The road of chasing his wife by being attacked by scumbags

"Ansu and I know each other because of you." Lu Zhi mentioned Ansu again, not because of this person, but because there is Ansu between them, if you want to talk, you have to mention it this person. "He should have made a special plan to get close to me. At that time, I was very depressed. I found that we gradually had no common language, and you were no longer the young man who followed me with few words. You can become Very good, very good, so good that everyone likes you, let me cherish you."

"I don't know what kind of mood I am in. I think you are too good, and I am under a lot of pressure. I am worried that I am not good enough for you, so as long as I hear those people tell me to cherish you, I will easily Above, it seems that I am going to lose you. I am very worried, afraid that one day you will think I am troublesome, or you will be tired and want to leave... I want to be nice to you, but I am also distressed, if I am too flattering , do you think that I am not the brother you like?"

"At that time, I met An Su. He said that he was our study and had studied with you." Lu Zhi smiled, and his smile was bitter. "What he said is different from other people. It is also possible that he has studied my mental state specifically for me. He will not say how good you are like those people. He told me that you are not omnipotent, so you Need me. I can't be too nice to you, and if you're too nice, you might want to leave."

That period of memory was actually not clear, and what he thought was completely absurd at that time sounded like it was spoken by someone close to him at that time, because it calmed his flustered heart and eased his bad state of mind. .

"Later, we had a period of frequent contact, and maybe the spiritual suggestion had already begun at that time. I can't remember what my original intention was. I wanted to be nice to you, but after I got better, I felt awkward for a long time, and I really wanted to And some shitty stuff. That's how I got what I wanted, even though I didn't know what it was at the time."

"Later, I gradually forgot a lot of things." Lu Zhi lowered his eyes, although these are facts, but what he did will not change, even if An Su's factors were involved, but the most serious injury That person is still him.No matter what the excuse is, if he is determined, if he doesn't affect his love for Si Xinyan because of those things in the outside world, there won't be so many things happening.

It was his fault after all.

"Actually, I'm very upset." Si Xinyan continued his words.There are a lot of things that he has been pressing in his heart all the time, and he behaves indifferently, or is obedient, but in fact he cares a lot and has a lot of thoughts.

He didn't care about An Su, but he cared about the contact between An Su and Lu Zhi, and the changes that Lu Zhi had undergone because of An Su. He wanted to ask, but in the end it turned into pandering. "I should be angry, I should ask what is your relationship with Ansu."

"I have been waiting for you to ask, every time you are angry, I will be very happy, I think you still care about me, and you will lose your temper because of me. Have you noticed that every time you are angry, it is actually When you are too busy to take care of me for a long time..." Lu Zhi lowered his head, he is not invincible, he needs Si Xinyan very much.

He wanted Si Xinyan to rely on him, but he didn't really need Si Xinyan to be inseparable from him, it was just that he couldn't do without Si Xinyan himself.

He said that if no one leaves, he can't do it, but in fact, Si Xinyan can scratch his bald head if he is on a business trip for a week.

But he never put these things on the surface, he always maintained that kind of insipidity, as if nothing happened, as if he really didn't care, he had deceived himself and Si Xinyan.

Slowly, as if I really didn't care.

"I want to be magnanimous, I want to say that I don't care about Ansu, I just care about your attitude, so I am angry with you, and I am a little happy with you, I feel like I have found a relationship with you." The way you get along has changed, we can talk more." Now that I think about it, is this love?

This is a joke.

How did they live these eight years? When they recalled these things at this moment, they all felt that they might have a mental illness at that time.

But once a person is trapped in a vicious circle, he will always be stuck in the corner and unable to get out. The two of them are probably like this.

At this moment, the two of them were sitting together to reflect, just like two students, talking and talking, it was clearly a sad atmosphere, but inexplicably infected with some joy.

"How on earth have we been together for eight years?" Lu Zhi murmured.

"Because I can bear it, I have loved you stupidly for eight years." Si Xin replied.

Lu Zhi couldn't accept it anymore: "I also liked you for eight years..." After speaking, his voice weakened: "Although it seems that I haven't told you all this time."

"It's not that I don't want to confess...it's just that I can't find a suitable opportunity every time, but our relationship is getting more and more rigid. I'm worried that you will make fun of me if I say it."

The two were silent for a while, both defeated by their past selves.

But in fact, they didn't laugh at their positions in the past, because they are still idiots now.

"Yanyan, I still love you." Lu Zhi said softly, "It's not about guilt, nor about the most beautiful thing you can't get. You only know how to cherish it when you lose it. I love you and don't want to leave you. I want mine. You will be with me for the rest of my life."

"I know that I am not convincing at all when I say something like this. It sounds ridiculous, and you won't agree, but I still want to say it." He squatted in front of Si Xinyan and looked at him. One sentence: "I want to chase you."

Si Xinyan looked at him, the man in front of him seemed to be a little different from the man in his memory at any time.

He is not the "brother" he liked when he was a teenager, nor is he the "Lu Zhi" he has been pursuing for eight years. He has lost a lot of weight, his face has less flesh, his cheekbones are a little clearer, and his eyes are very obvious. Dark circles under my eyes, I guess I haven't slept well during this time.

The eldest brother said that he was taking medicine and recuperating. Si Xinyan didn't know what was wrong with him, but he didn't even care about Winter City, which meant that something was serious.

The man who had abandoned Winterfell and everything else knelt down in front of him, and said these words to him very seriously.

"I haven't been chased before." Si Xinyan said.

He really hasn't been chased before, they didn't pursue this process together, it seems that the process of falling in love is not very perfect.

"I reject you." Si Xinyan said.

Lu Zhi laughed, the haze in his eyes dissipated slowly, although he was still in the darkness, but he had already seen his light. "It's okay, I will keep pursuing you until you agree, or you find your true happiness."

Si Xinyan opened his mouth, he hugged Lu Zhi, and said, "I wish you success."

"But I won't like you as much as before." Si Xinyan let go of him, stood up and said, "Now I have to learn to be an emotionless killer and play with other people's feelings."

"You waited for me for eight years, but you didn't get a response. This time, if you replace me, you can do whatever you want. Even if you don't get a response in this life, I will stick to it." This is probably Lu Zhi's sudden appearance Realization, he probably won't love a second person like Ai Si Xinyan in this life, since he was a teenager, there has been only one person in his heart from beginning to end.

It was he who pushed him away from him with his own hands, so he had to chase him back himself.

After the two of them said these words, it was as if they had untied their knots. They were in a much better state, and they no longer avoided each other's eyes when they looked at each other. Although Si Xinyan didn't say how gentle he was to Lu Zhi all at once. That's it.

Now he wants to learn from Sister Yu and be a rational person.

If Lu Zhi analyzed his psychology and said a few good words, and Si Xinyan fell into it again, then he was really mentally ill.

When the two came down from the third floor, everyone on the second floor also came out of the house, pushing An Linhe downstairs to introduce An Linhe to those who attended the banquet today, although An Linhe will not appear now In a formal social occasion, but the Lu family managed to find this child, how could they wrong An Linhe? Of course, they had to introduce him generously.

Si Xinyan glanced at the guests in the banquet hall, and immediately spotted Le Yintao's father from the crowd. He thought it was a little funny, so he took out his phone and pointed it at him to take a picture.

So Le Yintao received a message from Si Xinyan, the whole process of his father changing his face.

From the calm communication and entertainment, to looking forward, to the expression on the face being frozen, and then collapsed, and then all the expressions on the face were quickly restrained, and finally the face was replaced with a social smile.

Si Xinyan explained to him [Yan: The person introduced on stage is the whole process of his son's boyfriend changing his face. 】

Le Yintao was a little speechless. An Linhe was going to meet his family tonight. He was very nervous at first, and kept watching on his phone to see if An Linhe or Si Xinyan would send him a message, but it took him a long time to wait. His dad's face-changing video.

Who wants to look at that middle-aged greasy old man!Let his handsome boyfriend out, okay?

He sincerely added his voice with various exclamation points and sent it to Si Xinyan. As he wished, he received a short video of his boyfriend. The tall and handsome boyfriend was surrounded by several women, with an embarrassed face, but a smile But happy.

Le Yintao breathed a sigh of relief, and felt that it was okay, that this little silly man was his boyfriend, and he could still laugh now, which showed that he was able to adapt well in such an atmosphere.

Le Yintao has always known that An Linhe is very adaptable. After all, he only needs two days to make it difficult for people to see that he is just a poor boy from the countryside.Now that he has been involved in a relatively high-level occasion like a dinner party, although he has not experienced it before, as long as he is given time, he can also adapt.

An Linhe is a very powerful person, and there are countless possibilities in his future. Leyintao is waiting to explore with him.