The only way to hope

更新时间2012-7-2113:32:41字数：2315

The sky suddenly began to blur, and the shape of the white clouds could not be seen clearly.

Damn, haven't I always been strong?Didn't I always know I was being used?Isn't it just being used more thoroughly?Isn't it that even the only friend is lost?What's there to be sad about, what emotion is there to shed tears over something like this?It was too weak, too cowardly.

I can't help but feel anxious about my fragile heart. If a person like me doesn't become stronger from the heart, how can I survive?

I seem to have nothing in an instant, and it seems that I have nothing in the first place.

It's too bad, it's really incompetent to be hurt by such past events.There was a mocking arc on the corner of his mouth, but his heart was inexplicably bitter.

I slowly regained my emotions and returned to the place where I used to rest.I scattered the picked cherry blossoms on the desk, and in an instant, there was a red and white beauty on the withered yellow desk, and the blossoms were full of vitality.

It was in stark contrast to my mood - calm.Or in other words, my mood really fell to the bottom, and nothing can fluctuate my mood.

Leave tomorrow, leave as before.I say so to myself.

When Hongye called me to have dinner, I was still in a daze. Although my mind was empty, as if I had nothing, as if I hadn’t thought about anything, I still had things to do, troubles to solve, and at the same time Don't think about what's going to happen after today.

The dinner table.

慊人, Hong Ye, me.

The three of us sat around the dinner table, which was a rare scene, because we were leaving tomorrow, so the three of us were able to eat together at the dinner table without incident, although no one spoke at the dinner table.There also seems to be a tendency for people not to talk to me anymore. I can't help but feel a little anxious and irritable, and I have no appetite for food.

But I didn't expect that the one who didn't hold his breath in the end turned out to be Yuren.

After eating, the man looked at me and said, "Come with me, I have something to tell you."

Although I was full of suspicion and didn't know what the hell he was going to do, I wasn't unwilling at all.Because this is really the last chance to meet her in a short period of time, I must seize the opportunity and don't want to continue to have conflicts with her.

The study room is so neat and spotless.

"You're leaving tomorrow, right? I really can't wait, but you're right, but don't think that you've left me because you've left my family." He was lying on the chair slightly, looking more and more vulnerable.

"I, I just want to live an independent and ordinary life." As soon as I finished this sentence, I saw that the expression on the person's face was not very good, and I continued to receive: "Aren't we supposed to be together?"

After hearing this sentence, the expression on the person's face was obviously much better. I think she is really an awkward girl.But I don't know what kind of expression she will have if I say this in my heart...Of course, I dare not say it.

"Be careful with your life in the future. I'm going to high school next time. Do you want to go to Oran Boys' High School or Metropolitan Kaibara Co-ed High School?" Keiren asked me a multiple-choice question.

"Well, go to Tachibana." I answered this question pretending to think a little.

Just kidding, of course I have to follow the plot, otherwise how will the cute 慊人 and my curse be solved.Well, forgive me, I really only think about the two of us, after all, I only know two other people for the time being, one has solved the curse, and the other is at odds with me.

"It's really capricious." She didn't give me a negative answer, which meant that she had agreed with my idea, and then the plot was about to begin, and I couldn't help looking forward to it.

"Then you go, it's okay." The man continued, as if he was no longer willing to say anything more.

I was tortured by the curse, although I was very thin and fit, but it was already indistinguishable from male to female. I was infinitely worried, and couldn't help blurting out: "I will come back to see you from time to time."

Oops, I said the wrong thing, I couldn't help being stunned, what should I do, who will come to the rivers and lakes for emergency?But no one will hear my inner cries...

I quietly glanced at the man, and his expression was slightly bright, unexpectedly warm, and I was slowly relieved.

But after thinking about it, I suddenly realized that the reason for her slightly pale expression was actually because it touched her true heart, she had to bear so much, but everyone was eager to escape from her, could she not be sad?Now that I have said such words, it hits the softest corner of her heart, and it is normal for her to be in a good mood.

But what a sweet girl.

I was finally relieved after walking out of the young man's study. Talking with the young woman is too nerve-wracking. I don't know what to say and what not to say. When I see her face, my brain will short-circuit.囧... For my brain cells, for my intelligence, it seems that my calm strength still needs to be strengthened.

When I went out, I saw Hong Ye who was a little worried, he was hesitant to speak, I smiled and said to him: "It's okay, when I'm not here, take good care of you."

Unexpectedly, when I finished what I thought should be normal, I saw Hong Ye's stunned expression and the impulsive expression that almost wanted to rush forward to touch my forehead, and I suddenly felt relieved.

Seeing the expressions of other people who are more entangled than me, I instantly feel that my concentration is good, and I should be praised.It seems that the gap between anyone can only be truly revealed by comparison.Hong Ye just let the flow take its course and replied dully: "Okay."

But I think he may not have fully realized that I suddenly cared about 慊人, because the only memory in everyone's memory is that I am afraid of 慊人.

So I chose to take a step first, leaving Hong Ye who was still in a daze.

Hong Ye, you have to forgive me, I can't explain to you, so I can't say anything, and I still have a lot of luggage to pack.So, you continue to petrify in the wind, I will not accompany you, if the wind blows too much, you won't get epilepsy, so don't worry.

By the time I packed my luggage, the hour hand had already pointed to nine o'clock. It seemed that I should take a good rest after taking a bath, and recharge my batteries for tomorrow's busy day.

However, I was supposed to fall asleep, but I couldn't sleep well.I don't know how long it has been since I just woke up, but in the future I will face waves of strange people again. This will not be the world I am familiar with, but I have to face it.

Gradually, my thoughts became hazy, and I slowly sank into a dream.

It was past eight o’clock when I woke up the next day. After I got up and packed my luggage, I didn’t go to see her. Firstly, I didn’t know that after yesterday’s conversation, I could talk to her embarrassingly. I don't want to see me today either.So I pack my bags and get ready to leave.

I am a gorgeous dividing line

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