another kind of amnesia

Big.

He seemed to be frightened, he shook his whole body, and turned his head, the light in his eyes just now had completely dissipated, leaving only the hidden timidity

.

The camera zoomed in on him again, and Shen Yi could clearly see the person in front of him through his dark pupils.

It was a very clean-looking boy, half a head shorter than him, and he was dressed in an ugly school uniform, and his thick black hair glistened in the sun.

Yi Shenghui, he had a big smile, and he saw that the other party's two small canine teeth were extremely cute.

It looked familiar, but Shen Yi didn't recognize it.

The boy was sweating profusely, and the basketball he was holding was constantly spinning back and forth between his hands.

——No, no.

--Um?

The boy frowned suspiciously, then asked with a smile - do you want to play together?

——No, no need...

--bring it on!

Before he could answer, the boy with canine teeth tore him away with one hand, walked ahead of him, and said——My name is Shen Yi, how about you?

Ah, by the way, that boy is him, himself.

The thin figure walked in front, holding the ball in one hand, and holding the clumsy-looking boy behind him with the other.

——I, my name is Cen Ye.

The boy murmured in a low voice, his eyes were fixed on the thin back of the other party, gradually lowered, and finally stopped at the tightly held hands.

At that time, Cen Ye's heart beat hard, and at that moment, he felt...he was probably, in love.

The kind of love at first sight.

The lens slowly zooms out, and what gradually zooms in is another scene.

——Why are you being bullied?

One day during their lunch break, they hid on the rooftop to eat lunch together. Shen Yi asked with a frown as he looked at the footprints on Cen Ye's body.

Looked like he was angry.

Cen Jun pushed his glasses in embarrassment and lowered his head, as if he wanted to hide his embarrassment, but found that he couldn't.

Shen Yi was really angry, dissatisfied with the other party's timid and timid appearance, so he forcefully cupped his face and faced him face to face, expressionless

Looking at him intently, he asked earnestly every single word—why did he get bullied?

Cen Yun avoided his gaze for a while, but was caught by Shen Yi again, paused, and had no choice but to pretend to be indifferent, shrugged and said: ——Xi

used to it.

——I was asking why you were bullied!

--Why should I tell you!have a finger in the pie!

Cen Yun suddenly became angry, stood up and threw Shen Yi away, looked down at him lying on the ground in a state of distress, and said coldly: ——I hate you the most

Guys out.

Shen Yi saw that in the dream, he looked at the back of Cen Yun leaving with a face of astonishment, and suddenly realized that the big boy who was much taller than himself was actually fragile.

He is extremely weak, and he still has some rustiness and indifference towards himself.

He wanted to catch him, but he didn't have the strength to get up and catch up.

In the blink of an eye, the camera changed again.

He saw Cen Ye being booed and bullied by a group of boys in the same class, surrounding him in a corner of the wall, pulling off the shoulder bag he usually carried and swinging it in the air

flung...

In the end, it slammed heavily on Cen Yun's face, smashing the thick pair of round-rimmed glasses into pieces.

The glass lens left a few bloodstains on his face.

However, Cen Ye didn't even frown. Like those things that don't feel, they can't even respond to the most basic pain at this time.

Indifferent but lifeless.

—— Cen Ye!

Suddenly someone yelled at him, and when Shen Yi saw Cen Ye in his dream, his indifferent eyes suddenly paused, and then there was a light of surprise, like the first

When I saw it from a distance, it was ordinary and beautiful, but it was even more dazzling than that at that time.

And the self in the dream ran towards him, then opened his hands, and shouted in front of him: ——You are not allowed to bully him!

The leading boy smiled mockingly, snapped his fingers, and a group of people rushed up to punch and kick them.Shen Yi tightly closed his eyes and hugged Cen Ye vigorously,

Gritting his teeth to endure the pain from his body, he smiled and whispered in his ear: ——I really like Ah Jun.

After the crowd dispersed, what was left was a mess covered by light dust. In the dimness, I saw Shen Yi with swollen eyes helping Cen Jun to grope for his eyes on the ground.

Looking at the mirror, while Cen Ye was leaning against the wall, looking at Shen Yi with half-opened eyes.

He stared at that thin figure in a daze for a long time, his heart beating wildly.

He finally admitted that he was in love, the kind of love at first sight.

So he finally threw himself on him and hugged him tightly from behind, sobbing softly.

Shen Yi was stunned for a moment, then turned around with a smile, hugged him back, and buried his face in the crook of his neck.

The last frame of the dream was this picture, and then it shrank and became smaller and farther away...

Darkness ensued.

What Shen Yi never thought was that he would wake up again.

The first thing he saw was the pure white ceiling, empty and empty, he almost thought that this was the last paradise.until the pain

Bring him back to God.

He wanted to sit up, but unexpectedly found that the quilt was very heavy.He struggled several times but couldn't get up, and finally had to give up and lie down.

Turning his eyes around, he saw a fluffy black mass on the pure white quilt. He just wanted to reach out to touch it, but saw it move.

, and then saw Cen Jun lift his face tiredly.

The moment their eyes met, both of them were stunned, and they looked at each other involuntarily, but they didn't think about anything.

In the end, it was Cen Yun who asked first, "Is there anything uncomfortable? I'll call the doctor?"

"Hey!" Shen Yi quickly stopped him, seeing him stop, looking at the bloodshot eyes and the stubble on his chin, his heart moved, he smiled, shook his head and said: "

No, don't call. "

Cen Jun breathed a sigh of relief, smiled faintly, and said, "That's good, are you hungry? I'll bring you something to eat."

Shen Yi shook his head.

Cen Jun reached out his hand and touched his head, and after making sure he didn't have a fever, he said, "Let's sleep a little longer."

"No, not sleepy."

"..."

The atmosphere became awkward, Cen Yun stood by the bed a little awkwardly, and finally sat down, silent for a long time, he said: "Shen Yi, let's get married

? ”

Shen Yi was taken aback, looked at him in disbelief, paused, and cursed with a smile: "Crazy."

"I'm serious!" Seeing that he didn't believe it, Cen Yun quickly grabbed his hand, looked at him fervently, and asked eagerly, "In nine years, we have already

The love period is over, don't be self-willed anymore, okay? "

His eyes were very sincere, and because of worry, his brows were slightly wrinkled, and a small pit was sunken.

The corners of Shen Yi's lips curled up slightly, alienated and indifferent, his tone didn't fluctuate much, but it was really a question: "Do you love me?"

Cen Jun was taken aback for a moment, then laughed: "What silly things are you talking about?"

Shen Yi slowly withdrew his hand, looked into his eyes seriously, looked carefully, and said softly: "I know, you don't love me."

Cen Yun was stunned for a moment, feeling a little unbelievable, forced a laugh without opening his face, then immediately turned back and stuck Shen Yi's chin, stared at him coldly, and gritted his teeth.

Tooth: "What the hell are you crazy about!"

"I don't love you, what am I waiting for you for so long?"

Shen Yi didn't struggle, he just looked away and said, "That's not called waiting."

"?" Cen Yun frowned again, expressing his confusion.

"I remember everything in the nine years, how you treat me, you and I know very well."

Cen Yun's eyes dimmed: "What do you want to say?"

"What I want to say is that I have nothing! I have nothing fucking for you!" Shen Yi suddenly became excited!open his hard

hands, roared angrily, and stared viciously at the guy in front of him that he loved and hated.

Cen Ye looked at him in astonishment, and forgot to say harsh words for a moment.

"Cen Ye...you are so cruel." After the yelling, Shen Yi panted heavily and calmed down slowly, closed his eyes a little tiredly, and then slowly opened them.

"Do you think it's fun to play with me? Do you feel comfortable seeing me like a coward?!"

Cen Jun stared at him quietly, without saying a word.

What Shen Yi said was half wrong and half right.

If it wasn't for him, probably Shen Yi would have a lot.

but……

What made me attach to him at the beginning was when he first met him, he grabbed his hand; the thin and small figure led the way, so that he had nothing to fear but could only feel

The warmth from the palm of your hand.

It was Shen Yi who reached out to him first!

"For you, I have nothing, what else do you want?"

"Nine years are at your disposal, and it's time for you to stop."

Cen Ye suddenly felt a little choked up, his throat was choked by the soreness that surged up, and he couldn't speak.

Only now did he realize that no matter how hard he tried, Shen Yi in front of him was still that pale guy who was almost transparent.

He swallowed hard the discomfort in his throat, his tone softened, and he almost blurted out, he said innocently: "Start again, just stay by my side, I will raise

you. "

Shen Yi was stunned for a moment, as if he had heard some century joke, he suddenly laughed exaggeratedly, and laughed for a long time until tears came out.he

He stretched out his hand to wipe it, looked at him dumbfounded, and said with a chuckle, "Cen Jun, tell me, have we started yet?"

"..." Cen Yun froze, trembling all over, he took a deep breath, grasped his hands tightly, realized that he was flustered, and couldn't wait to claim credit,

He said anxiously: "But I have guarded you for nine years!"

Shen Yi looked at him with a scornful smile, as if looking at an extremely innocent child, and said cruelly and slowly: "You are just guarding, what you think is your own