Ghost Love, Marriage Line

I feel numb on days like this, and Xiao Ran can't hold on anymore.

I know she's had a hard time.

Xiao Ran fell ill and screamed and slapped the people close to her. Several nurses tied her to the bed together and had to give her an injection. Xiao Ran collapsed on the bed exhausted. I kept worrying in the corridor. Looking at her carefully, she maintained that position and lay motionless for a long time, probably falling asleep, until another nurse came in, she suddenly turned her head and looked over, startling the nurse.

"It hurts so much, untie it for me." Probably because of the injection, she was very calm.

Xiao Ran said that the pain was of course because of her elastic rope tied to the bed. The nurse saw that she didn't look sick, so she untied the elastic rope for her. I'm bored, I'm going out for a walk."

She is almost normal now, not like a patient, but she is still a sick person. Seeing that she insisted on going out for a walk, the nurse followed her out, fearing that she would suddenly get sick.

It seemed that Xiao Ran really just wanted to take a walk. Accompanied by the nurse, she walked around the garden downstairs, and then walked around. When she was going up the stairs back to the ward, she suddenly turned around and pushed her to follow her. The nurse behind her staggered back and sat on the ground, while she immediately ran upstairs.

What is she going to do!I followed her anxiously.

Footsteps came from behind, it was the nurse chasing Xiao Ran, Xiao Ran gasped after running for a while, she was not active in the ward, and her health was not as good as before, but she still insisted on running to the top floor.

I immediately knew what she was going to do, and I could only look at her weakly.

What can I do, what can I do?

I can only watch her being harmed to this point by me.

The nurse behind caught up and saw Xiao Ran standing on the edge of the top floor. He didn't dare to provoke her, but approached slowly, persuading her as he approached. Xiao Ran didn't look at him, but looked down at the ground.

It was very high here, she was very afraid, and because she was so tired, she was panting badly, her face was very pale, but she still looked downstairs.

Then her eyelashes twitched quickly, took a deep breath and took a step forward.

She said, Yunqian, take me away.

I yelled and rushed towards her desperately. I hugged her. Of course, Xiao Ran would die if she fell from such a high height, but even if I hugged her, I might not be able to save her. Trying hard to save someone's life, but watched him die.

So tall, she probably didn't dare to jump, yes, people are afraid of death, so she closed her eyes, but she opened them suddenly, and then looked at me and smiled.

I'm sure she's looking at me.

Then I heard her softly say, "I knew it..."

know what?

Knowing that I won't leave you alone, or knowing that you can see me before you die?

I do not want to hear.

I just want her not to die.

I tightened my arms, hugged her tighter, and fell down with her.

Even if he just let himself blend into her flesh and blood.

boom!

I heard someone screaming, but it was far away.

There was buzzing in my ears, and the pain was so severe that I couldn't help howling, as if my whole body was being run over.

It hurt like I was going to die again.

I panted and looked at Xiao Ran in my arms. She had fallen into a coma, and the blood was coming from nowhere. It wasn't mine, it was her blood. She was still injured. After all, I was so tall, and I was covered in blood. Li hugged her tightly, buried her head in her ear and sobbed, and then cried loudly, even if I couldn't shed a single tear.

But I am so sad.

My little Ran, her body is so cold, her cheeks, her body, there is no temperature at all.

My little Ran, who loves to laugh, is enthusiastic, and occasionally very aggressive.

She will not be so cold.

I heard her lips murmuring, repeating my name over and over in a coma.

"Take me away."

"Yunqian."

"Take me away.."

But I can't.

I pressed close to her cheek, resisted the choking voice, and said to her very gently: "Lin Ran, wake up."

Lin Ran stopped talking, her eyeballs trembled convulsively, she must have heard my voice, I think she was trying to open her eyes with all her strength, but she couldn't do it now.

It's okay, I don't blame her.

"Don't sleep," I told her, "you'll see me when you wake up."

She tried hard to open her eyes.

She must have thought I was lying to her.

I did lie to her.

Maybe I wasn't a good liar when I was alive, I couldn't lie to her anymore, I couldn't help it, I was so sad, I just kept crying in her ear.

"Xiao Ran, don't be so cruel."

"I can not lose you."

"Live well, okay?"

"Please, live well."

"I'll leave you, okay, I'll leave you, you should live a little happier, okay?"

I kept repeating in her ear, probably because she opened her eyes after hearing my words to leave, but she was still not awake, her eyes were half-closed, I don’t know if she could see me, But I tried my best to calm my emotions, gently wiped off the blood on her face, and said the last sentence to her: "You have to live well, I save you, I just want you to live well."

There were tears in the corners of her eyes, her lips were trembling, and she probably wanted to speak, but she was so badly injured that she couldn't speak or move, and then the doctors who rushed over carefully carried her on a stretcher, and the doctors' hands passed through me. They can't feel me, probably in their eyes, holding Xiao Ran in my arms is just Xiao Ran lying on the ground in a distorted posture.

I stayed there in a daze, watching the ambulance drive away, and then suddenly woke up, fluttering up and following up.

I suddenly regretted it.

I should have hugged her again.

I haven't done that in a long time.

I caught up with the ambulance and floated in. Xiao Ran was being treated by the doctor in the ambulance. She was wearing an oxygen mask and was breathing hard. I watched her from the side of the stretcher and didn't touch her until her breathing calmed down a little. Her hand, my fingers went right through it and couldn't touch anything.

Of course, I know.

If I stretched out my hand earlier, I might be able to touch her, but I didn't dare.

It's a good thing you can't touch it.

Lin Ran is getting better.

I wanted to laugh, but I was sad, and by the time I realized it, I was howling.

It's just that I'm dead and there are no tears.

So I looked at Lin Ran, crying uncontrollably in the crowded and busy back of the ambulance.

My expression must be ridiculous, my whole face must be wrinkled.

But not a single tear could flow.

Lin Ran’s injury was not serious, but her leg was broken and she had a heavy plaster cast. Such an injury is no different from a bruise when she jumped from such a high top floor. I know, that’s because I hugged him stopped her.

She didn't wake up soon, probably because of the anesthesia.

Because she didn't wake up, she was still under observation in the intensive care unit. Every once in a while, a nurse would come to see her and record her condition with the medical records.

She has always been a person who is afraid of pain and loves beauty. Seeing the ugly plaster cast on her leg, she must be very depressed, right?I stared at her unblinkingly by the bed.

Xiao Ran, with her eyes closed, was so quiet, and her breathing was weak, as if she might stop at any time. She looked like a harmless little animal.

I remembered the first time I saw her, although she brought an umbrella, but the wind was too strong that day, it still poured rain on her, and the umbrella in her hand was blown to pieces by the wind, it was useless, but she did not throw it away , still walking in the rain with that tattered umbrella, maybe this can give me some comfort.

I sat in the classroom by the window, twirling the ballpoint pen in my hand, and casually watched her step by step from the rain against the wind into the teaching building, thinking that this girl was stupid.

When class was over, the rain outside did not stop, and the wind was getting stronger and stronger, and the windows were knocking, as if they were about to break the windows at any time. At this time, it made no difference whether there was an umbrella or not. Some fierce students rushed into the rain curtain , some were still waiting for the rain to subside, but finally saw that the rain could not stop for a while, so they rushed out with the crowd.

There are fewer and fewer people in the classroom, and there are only a few sporadic people left.

The rain is so heavy, I don't plan to go back to the dormitory, anyway, I have to come in the afternoon, fortunately, I have prepared instant noodles.

I took my lunch box and went downstairs to turn on the water, and then I saw her standing there in the empty corridor, drenched in rain, still clutching the unusable broken umbrella, leaning against the water tank to keep warm.

Poor, like a small animal.

Then she looked up and saw me, shivered, and said to me miserable: "Sister, I'm so cold."

So I led her back to the classroom, and she was conscious of being adopted, and followed me obediently. I gave her the coat on the desk, but her clothes inside were all soaked, so I took her to the bathroom again. Asking her to take off all her clothes, she was still very embarrassed, but the wet clothes were heavy and cold on her body, she still took them off shyly, smiling embarrassedly all the time, I am a character who wants to control the end, Without any complaints, she wrung her clothes until they were dry, and then wiped them with toilet paper repeatedly before she could barely wear them.

She put on my coat tightly again, and her body recovered a little bit of temperature. She looked at me very touched. When I gave her half of the instant noodles, she almost burst into tears. I remember that neither of us took a few bites. After all, it was just a bowl of instant noodles, but in the end she drank up the instant noodle soup and burped in satisfaction, like a full cat.

Very cute.

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