The only way to hope

更新时间2012-7-218:54:05字数：2527

Time seems to go back a long, long time ago, so long that I have to forget that very vague memory.

That was when I was an actor, when I was in my prime.

How naive I was then, that's the only way I can describe myself.I was really a fledgling, too stupid and naive child at the beginning, and the innocence made me want to laugh when I think of it now.

At that time, I finally had a friend for myself. The girl named Inouegawa was not much older than me, but she was the only one who didn't dislike my identity, so I kept going to her to play, and she was always happy We played hide-and-seek with me often, although she never found me, and I went to find her later, but I clearly remember the last time we played hide-and-seek.

That time was the same as many times before, I hid for a long time, until my good patience was finally worn out, and I still didn't wait for Chuan to come to me, so I was going to go out to find Chuan just like it was staged in the script .But when I was about to get up, I suddenly heard Chuan's voice, and I was about to keep silent, waiting for Chuan to find me.Then this time, she could find me for the first time, and for some reason, I felt joyful because of this thought.

But I have heard shameful news that I shall never forget in my life.

"Where's the little beggar who's been following you all the time?" A effeminate girl said effeminately, no matter how sweet her voice was, it couldn't conceal the fact that she was scolding me.

"You talk about her, who knows? I lied to her about playing hide-and-seek. She is probably waiting for me somewhere. Every time I run to play, until she comes to me, just wait, and soon she will be gone." Come and find me." Chuan's voice came so piercingly, so self-righteously swearing, no wonder she always couldn't find me every time she played hide-and-seek, and she never wanted to find me.

"Then she won't find out? Besides, aren't you her friend?" the girl said again.

"Friend, hmph, is she worthy of a beggar without a father or a mother? Let me tell you quietly, in fact, I, I like my neighbor Sakai brother, being with her, on the one hand, it seems that I am very kind, and at the same time, I can It shows that I am better off than her and more beautiful than her." Chuan said very proudly.

In fact, it goes without saying that she wanted to do this and use me. Actually, I knew it from the beginning, but I didn't expect her to say it so bluntly without giving me a trace of face.

"Does Brother Sakai like you very much?" the girl gossiped.

"Of course, I'm kind, beautiful and smart, who doesn't like me, but, in fact, that little beggar looks pretty good in better clothes, but he's a little sallow and emaciated, hehe." Chuan's laughter stung me completely , but I still squatted in my hiding place motionless.

"Yuki..." Ayane's voice suddenly came over, disturbing my thinking.

I was awakened suddenly, paused for a while, then thought for a while, and replied: "If I knew today, why bother." Then I ran away.

I would naturally lose my mind in front of him, thinking of the unbearable past, I was really too comfortable in front of her.But I think my subconscious body really does not object to him. In front of him, I can wantonly think of the past that the family used me.

Actually, that matter is not over yet.Because if it's just that, I can accept it. After all, I really don't even have a friend, even if I only have half of such friends, I'm content.

It's just that I didn't expect the final ending to be that the beauty was broken.

The conversation between the two of them gradually sounded and reached my ears. "Inoue Chuan, aren't those your parents?" the girl said to Chuan.

"Yeah, I'm back so early... Dad, Mom!" Chuan's excited voice pierced the space and should have reached her parents. For some reason, I suddenly felt nervous.

"Inouegawa, see you tomorrow, I'm leaving first, bye, goodbye uncle and aunt."

"Goodbye Masako, remember to say hello to your parents."

"Okay, bye."

"Okay, see you tomorrow... Mom, I miss you so much, where is my brother? Didn't you say you went to see a doctor? Why didn't you come back?" Inoue's anxious voice came from not far away, and it seemed that he hadn't gone far , and her parents are also on the side.

"It's okay, by the way, Xiao Chuan, what about the child who often follows you? Why isn't he here?" Inoue's mother asked.

"Mom, really, let me play with her. I listen to you and play with her. Now after seeing me, I want to find her again. Well, I am a good baby, so I will go and find her obediently." Inoue's unwilling voice reached my ears clearly.It turns out that you didn't really want to be friends with me from the beginning, did you?

I waited for a while and didn't hear any movement outside. I thought everyone had left.

When I was about to come out of my hiding place, Inoue's mother started talking again.

I couldn't help frowning, but I still hadn't left, so I had to stay where I was, and hide where I was.Why am I so tired of playing hide-and-seek, squatting until my feet are numb, and listening to so many corners.Although it is about me, everyone may think that I will like it, but to be honest, I am really not happy.Because although the news I heard is true, I hope that I will never know and be kept in the dark.That way at least I still have a good imagination. When I look back on the past when I am old, I can still feel how happy I was.

But the next words did not make me feel so regretful about listening to the corner, and it would not be an exaggeration to describe it as a thunderbolt from a cloudy sky.

"The child's father, do you think this is possible? Although the child does not have a father or a mother, he is still very young. It would be embarrassing if he failed to deceive him. Besides, he was really sold to a trafficker like this?" Inoue said. Mother said slightly worried.

"My child, we have no other choice. We had planned for Xiaoliu's illness from the beginning, but we didn't expect that the problem we encountered in the end was not the lack of Xiaoliu's rare blood, but the lack of money. I Isn’t this treating her dead horse like a living horse doctor? Hey, I’m useless if it’s my husband, I can’t earn that much money.” Inoue’s father’s voice sounded deafeningly like this, and my heart fell into the dust in an instant.

Such as Meng Lei.

The footsteps of Inoue's parents became farther and farther away, and I seemed to be able to feel the violent beating of my heart.

This is such an important piece of news to me, how could I miss it, at such a young age, with no father or mother, I still have such a value, the human heart is really the ugliest thing.

Looking up at the sky that has gradually turned gray, my heart is also full of haze.

I don't want to trust others anymore, I rely on myself, I want to let others know how you used to look at me, but now I want to look down on you instead.

I never expect to have a real friend, so when Inouegawa was my friend, I was not without hesitation.But, I am just a child, who is not afraid of loneliness, who is not afraid of loneliness, who does not want friends?So I didn't say no.

But I didn't expect that in the end, at the end, I had no friends from the very beginning. From the very beginning, there was only betrayal, deception, and use. Only then did I know how innocent, innocent and ridiculous I used to be.

I am a gorgeous dividing line

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