attention. When I realized it, I looked back and saw that the ghost messenger had already left.

I was not dissatisfied with his leaving without saying goodbye, but I just looked at the stars like that for a while, and suddenly felt very boring, so I floated down to see my little Ran, I missed her a little.

I just looked in through the glass on the door in the corridor. Xiao Ran was holding the hand of a nurse and talking sweetly when she was ill. The nurse was used to her like this. Time to coax her to eat.

"Yunqian, we are going to escape to a place where no one can find us," she said firmly, as innocent as a child, as if as long as she said so, it would come true, the nurse coaxed her softly and said, "Okay Okay, eat first, Lin Ran is the most obedient, and Yun Qian will like you after eating." So Xiao Ran opened his mouth to eat the food, and smiled happily while holding the nurse's hand: "I like Yun Qian the most, too. Let's go to a place where no one can find us, shall we?"

OK, that sounds really good.

It's a terrible place, as long as we're together, as long as it's our home, preferably nobody knows us, it won't stop us from being together, we can live again, we can live I'm very happy. No one will treat Xiao Ran as a lunatic. I like her so much that I can't bear to kill her. She will definitely have a very happy life, just as happy as I hope.

But unfortunately, she doesn't know, even if she dies, we won't be able to go anywhere.

I blinked and looked down.

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