round spring

I want to give him everything I have, without reservation.

——An Yuan's Diary

Shen Xingchun's ward is a double room, and the bed next door has been discharged from the hospital, so it is now empty. The smell of disinfectant in the ward is very strong, and the high sun outside the window shines into the ward through the glass window, and the pungent smell seems to be a little stronger .

Shen Xingchun was lying on his side on the hospital bed, wearing a blue and white striped hospital gown, a layer of blue stubble had grown on his chin, and his hair had also grown, not the neat cropped cut before.

Beside the bed stood the iron pole on which the bottle was hung, and there was still half a bottle of medicine in the bottle. The back of the hand he stretched out to An Yuan still had a needle stuck in it, and the part of the back of the hand where the tape was not pasted was bruised and swollen.

Shen Xingchun's voice was hoarse, and when he coughed and said he wanted to hug her, An Yuan's chest felt like it had been crushed by a stone and then rolled back again, shrinking and shrinking in pain.

An Yuan's nose was sore, he put the bag in his hand on the ground, walked to the edge of the bed, and gently held a finger that Shen Xingchun stretched out, but he didn't dare to use too much force, lest he move too hard and hit the finger on the back of his hand. Needle.

Shen Xingchun ticked An Yuan's fingertips with the fingers wrapped in An Yuan's palm, and asked, "Why did you come back early? You didn't tell me when you came back."

After Shen Xingchun finished speaking, he started coughing again, this time he didn't pretend, he really wanted to cough.

An Yuan bent down and patted him on the back, "You're lying here, didn't you tell me?"

Shen Xingchun saw that the tip of Anyuan's nose was sweating, and when he spoke, the sides of his nose moved slightly. He didn't dare to scare him anymore, so he changed to the hand that hadn't been pricked, and held Anyuan to sit up, pulling the corners of his mouth and rushing. looked at him and smiled.

"I'm afraid you're worried. It's not safe to be in a hurry on the way back, and it's not a serious problem. I just have a fever and cough, but it's almost fine. The doctor said that I can leave the hospital in two days."

Qi Yunfeng and Geng Bai who were next to him knew about it half an hour before An Yuan entered the ward, and they didn't tell Shen Xingchun about it.

Qi Yunfeng stood up and moved a bench for An Yuan, "Sit, Xiao Yuan."

"Thank you Brother Feng Bai." An Yuan said while sitting on the bench.

"Thank you," Geng Bai came over, putting his arm on An Yuan's shoulders, "We were both so mad at Dachun, he was lying there by himself, watching us quarrelling, he was still sighing just now, you come back It's just the right time, hurry up and coax him, the sour and resentful air on his body is all over the ward."

Shen Xingchun coughed twice, and took the opportunity to say: "No, the two of them form a pair every day, and it makes me angry to see them."

After he finished speaking, the door of the ward was pushed open from the outside, and the nurse came in with a trolley to round up the ward and distribute the medicine.

The nurse walked to Shen Xingchun's bed and checked the information first, "What's the name of bed 27?"

"Shen Xingchun." An Yuan replied.

"Have you taken your temperature at noon?" the nurse asked.

An Yuan didn't know, Qi Yunfeng next to him replied: "It's been measured, it's 37 degrees five."

"I still have a low-grade fever." The nurse held a paper cup with medicine in it, and handed it to An Yuan directly. "You can take it later. Ring the bell after the bottle of medicine is finished."

An Yuan took the paper cup containing the medicine and said, "Thank you, nurse."

"You're welcome," said the nurse who was in charge of Shen Xingchun's ward. She had never seen An Yuan before, and when she turned to leave, she asked, "Are you a family member?"

An Yuan nodded, "Well, family members."

"The family members can tell at a glance," the nurse looked at the two of them, and said with a smile, "the expressions on their faces are different. Family members, don't be so nervous."

An Yuan stood beside Shen Xingchun's bedside, with one hand behind his back, holding Shen Xingchun's hand that hadn't been needled, and they didn't let go even when the nurse came.

As soon as the nurse said, Shen Xingchun shook Anyuan's wrist, "Look, the doctor said it all, don't be nervous."

An Yuan didn't know if the nurse noticed it, and she was a little embarrassed to be told, so she smiled and said "thank you".

Qi Yunfeng and Geng Bai found an excuse to go downstairs for a stroll and asked them to call them if they had something to do.

After the ward was quiet, An Yuan poured Shen Xingchun a glass of water for him to take medicine. Shen Xingchun drank the water with a hanging bottle on his head, and said he wanted to go to the toilet after a while.

Shen Xingchun hangs four bottles of medicine a day, two bottles in the morning and two bottles in the afternoon. It doesn't take long, and he hangs it up in three hours. Usually he waits until the water hangs up to go to the toilet by himself. The iron rod who hangs the bottle goes to the bathroom, but Qi Yunfeng refuses to let him help him.

As soon as An Yuan came, he stopped holding back immediately, and whenever he wanted to go to the bathroom, he told An Yuan to ask An Yuan to untie his pants and put them on.

After going to the toilet and hanging the water, Shen Xingchun yelled again that it was too hot, and asked An Yuan to wipe his sweat off his body, and also asked An Yuan to wash his hair.

After washing his hair, An Yuan held the razor to shave Shen Xingchun's beard, Shen Xingchun kept looking down at An Yuan, An Yuan shaved, and he had fun.

When he was happy, An Yuan didn't dare to move his hands anymore. He held the razor and glared at him, "If you're happy, be careful to scratch your face, or you'll lose your face."

Shen Xingchun pursed his lips and raised his chin with his eyes closed, "I'm not happy anymore, Xiao Yuaner shaves for me."

The sun had already set in the west, Shen Xingchun sat on the edge of the bed with his neck raised, An Yuan dragged his chin with the palm of his left hand, and held the razor in his right hand, shaving very lightly and slowly.

After shaving, An Yuan washed the towel and wiped Shen Xingchun's face.

Shen Xingchun felt so comfortable before, closed his eyes and said, "It feels good to have family members."

He didn't know if it was a psychological effect, but he felt that his cough had improved a lot, and he felt as if he was lying on a cloud, floating lightly.

He sighed again, "Brother Feng and Xiaobai should really see it, they have always stimulated me these two days."

Shen Xingchun kept talking, but An Yuan didn't answer. Shen Xingchun opened his eyes, saw that An Yuan's face was still the same as when he entered the door, reached out and took his arm, and pulled him directly into his arms.

"It's been a long time since I've been in the door, and you haven't hugged me yet."

An Yuan was hugged by Shen Xingchun, and the longing that had been suppressed all of a sudden found the outlet, lying on his chest, wiggling her nose, "Brother, I miss you so much."

Shen Xingchun hugged An Yuan's shoulders, rested his chin on his neck, brushed his earlobe with the tip of his nose, and said softly: "Next time I lose a hair, I will tell you."

An Yuan giggled twice and said, "Okay."

In fact, Shen Xingchun was in the hospital for the past few days, except for the first day when he had a high fever and needed someone to take care of him, it was inconvenient to hang the water bottle at other times, as long as the bottle was removed, he could do whatever he wanted by himself.

But when a person is sick, his mind will become extraordinarily fragile, and a little bit of illness seems to be magnified countless times.

Qi Yunfeng, Geng Bai, or Wen Le, they have all taken care of him with all their heart, but it's still different.

Especially after he experienced how meticulously An Yuan took care of him when he was sick, the feeling in his heart became even stronger.

When he had a fever during the Chinese New Year, An Yuan almost gave him food. After taking the medicine, someone stuffed candied fruit into his mouth and asked him if it was sweet.

If he doesn't eat, An Yuan will keep coaxing him.

If he says it's not sweet, An Yuan will give him another one.

Shen Xingchun thinks about it now, it seems that no matter how long or how far away, he can't refuse in the end.

Can't refuse An Yuan holding his warm heart in both hands, giving him everything without reservation.

Shen Xingchun was discharged from the hospital two days later, he still had a month of summer vacation, and the two rented a house near the school, very close to where Qi Yunfeng and Geng Bai lived.

At first Qi Yunfeng let them live in their house, later when Geng Bai's parents came to Beijing to play, Shen Xingchun rented a small house next to them.

He doesn't have to worry about An Yuan getting bored during class, it's very convenient to go to Qi Yunfeng's place, go shopping and play mahjong.

An Yuan actually didn't want to live with other people, renting a house would be much more convenient, especially after his relationship with Shen Xingchun was different now.

The couple who have been separated for half a year are sticky every day. As long as Shen Xingchun returns from school, the two of them will feel like they are covered with glue. When eating, the chairs have to be close together, when taking a bath, they wash together, and even when they go downstairs, they feel like they are covered in glue. All the garbage is in one piece.

Listening to a song and kissing together, of course, there are many more intimate things than that.

They used many methods, but they didn't make it to the end every time.

Every time Shen Xingchun fell in love, An Yuan put her arms around Shen Xingchun's neck, leaned into his ear and asked, "Brother, let's do it."

Shen Xingchun would always kiss him, more to appease him, "Wait a little longer."

A week later, An Yuan bought everything on purpose, and did not take a bath with Shen Xingchun at night. After taking a shower, Shen Xingchun chatted with Wen Le on the project with his mobile phone.

When An Yuan took a bath in the bathroom, she made preparations by herself. When she came out with only a towel around her waist, the skin on her shoulders was pink.

Shen Xingchun sat on the sofa, looked back at him, threw the phone away and walked to the bathroom door, picked up An Yuan and went back to the bedroom, the two kissed a long, moist kiss.

An Yuan thought that they would proceed as he expected that night, he lay naked on the bed, his legs hooked Shen Xingchun's calf, and his toes rubbed against his ankle.

He wrapped his arms around Shen Xingchun's neck, moved the corners of his lips against his earlobe, finally opened his mouth, wrapped Shen Xingchun's earlobe, straightened his neck and whispered next to his ear, panting twice: "Brother, let's do it."

The curtains were drawn, and the light was not turned on when they entered the room just now, but the light in the living room was on, and the light came in through the gap in the half-open door.

If the light had been brighter, An Yuan would have seen the flames bursting out from Shen Xingchun's eyes at that moment, but they were soon suppressed by him.

Shen Xingchun firmly held An Yuan's waist with both hands, and finally lay down on his chest, closed his eyes and bit An Yuan's shoulder protruding thin collarbone, shook his head, his voice was like it had just been filtered out of fine sand, hoarsely Called: "Xiaoyuaner..."

When Shen Xingchun refused once, An Yuan didn't think much about it, but after many times, the hesitation that was still buried in his heart resurfaced.

Obviously Shen Xingchun reacted to him, he could feel that Shen Xingchun was trying to restrain himself, but An Yuan didn't know what he was restraining, in his heart, when two people were together, such a thing should happen naturally and uncontrollably.

An Yuan pushed away Shen Xingchun who was lying on his chest, sat up with both hands on his side, and pulled up the quilt beside him to cover his chest. Tears were originally wrapped in his eyes, but then he blinked and wanted to forcefully withdraw them Tears flowed down uncontrollably.

Shen Xingchun saw that An Yuan's lips were trembling, his heart seemed to be clenched and twisted several times, he raised his hand to wipe An Yuan's tears, and softly coaxed: "Xiao Yuan, don't cry, I will cry when you cry." uncomfortable."

An Yuan patted Shen Xingchun's hand that wiped his tears away, rubbed his eyes with the back of his hand, moved the corner of his biting lips, opened and closed slightly, and asked, "Brother, do you still can't accept being with a man?" do..."

Shen Xingchun lowered his head and kissed An Yuan's tears that were still falling, and then kissed on his eyelashes that were dripping with water, and said, "No, it's not that I can't accept it, it's that I can't bear it."