another kind of amnesia

nothing more. "

"?"

"At that time, I didn't say...Cen Jun, I accept you."

"..."

A biting cold current rushed through Cen Jun's body quickly, and his whole body was trembling at the moment of coldness.

The funny thing is that at that moment, he actually remembered that there really was such a scene.

He didn't open an umbrella, and it was raining lightly, sprinkled on him.

Holding an umbrella, Shen Yi looked at himself standing in front of him in surprise, and himself, blushing up to his neck, stammered...Shen, Shen Yi

, I, I like you.

Shen Yi was a little frightened, startled for a moment, then smiled, just looking at himself with a smile.

The scene froze suddenly, and Cen Jun stared at the floor in disbelief.

That's right, what Shen Yi said was right. At that time, he didn't say anything, but...

The tall, clumsy man standing in front of him was acting affectionate.

For nearly ten years together, from beginning to end, he was the only one who cared about this relationship that hadn't actually started yet. At that time, he didn't even know whether Shen Yixi liked him or not.

I don't even know, I just think, Shen Yi will definitely accept what I say.

Just thinking that he is so gentle, I will definitely not be willing to reject him.

Cen Ye stood by the bed for a long time, without moving, until he felt dizzy from standing, so he moved a little.

He raised his head, Shen Yi was half lying on the bed, looking out of the window, the soft light outside the window hit him, as if covered with a layer of warm velvet light, dark

There was a faint gleam in his eyes, and there was a slight smile on his lips, the little tiger teeth that Cen Ye loved so many years ago were faintly visible.

Cen Ye understood what he was laughing at.

What he's laughing at is...he won.

However, Cen Ye really gave in, his brain was still buzzing, and the peaceful atmosphere in the afternoon made him calm down gradually.for a long time

After that, Cen Ye smiled softly, slowly stretched out his hand and paused on Shen Yi's head, and finally covered it gently, touched it gently, and said, "You win!"

It is. ”

Shen Yi turned his head and looked at Cen Yun with a smile. His eyes were a little dull and a little strange. He carefully sized up the person who followed him so clumsily many years ago.

The guy behind him, now, the stupid guy has grown into an outstanding and handsome man, and he... has nothing but scars.

Thanks to him.

He heard Cen Jun whispering: "I've been thinking..."

Cen Yun casually pulled a chair and sat down. There was no place to put his hands in embarrassment, so he put them on his lap solemnly, lowered his gaze, and didn't look at Shen Yi.

Said: "It should be, when you lost your memory, I was thinking, if I am willing to guard you for ten years, then when you recover, you will

You won't be so moved that you want to marry me..."

Shen Yi glanced at him lightly: "You think too much."

"..." Cen Yun was paused for a while, before continuing: "I really love you."

Shen Yi let out a sneer from his nasal cavity, but didn't speak.

In such a quiet ward, he could hear Cen Yun trying his best to lower his voice.

"After amnesia, you start dating all kinds of girls, but you will never see me."

"Even if you are locked at home, you still want to leave me."

"I have been waiting alone for a long time, and you have been forgotten, remembered, and forgotten... again and again, suffering repeatedly. But you have been thinking... to escape

,leave me. Cen Jun suddenly stared fiercely at the floor, his hands that were originally on his thighs wrinkled his trousers out of anger.

"So?" It didn't matter anymore, so Shen Yi just asked in a normal way, without any special tone.

Cen Jun took a deep breath, let go slowly, relaxed his whole body, and said with a wry smile: "No reason, I still lost after all, Shen Yi, actually...

...you are cruel. "

"At that time, if you can reject me properly then..."

"Will you let go?" Shen Yi asked cut-off.

Cen Jun paused for a long time, and finally shook his head lightly and said, "I won't..."

Shen Yi rolled his eyes at him.

Suddenly, a gust of cool wind blew in gently, and the hyacinth that Shen Yi liked very much in the vase on the table was blown gently, and it swayed out.

Light fragrance.

After the wind stopped, Cen Ye bent down and lay on Shen Yi's lap: "Shen Yi, you have to remember that I surrendered today because I misunderstood you at that time."

"What do you mean?"

"At that time you couldn't give an accurate answer, so I misunderstood, but...I will tell you clearly now." Cen Yan slowly

Sit up straight, stare into his eyes, and slowly say word by word: "I, love, you."

Shen Yi looked at him with disdain.

"I don't care if you accept or reject now, in short, I let go of your hand today, but when we meet next time, it will be a lifetime thing

. "

"What do you want."

Cen Yun suddenly smiled ambiguously: "I will haunt you forever."

"..."

Shen Yi turned his face away lightly, not taking it seriously at all.

Cen Ye stared at his profile obsessively, and after a long time, he let out a helpless sigh.

Compromised, compromised, what else can we do if we don’t compromise?

"Shen Yi, goodbye."

When Cen Ye walked to the door and put his hand on the doorknob, he still turned his head and looked at that...

The guy he couldn't keep fat, was so pale that he almost melted into the air.

"Goodbye, Cen Yun."

Shen Yi said without looking back.

In response to him, the door was gently closed with a click.

Shen Yi looked out the window blankly, gradually clenched his hands hanging on both sides, his eyes were full of resentment and unwillingness.

Goodbye Cen Ye.

You succeeded and made me useless in front of you for nine years.

In the tenth year, I will pay you back twice as much.

Makes you feel hopeless.

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After Cen Jun left, he never thought about going back to the hospital to see that person again.

He knew he must be gone.

The moment he walked out of the building, the warm rain began to patter down, wetting his face little by little, making his eye sockets feel hot.

It's been nine years, that man has been carefully kept in his heart by him, and he has pampered him carefully for nine years.As for the other party, he also firmly took root in his heart and quietly spread to the bottom of his heart.

It is he who is willing to put him in his heart, the softest and most important position, it is he who is willing to let him take root, and it is himself who is willing to stand by him.

Now, that guy who remembers everything has become too cruel, and without hesitation, he uprooted the roots that were stuck in his heart... uprooted.

Heartbreaking.

And he could only bear the pain with blood in his mouth, let go of his hand with a smile, and said to him... Be careful on the road.

He suddenly remembered a dream from a long, long time ago, in which there was darkness, he groped in the darkness for a long time, and finally found a tiny circle of light, which glowed with a gentle and mysterious light, that was probably the end of the darkness .

The rays of light streamed down leisurely, swaying and slowly converging into a thin path, stretching in front of him.

He looked at the road. On the road, there was Shen Yi smiling innocently, with his little canine teeth showing.He squatted down with a doting smile, and gently touched it with his hand lovingly, but he was stabbed hard.

It hurts in the dream, but in reality, how painful it should be.

He withdrew his hand in pain, looked at it suspiciously, his face was almost pressed against it, but he couldn't find any thorns.

Suddenly, there was a voice, ethereal and distant, with the tone of dizzy waves in the water, saying...

——Go over, he is waiting for you in front.

Then, he walked over in a strange way.

Without any hesitation or any thought, just because I heard the voice say, he is in front, he is waiting for him.

Every step that followed, no matter how carefully he walked and how hard he tried, was a pain in the heart.

It was dark all around, and no one came to save him.

On a long road, he was walking slowly in the rain alone, when his legs suddenly softened, and he fell to the ground...

His eyes hung down on the ground, and the needle-like rain pierced into the puddles that had become puddles, making water circles one after another, and in the water circles was his blurred reflection.

He stared at the reflection in a daze. After a long time, he reached out to touch it, and gently poked in, but completely scattered the reflection.

At that time, he suddenly had a realization.

He and Shen Yi are nothing but water, moon and mirror, a dream that is the easiest to break apart.

Later, Cen Ye went home for some unknown reason. He worked at home for most of the day, bathing and cooking the two children and putting them to bed.

When the two children asked Shen Yi innocently, blinking their eyes, Cen Ye just casually put it off.

But the children continued to ask questions relentlessly, so Cen Jun could only hold them all on his lap and sit there, with one arm around one to prevent them from falling, and said...

Uncle Shen Yi has gone home. There is something to do at home, so he won't come again.

Hope for this kind of thing, it is enough for him to look forward to it alone, he doesn't want to let the children get involved in such a thing.

The children let out an oh in frustration, but said nothing more.

The next day, Chen Yan came to deliver lunch to Shen Yi as usual. The moment he entered the door, Cen Ye glanced at her casually, then continued to read the documents, and said casually, "He's gone."

Chen Yan paused, and didn't realize for a while whether he was talking to himself, or whether he walked to Shen Yi's desk with ease, but there was no one, so he put down the lunch box, and asked Cen Yun angrily: