Mr. Incompetent Bodyguard

In the morning, Shen Qingyu went to the club as planned.After training until twelve noon, he rushed home from the club and had lunch with Ji Jin.

After lunch, Ji Jin put on a disguise and the two of them were about to go out. Ji Jin went back to the room and brought out a bunch of gift boxes.

Shen Qingyu stared blankly: "What is this?"

"A gift for your father." Ji Jin said shyly, "You suddenly proposed to visit your father in the morning, and I didn't dare to go out shopping alone, so I sorted out some gifts from sponsors at home." Gift box... your dad won't mind giving these, right?"

Although it was a gift from a sponsor, it was also a good thing in itself. There were brand-name ties, watches, and various nutritional products, all of which were of great value.

Shen Qingyu laughed.He was too anxious to go to the club in the morning, and before he had time to explain clearly to Ji Jin, Ji Jin took it as going to meet his parents.

He took off the bag in Ji Jin's hand and put it aside, shaking his head: "Don't bring anything."

Ji Jin thought he was being polite, and frowned, "How can I do that?"

Shen Qingyu took his hand and walked towards the entrance: "It's not what you think. Go out first, I'll tell you slowly on the way."

Although Su An did some research on Shen Qingyu's family background before joining the job, Su An did not tell Ji Jin about the results of the investigation.Ji Jin just heard from Shen Qingyu that his mother seemed to have passed away when he was very young, and his father didn't care much about him, and he knew nothing about the rest.

On the way to the hospital by car, Shen Qingyu introduced himself to Ji Jin slowly.

"Shen Wang...I mean my dad. I used to call him by his name directly after I was a teenager." Shen Qingyu said while turning the steering wheel and driving the car out of the community, "He is very unreliable. Man... When I was young, he changed many jobs, worked as a security guard, worked as a driver, worked in sales, and even started his own business..."

In fact, even Shen Qingyu didn't know exactly what Shen Wang had done.He only knew that Shen Wang couldn't do anything well, and no job lasted more than half a year.

Ji Jin sat in the passenger seat and listened silently to Shen Qingyu.

Shen Qingyu recalled the past along his own growth, and couldn't help thinking that when his mother was still alive, he had little impression of his father.Because his mother took good care of him alone, so that he didn't notice any difference between his family and other people's family at that time.Unfortunately later...

He pursed his lips and remained silent for a while, then continued: "When I was nine years old, my mother died in a car accident, and my other relatives were far away, so I could only live with him. After that, I I know how unreliable he is..."

Ji Jin glanced at Shen Qingyu in surprise.When Shen Qingyu mentioned his mother's death, his attitude was very calm, but his calm made Ji Jin feel uneasy, so Ji Jin reached out and took his hand holding the steering wheel.

Shen Qingyu knew that he was comforting himself, shook his head and smiled: "It's okay. It's been 15 years, and it's nothing."

Ji Jin didn't know what to say, and was afraid of affecting Shen Qingyu's driving, so he silently withdrew his hand.

His train of thought was interrupted, Shen Qingyu paused and continued: "As I said just now, he is a very unreliable person. After my mother passed away, maybe he thought I was a burden, but he still didn't care much about me. .Sometimes he earns money outside, and he will come back and throw me hundreds of dollars to spend. But most of the time, he doesn’t care what I take to pay tuition, no matter what I eat for every meal, no matter what I do outside ..."

Ji Jin was stunned again: Is there such a father in the world?

"Because my parents didn't care about me, I was very bad for a while when I was a child. When I was in elementary school, I fought with others outside and robbed my classmates' pocket money..." Shen Qingyu was a little embarrassed when talking about these dark histories, "Maybe I punched That’s when kung fu was practiced.”

He laughed at himself, but Ji Jin couldn't laugh at all: "You are so young, no one cares how you survived?"

"It's not that nobody cares at all. I've always been very lucky, and I always meet people who are willing to help me." Shen Qingyu said, "When I was young, several neighbors often invited me to their home for dinner. The staff will also take care of me. Shen Wang didn't give me money to pay the tuition, the school teacher helped me advance the payment, and even applied for a bursary for me..."

It still warms his heart when he thinks of these people.It's a pity that it's been too long, and he was too young at that time, and he had already lost the contact information of those people, and he didn't know how to repay.

But Ji Jin was almost out of breath.How strong must a person living this kind of life be to be able to say that he is particularly lucky?God...

Shen Qingyu realized that he had drifted away, and brought the topic back to Shen Wang: "Well... because there are always people helping me, the biggest headache when I was young was not that I had no food to eat, nor did I have money to pay tuition, It’s Shen looking at this person... He sometimes drinks too much. If he drinks too much, he will go crazy, smash things at home, and beat people. No one knows when he will be sober. So I come home from school every day, if I'm happy when he's not at home, and if he's at home, I just want to go out and find a place to hide."

Speaking of this, Shen Qingyu let go of his left hand holding the steering wheel, and lightly touched his left brow bone: "My left eye has poor vision because he was injured by drinking too much. But fortunately, I was young at that time, The recovery ability is strong, and the vision has returned to 0.4. It does not affect my life, nor does it affect my boxing..."

Ji Jin lost his voice: "Your father injured your eye?!" He always thought it was injured in a fight!

"Yes."

"...Me! Fuck!" Ji Jin couldn't hold back his swearing.He didn't want to go to the hospital anymore, he wanted to turn around and go home immediately, otherwise when he saw Shen Qingyu's father later, he was afraid that he would angrily grab something and throw it at him.

Shen Qingyu felt that this topic was too heavy, and said: "Actually, it's okay. I didn't get along with him for a long time. I lived in the school after I was 14 years old. Later, when I played games, I got bonuses. There will be some grants to cover tuition fees and living expenses, and I basically don't have any contact with him anymore."

It took Ji Jin a long time to adjust his breathing, and finally restrained his anger: "Why is he in the hospital? What's wrong with him?"

"Liver failure is already at an advanced stage. It should be caused by drinking too much alcohol. I only heard about it after I came back from Thailand. He didn't have much money. After he got sick, he sold his old house and spent all the money on treatment. It happened to be in my hand. I still have some savings left, so I occasionally go to the hospital to help him pay for his medical expenses. After all, he has taken care of me for a few meals, so it will be regarded as repayment of interest."

Ji Jin turned to look at him with complicated eyes.Hearing that Shen Wang was seriously ill, a vicious thought came to his mind: He deserved what he deserved!

It's a pity that evil people get bad rewards, but it didn't make him feel better——Shen Qingyu really suffered so much!There was a huge wave in his heart, but he was too poor to describe it in words.

Ji Jin's residence was not far from the hospital, and the roads on Saturday were not congested. About 10 minutes later, Shen Qingyu had already driven his car into the hospital's parking lot.

After the car was turned off, Ji Jin immediately unfastened his seat belt, leaned over to hug Shen Qingyu, and rubbed against his ears.Words can't describe it, but physical intimacy can convey his mood.

Shen Qingyu didn't think he was sad, but when Ji Jin hugged him, he somehow felt better.

The two hugged each other in the car for a moment, Shen Qingyu let go of Ji Jin, and put on a mask for himself - he had shown his face in Ji Jin's MV, although he himself was not afraid of being recognized, but he was afraid of being recognized by others. He followed the clues to recognize Ji Jin beside him, and it was safer to wear it.

After getting off the car, the two walked towards the inpatient department.There are a lot of people in the hospital. Fortunately, it is normal to wear masks in the hospital, and most of the people who come here are anxious and busy, and no one pays attention to them.

Shen Qingyu came to the doctor's consulting room familiarly, but Ji Jin didn't follow him, but waited for him at the door of the consulting room.

After Shen Qingyu entered, the middle-aged female doctor recognized him and asked, "Are you here to pay again?"

Shen Qingyu nodded: "Please trouble the doctor."

The female doctor sighed and began to print out the hospitalization list.This time there were more orders than usual, and she introduced the situation while typing: "The patient has been in a bad condition for the past few days, and has fainted several times due to complications, and the money you paid last month has been used up..."

The hospital adopts the prepayment system, and Shen Qingyu pays a deposit every month. When he comes, the doctor will give him a list of expenses from the previous period.

Shen Qingyu didn't say anything after listening.

The female doctor typed out the list and handed it to Shen Qingyu. Shen Qingyu was about to leave, but the female doctor couldn't hold back, and stopped him again: "Aren't you really going to the ward to take a look? The patient is not awake yet. This time he It should be... really not much time."

Shen Qingyu's footsteps paused slightly, as usual, he left a sentence of "Thank you doctor" and left without looking back.

Ji Jin stood anxiously outside the clinic, and when Shen Qingyu came out, he rushed forward.

"Let's go." Shen Qingyu said, "accompany me to pay the money."

The two came to the payment office, and Shen Qingyu swiped his card to pay a deposit.Ji Jin was still in a mess.He hasn't recovered from Shen Qingyu's story just now, and he doesn't know what mood he should use to meet Shen Qingyu's father in the ward later.

However, after paying the money, Shen Qingyu led Ji Jin straight out of the building of the inpatient department, and Ji Jin asked blankly, "Where are we going?"

"Would you like to walk on the grass with me?"

walk?Ji Jin was surprised: "Aren't you going to see your dad?"

Shen Qingyu shook his head: "I don't want to see him."

He said he wanted to bring Ji Jin to meet his father, but in fact he just came to the hospital, and he didn't really meet anyone.

Ji Jin also heaved a sigh of relief that he didn't need to meet.He nodded: "Let's go."

There is a large lawn behind the hospital, the sun is shining in the afternoon, there are almost no people on the grass, and the environment is very quiet.

Shen Qingyu and Ji Jin went to sit under the shade of a tree, with their backs against the tree trunk, cuddling each other.

Ji Jin asked softly, "Do you still hate him?"

If someone else asked this sentence, Shen Qingyu would shake his head and say no hate.But he brought Ji Jin to the hospital today because he had a lot to say to Ji Jin.

"How should I put it..." Shen Qingyu leaned his head on Ji Jin's shoulder in a rare way. "To be honest, I don't have any feelings for him. I haven't talked to him since I was a child. The two things that left the deepest impression on me are that he hit me when he drank too much, and the second..."

Ji Jin turned his face to look at Shen Qingyu.what is it

Shen Qingyu closed his eyes, and the image of Shen Wang's face flushed with excitement that day appeared in his mind.He can still clearly recall the rare bright appearance of those cloudy eyes.

He smiled: "I can't remember the exact year, it should be not long before I went to the sports school. Once I came home from school and saw him at home. It's rare that he didn't drink, and his face was red. As soon as he saw me He rushed towards me when I entered the door, I turned around and wanted to run, but before I could, he hugged me."

"He was very happy, very excited, and excitedly confessed to me, saying that he had treated me badly before, and asked me to forgive him. He said that he has now found a good opportunity to make a fortune, and he is about to become a big boss. In the future, he will They will let me live a life of luxury, send me to study abroad, and give me a lot of pocket money every month..."

Ji Jin was taken aback when he heard that.What's happening here?

"He told himself to cry. But I didn't believe that such a good thing would happen at that time. Sure enough, when I went home a few days later, I saw him drunk again..." Shen Qingyu said With a sound, he shook his head, "The so-called opportunity to get rich is a very low-level scam. He didn't make any money, and was cheated out of a sum of money."

Ji Jin was almost numb with anger.Shen Wang is simply...

But Shen Qingyu didn't feel disappointed—even back then, he wasn't disappointed, because he didn't even have hope.

"I never believed that he could get rich. But the way he hugged me and cried that day somehow left a deep impression on me. I believe what he said that day was true-if he really did well , he might be a good guy. He has 1000 million, so what's the problem with spending [-] on me? But he can't even live his own life well, so he can only be a jerk."

Ji Jin hesitated to speak, and asked after a while: "So...you forgive him for what he said that day?"

"No. I often think about that incident, not from the perspective of a son looking at his father, but from the perspective of a person looking at another person. I think he is very pitiful." Shen Qingyu sat up straight, Turning his face to look at Ji Jin, there was something very deep in his eyes.

"I made up my mind at that time, I want to be a capable person, I want to live a famous life. I don't expect how much money I make or how much I can achieve. But at least I want to focus on doing one thing, one thing Something I love. Only when I’m strong can I be able to be good to others. Instead of crying one day saying I’m sorry — that doesn’t make any sense.”

Ji Jin stared blankly at Shen Qingyu, his lips trembled, and his confused thoughts were gradually sorted out.

The two sat on the lawn for a while, Shen Qingyu stood up, and stretched out his hand to Ji Jin: "Get up, let's go back." He still has no plans to visit the patient in the ward.

Ji Jin looked at the hand he handed over, but did not hold it, but moved his gaze up along that hand.

After Shen Qingyu stood up, his upper body was soaked in the sunlight.His figure was against the light, and the outline was softly blurred by the sun, while the hand he stretched out into the shadow of the tree was well-articulated and firm.

Ji Jin was a little dazed.

He used to wonder why Shen Qingyu was so gentle, was he born with it?Or did you learn it the day after tomorrow?Until now, he suddenly understood.

——Tenderness is a kind of strength. Without strength, gentleness will not become gentleness, but will only become cowardly and weak.It is precisely because Shen Qingyu has a strong and firm spiritual force that he can become such a gentle person.And among the things that make up this spiritual power, there must be his persistence and persistence in his dreams.

Ji Jin finally held that hand and was pulled up by him.He already understood why Shen Qingyu brought him to the hospital today.

——I will try my best not to hinder you.So, don't give up on me, okay?

he asked in his heart.But he didn't say it.

The two of them were very silent along the way. After taking the elevator upstairs, Shen Qingyu straightened up after changing his shoes, and suddenly a pair of arms hugged him from behind.

Shen Qingyu was slightly startled, and wanted to turn to look at Ji Jin, but Ji Jin held him tightly to prevent him from moving.

After a while, Ji Jin choked with sobs and said, "Xiaoyu, you can accompany me to the doctor. I will work hard to get better."