Mr. Incompetent Bodyguard

When he arrived at Ji Jin's house, Shen Qingyu swiped his card and went upstairs by himself.The elevator door opened, and Shen Qingyu's heart sank when he saw the huge room was pitch black.But in the next second, the sensor light at the entrance turned on automatically, illuminating Ji Jin's shoes at the door, and the stone in Shen Qingyu's heart instantly fell to the ground.

He walked into Ji Jin's bedroom lightly, turned on the light, and immediately a nervous voice came from the bed: "Don't turn on the light!"

Shen Qingyu was startled, only to see that the person on the bed had covered himself tightly with a quilt, and his voice was very nasal, he must have cried...or is crying now.

Shen Qingyu hesitated for two seconds, then turned off the light.

He thought about it, but he didn't go forward immediately, he retreated to the balcony to call Su An.

"Hello? Sister An, I found Ah Jin. He's at home... well, it's fine, he's already asleep... Can you help him with tomorrow's work? I think he needs a good rest...Okay, you should also rest earlier."

After 2 minutes, he hung up the phone and returned to Ji Jin's room.Ji Jin was still huddled under the quilt, Shen Qingyu didn't know how he was, and he didn't dare to go up and lift the quilt forcibly.But he knew that Ji Jin definitely needed his personal space now, otherwise he wouldn't have run home from the hotel in the middle of the night.

"Go to sleep, I won't disturb you, just stay with you." Shen Qingyu said softly, "If you don't want me to stay here, I'll go out."

Ji Jin didn't make a sound.After a while, Shen Qingyu heard the sound of cloth rubbing against each other, the quilt was moving.

It seemed that Ji Jin didn't want to drive him away.

Shen Qingyu glanced at his phone and found that it was almost four o'clock in the morning again.As a person who insists on going to bed early and getting up early, these are definitely the most irregular two days in his life in the past four years.It may be that after confirming that Ji Jin was fine, his heart was relieved all night. After sitting by the bed for a while, he felt sleepy like a tide.

He went out to look around again, and found that although there was a bed in the other room, no one lived in it all year round. The bed board was empty, and there was not even a sheet.There were a lot of things piled up on the sofa in the living room, and he didn't dare to touch them.Finally he went back to Ji Jin's room.

"If you don't mind, can I sleep next to you tonight?" Shen Qingyu asked very quietly.

Ji Jin didn't answer him.There has been no movement in the bed for a while, and I don't know if I have fallen asleep.

Shen Qingyu's body can endure any pain and endure any hardship, but he can't afford to be hungry or sleepy.Fortunately, Ji Jin's bed was very big, he took off his coat, and lay down lightly on the other side, the space between Ji Jin and Ji Jin could accommodate two more people.

His head touched the pillow, his eyes were closed, and Shen Qingyu fell asleep within half a minute.

……

At ten o'clock the next morning, Shen Qingyu was still sleeping, and Ji Jin woke up first.He opened his eyes, and the first thing he saw was Shen Qingyu lying not far away.

Memories of last night immediately came to mind, Ji Jin stared at Shen Qingyu in a daze.

Shen Qingyu's profile while asleep is very pretty, but for some reason, it doesn't feel as soft as when he was awake.Maybe it's because his lines are angular, his nose bridge is high and straight, his eyebrows are sword eyebrows, and the arc of his jaw is also very clear.His tenderness is shaped by his eyes and his smile.

Ji Jin couldn't help thinking, is Shen Qingyu born with such a good personality?What kind of family can raise such a good person?

When he regained his senses, Ji Jin found that he had moved to Shen Qingyu's side unconsciously.

He propped up his upper body slightly, and stretched out his hand hesitantly, wanting to touch the person in front of him.He wanted to make sure this person was real and not in a dream.

When his fingers were about to touch Shen Qingyu's lips, Shen Qingyu's breath sprayed on his fingertips.It was obviously warm, but he had a feeling of being scalded, and he retracted his hand like lightning.

It may be that his movement was too loud, Shen Qingyu frowned, but he didn't wake up completely, turned over to face Ji Jin and continued to sleep.

Ji Jin: "..."

He let go of the arm supporting his upper body, lay down again, and silently looked at Shen Qingyu face to face.

After an unknown amount of time, Shen Qingyu finally woke up, opened his eyes in a daze, and Ji Jin immediately turned back to the lying down position.

Shen Qingyu yawned and sat up, and took the mobile phone by the bed.It was almost 10:30, and there was a message from Su An on the phone.

The first one was after eight o'clock in the morning, and Su An asked him if he was awake.Because he didn't reply, Su An guessed that he was still asleep, and later sent him another message telling him that Ji Jin's work had been cancelled, and asked him to call her back when he woke up.

Shen Qingyu glanced at Ji Jin and saw that his eyes were closed, thinking that he was still sleeping, so he went out with his mobile phone lightly.

Five minutes later, Shen Qingyu heard movement from the bedroom, hurried in to take a look, and found that Ji Jin sat up from the bed.

"Are you awake?"

"Ah."

"how do you feel?"

It took a few seconds for Ji Jin to reply: "Tired."

Shen Qingyu hurriedly said: "I just talked to Sister An on the phone, and she has already contacted you. You will rest at home today and don't need to work. Sister An will come to see you at noon."

"Tell her not to come over." Ji Jin was very annoyed, "I don't want to see anyone today."

Shen Qingyu: "..." He wasn't sure whether this sentence was implying that he should get out of here, or that he was no longer a human being?

But as long as Ji Jin doesn't tell him to go, he will stay here with the cheek.With Ji Jin's current state, he was worried about leaving Ji Jin alone.

Shen Qingyu asked in a low voice, "Do you have a new toothbrush at home?" He didn't bring any luggage, and he didn't wash up last night.

Ji Jin's voice was muffled: "Find the two drawers under the bathroom countertop yourself. The razor and facial cleanser are in the mirror cabinet."

Soon, Shen Qingyu, who cleaned himself up, came back: "A Jin, do you want to eat?"

He has always been cautious when talking to Ji Jin, he wants to communicate with Ji Jin, but he is afraid that he will annoy Ji Jin and then hide.

"I don't have an appetite." Ji Jin was silent for a while, probably knowing that not eating would hurt his health, and sighed, "Have some porridge."

Shen Qingyu nodded quickly: "Okay."

He ran to the kitchen and looked around. There was rice and meat in the freezer, but there were no fresh vegetables.Fortunately, there were a few cans of dry goods in the cabinet, so he decided to make chicken porridge with mushrooms, which was also considered nutritious.

While Shen Qingyu was cutting meat in the kitchen, Ji Jin walked in slowly.He originally wanted Shen Qingyu to order takeaway, but he didn't expect Shen Qingyu to cook by himself.

"You can still cook?"

Shen Qingyu laughed at himself: "If I don't know how to do it, I will probably die before I reach maturity."

Ji Jin was surprised.

"You wait for me for half an hour, I'll make it simple, and I'll eat it soon."

Ji Jin did not leave the kitchen, but stood aside and watched.He asked in a low voice, "Is your finger okay?"

Shen Qingyu's index finger was still wrapped with thick gauze, because he couldn't get wet, he always held one finger up when cooking.But he's so used to dealing with injuries that it barely affects him.

"I'm fine." Shen Qingyu found that although Ji Jin was not in a high mood today, he didn't feel very repulsed to communicate with him, so he started looking for topics to chat with Ji Jin, "Ah Jin, what do you usually eat at home?"

"There are not a few days in a month when I can stay at home..." Ji Jin said, "There will be a nutrition team to deliver meals to me." He was originally working today, so he was absent from work temporarily, so naturally no one delivered meals.

After Shen Qingyu cut the chicken, he saw that the dried shiitake mushrooms were almost soaked, so he put them on the cutting board and cut them into cubes.

"A Jin," he tried to make his tone as calm as possible, "Is there any discomfort in your body?"

Ji Jin was silent for a long time, until Shen Qingyu finished cutting up the mushrooms, he finally turned his head away and let out a long breath: "The hospital said I have biphasic."

"Dual phase..."

"Bipolar disorder. Ever heard of bipolar disorder? That's it."

After Ji Jin finished speaking, he pawed his fingers on the table, wanting to know Shen Qingyu's reaction, but did not dare to look at Shen Qingyu's expression, his muscles tensed.

Shen Qingyu knew about this disease.He has read a lot of psychology books in the past few years, and has a simple understanding of the most common mental illnesses.That's why he realized so quickly that Ji Jin was not in a bad temper, but sick.

Ji Jin heard the sound of water, it was Shen Qingyu washing his hands.After a while, Shen Qingyu walked up to him.With lowered eyes, he could only see the part below Shen Qingyu's chest.Then he saw Shen Qingyu open his arms to him.

It was a tentative move, Ji Jin did not refuse, so Shen Qingyu took a step forward and hugged him into his arms.

He can't say anything consoling. As a man who devotes most of his energy to sports, most of the coaches, opponents, and friends around him are also men with strong muscles and rough thinking.He can't express emotions very delicately, he only knows that sometimes a hug, a simple massage or a fist bump can win a thousand words.

Ji Jin wanted to cry again.During the depression period, he just shed tears easily, and he couldn't control it.

He buried his face in Shen Qingyu's shoulder.The hug was silent, strong and long.

Until the porridge on the pot boiled, Shen Qingyu let go of Ji Jin, and poured the shiitake mushrooms and chicken that had just been cut into the pot.

After waiting for another 15 minutes or so, the porridge had become sticky, so Shen Qingyu turned off the heat and served it to the table.

The two continued to chat while drinking hot porridge.

"Don't Miss An know about your illness?"

Ji Jin shook his head: "She doubted it before. I said I had this temper since I was a child, and she believed it."

Ji Jin’s words are not completely lying. He has indeed been eccentric since he was a child. He is not warm to people and tends to be serious. When he devotes himself to music, he seems to be cut off from the outside world.He went to the hospital only when his condition became serious as an adult, and his body became more and more unwell, which even affected his life.

What's more, ordinary people's understanding of mental illness is very limited, and depression has not been commonly heard of until recent years.When encountering Ji Jin's situation, most people would only think that he has "a really bad personality", "sick mind", or even—"an artist has a personality."

Before Shen Qingyu could continue to ask, Ji Jin said in a low voice: "I haven't told anyone about this disease, you are the first one."

Shen Qingyu was taken aback, and blurted out: "Where is Xiao Yijie?"

When Ji Jin heard the name, his expression darkened instantly, and he put down the spoon in his hand.

"I didn't tell him!" Ji Jin said angrily.

The author has something to say:

The first time we share the same bed, will the second time be far away? (Hey

Some friends earlier questioned why Sister An didn't see that Ji Jin was sick.There are two reasons, one is that Sister An is a woman, she doesn't live with Ji Jin, and she doesn't follow Ji Jin 24 hours a day, she can't notice some details; the second is that she only knows about mental illness Only people will think about this aspect, otherwise they will really only think that this person has a strange temper.I had a roommate in college who was bipolar, and we didn't see it at all, except that she was a bit of a nerd sometimes, and she was so smart that she started her own company right out of college.She didn't even realize she had a problem.It wasn't until after she got married that her husband found out that she was self-harming and took her to the hospital.

And everyone's symptoms are different, and Ah Jin's symptoms are relatively mild.When I wrote the novel, the clues were very clear, of course everyone can see it clearly, but in reality it may not be possible to see it...