The sound of cicadas came from the grass, and Luo Qing asked curiously, "Who has Mom been scared by?"

The breeze brushed the broken hair on Luo Qing's forehead, he blinked his clear eyes and looked at grandma.

Grandma sighed again, and continued: "It was not long after your mother married into our house, a couple of men came to the village, bought a house in our village and lived there..."

Luo Qing didn't understand why grandma stopped talking, and pushed grandma's arm, motioning grandma to continue talking.

Grandma slapped the mosquitoes on her arm with the palm-leaf fan, and then continued to shake, "Those two men lived in our village like this. The two men were tall and the other short, so I called them tall and short." Be tall."

"After they were in the village for a few months, one day the tall man asked people everywhere to ask people if they had seen the short man, and told everyone that the short man was a bit stupid, please send him back if you see the short man, he will personally come to thank you. "

"Later, people found a short man in our field. He was still wearing a winter coat in summer. Your mother was weeding in the cornfield at that time, and the tall corn stalks could block people tightly. Your mother suddenly Seeing the short man squatting there, your mother was so frightened that she accidentally threw the hoe out, and it hit the short man on the other side of the wood. The short man suddenly went crazy, crazily threw stones at your mother, and rushed towards your mother. Your mother gave him a hard push and ran back."

"Your mother called for help while running. Later, people went over together and found the short man lying on the ground with blood all over his body. Later, the ambulance came, and when the short man was checked on the spot, he took off his cotton coat and then I found that he had an unusually large belly and breasts like a woman's. Your mother was so frightened that she couldn't recover from it, and then she turned around and helped Tian Kan to retch."

"Later the doctor told us that it was an intersex person who was pregnant with a child and had female breasts. A group of people, including your mother, heard it there. Your mother's face became even uglier. Later, the tall one accompanied the short one. They got into the ambulance and went to the hospital, and the two never came back, and the house was deserted."

At the end, grandma's tone gradually became heavy, and her cloudy eyes watched every subtle expression on Luo Qing's face worriedly.

"That's why mom called me a monster? Was she scared by the short guy?" Luo Qing asked in a daze. He felt that his stomach and chest were not big, and said, "Although I am also that kind of double Sex, but my stomach and chest are not big, I am completely different from short people, why does my mother hate me... I look the same as ordinary boys, I go to the bathroom with my male classmates, everyone is the same Yes."

Grandma touched Luo Qing's head again, and said earnestly, "You are different from short people, and everyone is different. Grandma told you this story just to let you know why your mother is like that, not I want you to hate your own specialness. Everyone in the world who can live is normal. It is enough to live hard. The most important thing is to live the way you like. Other external conditions are just It’s just something that hinders you from reaching your goals.”

"At that time, tall and short people, bisexuality was only discovered by people. As for now, grandma doesn't know, after all, we don't see many strangers in this small place. You don't have to tell me what's special about you. No one knows. People here are not knowledgeable, if you let them know you are special, they will watch you all the time, you will have a hard life, you know the tigers in the zoo? Like that. So, you can't Let the people in the village know that you are special.

When you grow up, see the world, and know more people, some of them will accept that you are a little bit special. "

"You have to learn to protect your own specialness. When you are willing to tell someone about your specialness. That person must be the dearest and most beloved person in your life. You should cherish him." Grandma said as she spoke. Suddenly laughed again.

"Dearest and favorite? Just like grandma?" Luo Qing asked curiously, the person he loves the most in the world is grandma.

"Well, just like grandma." Grandma stopped shaking her cattail fan and patted his back lightly, "So, you don't have to pay too much attention to your mother's affairs. Remember what grandma told you tonight , protect your own special secret. Okay, go to sleep..."

Luo Qing's grandma passed away due to illness in the summer vacation when she entered Xiaoshengchu.

After the separation a long time ago, grandma and grandpa lived in the old house.After grandpa passed away, grandma lived in the old house until her death, fearing that she would trouble her children.Luo Qing also lived in the old house with her grandmother from time to time.

When grandma passed away, his mother didn't want to take him back at first, but he couldn't help talking about it from the eighth-laws in the village, and the mediation work of the village committee, so he finally lived with his parents.

Until this year, he was admitted to university and left that home.

Good memories always make people addicted to them and cannot extricate themselves.

Grandma used to be the personal servant girl of a rich family. She met many things with the lady and read some books.The angle of looking at things, the way of thinking and concepts of dealing with things are different from those rough people in the village.

Grandma loves to reason and tell stories to him, and he also loves to listen to grandma tell these things.

Only now did he fully understand the meaning of what grandma said, so he had to protect himself.

But who knows that things have reached the point of no return...

Luo Qing rubbed his temples, the alarm clock hadn't sounded yet when he woke up, he glanced at the time and it was only five o'clock in the morning.

He sat on the bed for a while, then got out of bed and took out his schoolbag from the closet.

Stretching one's head and shrinking one's head is a knife, and the result is not so tormented if I knew it earlier.

Maybe the result is not as bad as he imagined...

Luo Qing went into the toilet lightly, opened the box of the pregnancy test stick, collected her own urine, and inserted the pregnancy test stick into it.

After the pregnancy test stick was soaked and taken out, Luo Qing stared at the pregnancy test stick intently, breathing gradually heavy, with a serious expression as if he was about to accept the trial of fate.

The test paper inside was soaked little by little, the first red line appeared, and gradually the second line was also dyed a faint red color, which gradually deepened.

Luo Qing suddenly poked the pregnancy test stick against the wall, and the pregnancy test stick broke immediately.

Reluctantly opening the second box of pregnancy test sticks, he forced some urine out.

Again, both lines on the test strip are red.

Luo Qing seemed to lose all strength, leaning against the wall of the bathroom.

This is the result he is least willing to see, but the fact is the worst result.

What to do now?

Before a person came out, he had already thought about all kinds of difficulties he would face, but he did not expect this one.

The slender white fingers touched the still hard belly.

Is there already a child here?

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