In order to go to the hospital to register early the next day, Luo Qing caught the earliest bus to the hospital, trying to get back before [-]:[-] pm, and he still had to go to work.

As soon as he smelled the smell of fried food in the store last night, his mouth drooled and his stomach protested to him, twitching slightly.

Afterwards, he discussed with his colleagues and tried to avoid going to the back kitchen and provide services in the store, that is, he took care of collecting the plates and the like.

It wasn't until I got off work and breathed the fresh air outside that I felt completely comfortable.

He wanted to find out why he was like this in the hospital, otherwise he would not be able to continue this job.

He knew that he had bad luck since he was a child, and he thought it might be better to leave home, but he still recited it like that.

Luo Qing took the bus to the hospital at just after seven o'clock, and was scheduled to go to the gastroenterology department for a stomach examination, and it would be his turn to do the examination around nine o'clock.

Luo Qing sat on the rest chair in the hospital and waited. He had not been resting very well in the dormitory. Boys tended to snore. He was a light sleeper, so he was easily awakened.

He leaned against the wall, fell asleep without knowing it, and took a nap, watching the hospital monitor to remind him that it would be his turn to do the next examination, and the time passed quickly.

When it was his turn, the doctor first asked him what symptoms he had.

"It's easy to be hungry, and retch when I'm too hungry after not eating. It's getting worse recently. I feel uncomfortable and retch when I smell oil and meat." Luo Qing told the truth. Apart from these, it seems that he has no symptoms.

"There are many reasons for retching. For example, the compression of the vertebral artery leads to insufficient blood supply to the brain, which can lead to retching and nausea. Chronic pharyngitis and gastritis can also cause retching. Let's do a gastroscopy first." The doctor suggested.

Luo Qing nodded, the cold gastroscope was stuffed into the digestive tract, the foreign body sensation was very strong and uncomfortable, but he could only endure it.

The gastroscopy report came out soon, Luo Qing checked the report and there was nothing wrong with it.

The doctor asked him if he had pharyngitis and cervical spondylosis, and Luo Qing said no.

The doctor advised him to eat light food recently, eat small meals frequently, pay attention to rest, and take care of his body.Then he issued another inspection list for Luo Qing, and told Luo Qi to go to the hematology department for a blood test to see if it was caused by other reasons.

Luo Qing nodded, but walked out of the examination room to the bus station. He spent almost all his money in the hospital today.

It took more than 400 yuan to do the inspection, and he still has more than 30 yuan left on him.

But as long as there is no disease in the stomach, he has no other discomfort, so he can rest assured.

From the hospital to the university town, the bus takes about an hour.

It is not yet ten o'clock, Luo Qing just dozed off in the hospital, and now he has woken up.

Bored on the bus, he suddenly rang the almighty Internet, took out his mobile phone and entered his symptoms in the search box, 'I don't have a stomach problem, but the reason for always retching and nauseating. '

The search engine showed a lot of results, all of which were similar to the reasons the doctor just said.

Luo Qing continued to scroll down, and a reason suddenly came into his sight.

It was a rare day today, and the warm sun shone on his face.

Luo Qing leaned back against the back of the seat, and others might think that this boy basking in the sun was a bit lazy.

Luo Qing hesitated for a while, not daring to click on that webpage to read the detailed content, and kept his thumb stuck in front of the screen, refusing to click on it.In the end, the thumb suddenly clicked down to close the web page and lock the phone screen.

Then he hugged the phone and rested with his eyes closed.

The bus was wobbly and drowsy.

Luo Qing closed his eyes and wanted to sleep, but the message he just saw kept reappearing in his mind, which made him feel restless.

Could it be that reason?

It's just unacceptable...

No matter how uncomfortable it is, you have to face reality and come up with a solution.

He has always known that his system is special, but his body appearance and function are no different from others, and he has always regarded himself as an ordinary person.

I hope that this kind of thing will not make him feel something special that he hasn't felt in almost 20 years.

When the bus arrived, Luo Qing didn't go back to the dormitory first, but went to the pharmacy.

"Hello, I want to buy something." Luo Qing was a little embarrassed, and a female shopping guide about 30 years old came to greet him.

"What's wrong with the young man, what do you want to buy?" The fat aunt is very enthusiastic, and she is also a salesperson who is very enthusiastic about performance, and she is enthusiastic about everyone.

"I want to buy that..." Luo Qing couldn't say it.

The shopping guide aunt is very good. These college students are embarrassed to buy things, but they only buy a few things. It seems that this boy has no experience. "Is it a condom?"

"No..." Luo Qing didn't know how to speak. Seeing that his aunt had been staring at him, he said bravely, "What I want to buy is a pregnancy test stick..."

The aunt nodded without being surprised, took him to a medicine display cabinet, handed him a box of pregnancy test sticks, and said, "Young man, early pregnancy can be detected in a week. But you young people, you still have to pay attention to safety measures Ah, otherwise the girl will hurt her body very much. You can take two boxes, it’s safer to test twice.”

After speaking, the aunt stuffed another box for Luo Qing, the young people nowadays are really different from them.

She has received many such young men and women, and she still can't help sighing in her heart every time.

"Thank you..." Luo Qing took it stiffly, and after swiping the last twenty or so dollars in his electronic wallet at the cash register, he quickly stuffed two boxes of pregnancy test sticks into his bag, and left in a hurry.

After returning to the dormitory, Shen Yancai got up from the bed. Seeing that Luo Qing had returned, he asked with concern, "Did the test result come out? Are you okay?"

"It's all right, there's nothing wrong with it." Luo Qing put the inspection report in his schoolbag on the table, Shen Yan took it over and looked at it, and felt relieved when he saw that there was indeed nothing wrong.

After Luo Qing took out the inspection report, he locked the schoolbag in the closet, as if he was afraid that someone would find out what was in the bag.

He is guilty, afraid that others will find it embarrassing.

This pregnancy test stick is the most accurate if it is tested in the morning urine. I hope it is not the worst result he thought.

Luo Qing knew from an early age that she had a special bisexual constitution. When she was born, the doctor would give the newborn a full-body examination.At that time, the family knew about his special physique. After Luo's mother knew about it, she regarded him as a snake, scorpion and beast.

The modern bisexual physique has a probability of about one in [-]. It is not common, but it is definitely not a rare event.

The physical appearance of intersex people is mostly the same as that of normal men, except for a few people who will show female sexual characteristics.Intersex men have a small probability of being able to conceive and give birth to offspring by themselves, and they can also marry the opposite sex, but the probability of intersex people conceiving is as small as the probability of becoming pregnant.

Most intersex people keep this secret in their hearts and live like normal men.

There are also some intersex people who conceive their own children and give birth in a hospital. This situation is rare, and it must be on the news once.But it will not be treated as a monster by others. Today's society is very inclusive, and people's ability to accept new information and new things is also improving.

In the backward rural areas, this is simply a shameful thing.

The other villagers didn't know that he was okay, and his mother who knew his secret kept treating him as a monster.Even when he was discharged from the hospital, he was thrown in the hospital, and grandma took him back to support him.

When he was a child, he didn't understand why Luo's mother hated him so much. Even though his appearance was no different from ordinary people, why did his mother hate him so much?

When he was a child, he relied on his mother like other children, but he looked at his mother's fearful and disgusted eyes, and scolded him, "Monster!" The sisters and their family enjoy themselves happily in the distance.

Later, when he was a little older, he realized his physique and the reason why his mother hated him. For a period of time, he was very inferior and even dared not meet outsiders.

In his cognition, girls are girls and boys are boys... Why is there a third gender?Isn't that a monster?Everyone else is normal, and that particular one is destined to become a monster.

He still knew clearly that summer night, when he was about ten years old, he was an age who half understood everything.

The wind is clear and the moon is bright, the breeze blows the vines hanging on the wooden frame, the moonlight spreads silver frost on the small yard, and the wind brings the fragrance of the tuberose planted in the corner.

He and his grandma lay on the bench to enjoy the cool, and it was very cool next to the well.Grandma was still slowly shaking the palm-leaf fan to fan the mosquitoes for him, and her old face looked even more loving under the gentle moonlight.

I remember what grandma said to him, "Why is everyone unique in the world? The body structure is similar, so why is everyone so special? After getting acquainted, even twins who look the same will not be mistaken Woolen cloth?"

Luo Qing shook his head, "But my body is different from yours."

"The difference between people is not the body, but the mind." Grandma stroked his hair, and then continued, "There are many things that have not been discovered in the world. You can't say that you haven't seen it, so it doesn't exist? It's all after discovery. , People give it a name, define it, and after it is famous and part of the familiar range, it becomes normal, but if it is not discovered, can it be said that such a thing does not exist?"

Luo Qing said, "No."

"Yes, how can it say that there is no such thing there." Grandma smiled at him and continued, "The things that exist are all reasonable, there is no difference between strange and not strange, but living in human society, strange or not The strangeness lies in people's ability to accept. Smart people are easy to accept new things, but stupid people are afraid that others will say they are ignorant and stupid, so they desperately reject and refuse to touch new things, so as not to expose themselves as stupid."

"Grandma, are you saying that mom is an idiot? Is that new thing referring to me?" Luo Qing suddenly laughed, and grandma scolded mom for being an idiot.

"You're right to think so. She's a fool. She doesn't even want you as a baby. But, treasure, we have few people here, and our thinking is backward. They can't understand your specialness, and we don't bother to let you They know. You keep this secret well, and when you grow up, go to a big city, and meet more people. Then you will know that your situation is not strange.” Grandma suddenly stopped shaking her cattail fan , looked at his face and said seriously.

Luo Qing nodded, "I won't tell others."

"Also, what I just said is that the difference between people is that the mind does not lie in the body. Otherwise, if you just look at the difference in the body and treat people as monsters, then how can those disabled people who lack arms and legs still live. So You are a little different, you don’t say that others can’t see it at all. You don’t have to care at all, it’s your mother who is ignorant who made a fuss, my baby is so good, and she always comes first in the exam, everyone in the village is envious Grandma." Grandma's face is wrinkled when she smiles, but she is not ugly at all, but she is more kind.

Grandma sighed, "Actually, don't blame your mother too much. Your mother was scared before, and that's why she did this."

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