The only way to hope

更新时间2012-7-218:49:04字数：2387

After I calmed down, I finally felt that the warmth I absorbed in the warm water had gradually faded away, and I gradually felt cold. I couldn't help but put a lot of effort into that cumbersome kimono that I couldn't even wear well. Finally put it on and went out the door.

"Bang" accompanied by the sound of closing the door without a sound, I know that I have completely bid farewell to the past, I will be responsible for this body in the future, and I will also be responsible for the future of this body, I, Kusama Yuki, will Live a wonderful life without being cowardly and fearful like the anime I saw. If you envy, speak out loudly. If you like it, confess it boldly. If you hate it, just dismiss it.

But that's just thinking about it. How much can be done needs to be analyzed in detail. After all, reality is always crueler than imagined.

Of course, I still don't have much affection for the heroine in the anime, because she really caused too much trouble for others, and if her rough nerves were not for the reason that the protagonist is invincible, I don't know that it would hurt me and hurt me at the same time. How many people are on board.I really don't understand why such a mindless person exists, but I have to accept that I have just entered such a world, and I have to learn to accept it calmly and without changing my face.

Outside the door is the familiar Hong Ye in a black kimono, his eyes will suddenly change when he sees me, and he will come forward.

When I belatedly wanted to retreat, I didn’t expect that Hong Ye was already in front of me. He stretched out his hand to help me get the wrong clothes and take care of the wrong places. Thinking of the serious injury, I can't even wear my clothes."

After I heard this sentence, I let Hong Ye make my clothes look like a kimono, but how did he come to the conclusion that I can't even wear clothes? I have never worn a kimono So don't wear well, I can't help but petrify in the breeze.

Hong Ye continued to babble: "It seems that the injury was very serious this time. It's really not right to slap someone. It was too much before, but this time it got worse, and I even put on a chain..." Hong Ye said, and suddenly stopped , he stopped his hand helping me dress me, looked straight into my eyes and said, "Yuxi, I told Yuren that I will send you to Ziwu when you recover from your injury. Mr. Ji agreed, and he wanted to put You send it out, this time just happens to be an opportunity."

When he finished saying this, I heard my heart twitch violently, I couldn't say anything, I couldn't do anything, because I was Kusama Yuki, not Chiyo Ran who liked to fuck people, all I could do was What?

I can only accept it, and I can't do anything else within my current ability, and the most natural expression should be to do nothing.

My heart suddenly hurts, it hurts, it's not the pain of being about to leave someone, it's not the pain of someone sending me away, it's a kind of helplessness to fate, my compromise with fate in this way, I can't help but make me feel even more uncomfortable.

Yes, in front of life and in the future, no one can be self righteous.

I thought I would bid farewell to the past after taking a shower, and face tomorrow. I thought that I should reap success and gain harvest if I worked hard, but I don’t know that I am not my own god, let alone the god of this world.So many times, we can't control the development of anything. It's not that we are too fragile, but the fact is so cruel that we can't control the life that should belong to us.

This does not represent a negative and pessimistic attitude towards life. On the contrary, I think this kind of great feeling, a person can face up to what he cannot do, how much courage and open-mindedness that ordinary people cannot do Only those who can know the disadvantages they are in now, dare to face the bleak and rough life, dare to face up to the dripping reality, are more likely to succeed, and are more worthy of respect.

I don't know whether my outlook on life is correct or not, but I admire this outlook on life very much, so I don't mind going with the flow and following the order of development of things arranged for me by others, and the only thing I need to insist on is not I lost myself on this road.

So much so that I have learned to pretend from now on.

I said to Hongye with a warm smile like a spring breeze in March, "Okay, I will move out of my house when I recover. I am obliged to do so, and I am very happy."

Just when I was smiling brightly, but my heart was bleeding, I looked up and saw the man standing not far from my eyes.

Neither far nor near, just looking at me like that, fixedly, motionless, I don't know whether it is joy or sadness.

I heard exactly the sound of my heart breaking. It was an invisible, soundless, tasteless, and tasteless hidden weapon. It was so unhurried. At the time when I was most proud, at the most embarrassing and wrong time, it was given to me. A sharp stab made me lose consciousness in an instant, without any ability to refute, and in an instant there was only a broken heart on the ground, and I could never recover the original integrity, and I could never recover the appearance of the whole heart.

People, after all, there is a distance like a bridge of Naihe between us, we can only look at each other like this, neither far nor near.It is impossible for me to explain to you, and you will not think how good I think, I still lost the opportunity to cherish you, sorry, I am a person.

I like you so much, but I must not be the one who redeems you in the end, please wait until the person who redeems you appears, and I will bless you from the sidelines.

I'm going to move out of Somo's house after all, bye bye.

When I recovered from my thoughts, the man was no longer where he was standing just now.I can no longer find her figure, that bright red figure that no one can replace, is it that we are going to be separated after I have only seen you for a few times?Could it be that the glimpse just now was the last time before I left?Can't we really communicate without a generation gap?

I can not be reconciled.

I told Hongye that I wanted to be quiet, so I turned around and wandered around Somo's house. Unexpectedly, Somo's house was bigger than I imagined.

I can't see where the end is from here.

Just like my life, I can't see where the future is, where is the hope.

I accepted the sudden facts one by one, and the motivation for me to be strong is largely because I, as Chiyo Ranshi, liked him very much, which is also an indelible hope for me to continue, but What now?Where is my future?Where is my hope?

I was walking on this road without a future, and it was almost summer, but for some reason I couldn't feel the warmth that I should have.What is exhausted is not only a heart that yearns for warmth, but also a heart that is looking forward to it.

I don't know how long I've been walking, but I finally saw that it was no longer a monotonous building, but what caught my eye was a touch of colorful and bright colors, and what caught my nose was a refreshing smell.That is our national flower of Japan, and that is my favorite flower in this life.

What I saw was a piece of pink and white interlaced and superimposed, which seemed to be a peerless beauty in the world-the cherry blossom garden, which seemed to be a world completely isolated from the hustle and bustle of the world.

I am a gorgeous dividing line

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