The only way to hope

更新时间2012-7-2012:41:08字数：2916

The pain that penetrates the bone marrow is transmitted from the soles of the feet. The pain is so clear, so unbearable, it reaches my brain so deeply and distinctly, as if my heart has been eaten away piece by piece, but the blood and flesh are blurred and I can’t tell them apart. flesh and blood.Anyway, I was a girl before, so I rarely encountered this kind of pain. I frowned in pain, but I didn't dare to utter a word. (Xiao Su: As an ordinary person, of course, you will not encounter the similar experience of being chained and locked in a dark room, or even being beaten badly. It can barely be regarded as a car accident before death, but you didn’t feel it, and you passed out directly... )

From helping me out to lying on the bed that belongs to me, I roughly estimated that it took nearly half an hour. I admit that this time the injury was indeed not serious, but my whole body was walking around exhausted for nearly half an hour. , plus the previous injuries, body covered in sweat and blood, I am really tired, but I really can't sleep... My whole body is as uncomfortable as crawling with lice, even though I know there is nothing on my body, but I keep tossing and turning , It is difficult to sleep.

I have to admit that now this body is made by Xi, but I still can't get rid of the cleanliness I had before...

When I finished thinking about it, and was about to use all my strength to get up and find a place to take a shower, for some reason, I felt a sense of powerlessness all over my body, and then my eyes went dark, and I lost my intuition before I had time to think about anything.

When I woke up again, I thought I had returned to the place where I belonged, without a body covered in scars, and of course, more importantly, without a body mixed with sweat and blood.

But when I finally woke up, I knew that I hadn't returned to the place I thought I should be. I was still at Soma's house, and the same pain in my body reminded me, although the pain had already eased.

But I went to sleep with such a strong feeling of disgust that my body was still covered in sweat and blood, and although it was just a faint from overwork and weakness, I was still very uncomfortable.In my previous life, I was reduced to a beggar, so I developed a slight cleanliness habit, and I didn't like others to touch my things, including my body.

I suddenly remembered my physical body from the previous life, but I thought it shouldn't matter, after all, I was dead.But I am very sorry for my adoptive father. Although Cheng En has only been around for 7 years, he regained my confidence in the future when I was in such a difficult and most desperate time. I only have three words to express to him.

I'm sorry, I can't repay you, I'm sorry, I can't accompany you.

After I came back to my senses, looking at this strange place, I had to face up to one thing. I will be Yuki Soma from now on, without any excuses.

So, when I just woke up, I kept hypnotizing myself while I was half awake and half asleep, just like I said to myself countless times when I was about to starve to death that someone would feed me in front of me. The same hypnosis: I am Yuki Soma, I am Yuki Soma, I am Yuki, Yuki... Yuki is me.

Starting today, I will abandon my former name: Chiyo Ran, and accept a new name: Kusama Yuki.

Kusama Yuki was born again.Of course I don't know whether Chiyoran is also born again, and I may never know.

Not long after waking up, Hong Ye brought me something to eat.

After the hasty solution, I asked Hongye that I wanted to take a bath. Hongye looked at my body that was struggling to eat, and wanted to reject me. In my earnest words, in my unremitting pleading, in my In his firm eyes, he was finally moved, and finally nodded.

And I was very happy, although my body was very tired and weak, but I could finally bid farewell to this dirty body that made me feel uncomfortable all over.

When I walked into the bathroom, I never thought of a person with such an embarrassing status as me (sold by my mother as a tool to the current head of the Soma family, Kento Kusama, so I think that when I was Chiyo Ran, I always felt , Yuki is different from others, and even has a lower status) can have such a bathroom that makes me happy, I immediately put down the clean clothes, and can't wait to undress.

Because everything I own is provided by 慊人, so all my clothes are kimonos like 慊人, but mine are mostly lavender.But who can tell me, who has never worn a kimono, but has only seen Japanese women wearing kimonos on TV, why ancient Japanese men also have kimonos, and how the kimonos are untied?How am I going to put it on later?

When I exhausted my mind and exhausted my kimono and finally took off my kimono, I couldn't wait to get into the hot bath that Hongye prepared for me, and calmly ignored something extra on my body .

I have to admit, I still can't accept the fact that I'm a boy, but I calmly didn't mess up in the bathroom.

When I felt that my body was finally washed clean and refreshed, I reluctantly left the bathhouse where the water temperature had gradually cooled down.

Because I took a medicinal bath, after I took a bath, I felt that my body was much better than when I just woke up, and my body became sober, and I felt that my whole body began to have strength, not as weak as before sense of vulnerability and loss.

With the spirit, I finally have a clear sense of existence, and I feel that the old me is starting to move around again, and I want to connect with someone emotionally. —I admit, I was just thinking about it.

I stood up, dried myself with a bath towel, and wiped the foggy mirror with the rag from the cabinet.

In front of the air-filled stereoscopic mirror, I can finally carefully measure this strange body that will accompany me for a long time, maybe a lifetime.

Amid the lingering humidity, coiled mist, and pervasive steam, all I could see was a strange ketone body.

The skin is as smooth as a newborn baby. Because it has just been soaked in hot water, the skin is firm and fat, but it is not pale. You can vaguely see the pink halo on the almost transparent skin. I even feel that if I say that the person standing in front of me Her skin is better than that of girls, I don't think anyone disagrees.It is as bright as glass sliding through the glass.

Although the figure looks a bit slender, it is not difficult to see that there are muscles where there should be muscles, so there is no feeling of thinness.

After thinking about it, it is indeed true, Yuxi's physical skills are indeed top-notch, and she should be well trained.I figured I'd be able to combine the physical skills I learned from doing martial arts movies with the skills my adoptive father taught me.

The right proportions made me feel beautiful in my previous life, so beautiful that I often feel envious of this body even though I acted as a vase role.Though I find it a little weird and awkward to think about it that way.

In the end, I focused my eyes on that very strange but hardly familiar face.

The skin on the face is even more transparent and fair than the body, the skin is like suet white jade, coupled with the thin lips that are abnormally bright red due to the moisture, they are slightly raised upwards, drawing a very charming smile, very profound.The tall nose that seems to be unique to the Greeks, coupled with such a dreamy face, suddenly seemed a little real, but what caught my attention the most was the bright eyes.

I stared intently at the person on the mirror, eyebrows like distant mountains, eyes like stars, and those frosty and charming eyes in the well-defined outline seemed to be staring at me, even ethereal, because they were worried about the unknown status quo, or maybe It is the calmness in the overwhelmed.

What kind of soul-stirring eyes are they, they have the most touching and purest color in the world, the deep purple pupils are like the brightest stars in the night sky, bright and beautiful.Ethereal and vivid yet reveals an unspeakable enchanting and luxurious beauty.Although the eyebrows are not as slender as a woman's, the black eyebrows look very heroic.

And what I admire most is the live-action purple hair.What kind of purple is that? Adding one point makes it too deep, and subtracting one point makes it too light. Such hair with the right shade of color and eyes of the same color is very charming.The half-covered bangs add a hazy beauty to the eyes.

What kind of man is this, I can't help but admire.

It's like a banished fairy.

He seems to be a collection of thousands of beauties, that kind of soul-stirring beauty, that kind of glamorous beauty and elegance, I have to say, I am used to seeing beauties and handsome men, and I was immediately amazed.He is God's most perfect work of art, perfect and impeccable, ingenious and unique.

But, this is a man, this is a man that I will live with this body in the future!Why do you have to be more beautiful than women?I couldn't help being surrounded by steam, and finally completely messed up...

I am a gorgeous dividing line

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