About my dream of being their mother

How beautiful it is.

Even Suzaku, one of the Twelve Shikigami, who is known for her beauty, can't wait to take her home and carefully guard her when she sees it.

This lady, this beauty...

"It's terrifyingly beautiful."

This terrible appearance affected Suzaku.

So much so that she suddenly forgot her jealousy for her, her jealousy for being Mrs. Abe Seimei.

[If it is this kind of beauty, then it can be forgiven. 】

Suzaku thought so.

No one would refuse such a beauty that is so stunning that it makes women despair.

So does she.

The inflated and arrogant mind in the past was pierced by the sharp jealousy like a sharp needle.

Suzaku couldn't drown his thoughts.

The original love for Abe Seimei, the jealousy for Sakurako-all were drowned at this moment.

Good, beautiful, madam.

Suzaku knelt on the spot.

The body trembled uncontrollably.

[She is guilty. 】

the lady.

No goal, no clear location.

So she, follow the instructions and follow the instructions...

He told her about Heian-kyo.

This beautiful place.

This is where Abe Seimei's real lair is.

And the madam is just holding the child.

smile.

Suddenly.

Then understand clearly.

In the end, he comforted the crying child without knowing anything.

Decided to go to Heian-kyo.

【"Heianjing, you must be able to protect the child."】

The other party suddenly said this sentence.

This sentence made Suzaku want to commit a crime.

Sakura, she...

Hold the baby tenderly.

Holding the child reluctantly.

So tender.

so divine.

Suzaku cried.

*

Its daybreak.

My child is sitting right beside me, guarding me carefully.

He is so good.

Really good and cute.

I really don't understand why such an obedient child should be abandoned.

He seems to have grown up again.

Although, one face is divided into two, just like a deformed child with two heads, but he is really well-behaved.

"Where did your clothes come from?"

"Pick it up."

I picked it up.

Sure enough, it looks better than yesterday when it was wrapped in cloth.

"Can you walk by yourself?"

He hesitated for a moment, then nodded slowly.

That's great.

Although there is no pain or tiredness, but holding a child all the time is also a very headache.

not to mention,

This child is still so big,

It's so big.

I touched the child's face in a daze. His skin was very hard, not soft at all. His four arms looked very... How should I put it, very strong, and it felt like the muscles were about to explode.

How should I put it, it doesn't look like a baby who has just been born for a day.

"I'll give you a name."

I thought of something else.

Japanese ghosts and gods.

Nuo on both sides.

It seems to be two-faced and four-handed.

Hey, why not be three-faced and six-handed, so that he can be named Nezha.

"Nuo on both sides."

"I'll call you double-faced Nuo."

The child did not deny it.

Black shackles bound him.

Mixed with unknown patterns covering his skin, it looked weird and absurd.

I admired sincerely, "It's really beautiful."

I took the child and left the village.

The strange village seems to be more depressed than yesterday.

"Let's go to Heian-kyo."

I don't know if I'm telling myself or telling him, in short, it's like this now, let's go to Heianjing, this is the only place I can go, right?The rest of the place is completely clueless.

There are many small villages along the way.

In the evening, I took my child to the hotel.

The people here are very simple.

Warmly invite me in.

"Oh, you are a little girl, why did you appear in the deep mountains and old forests?" The mother-in-law who didn't know her name knelt on the ground, sighed and stroked my palm.

"Ah, I was kicked out by my family."

"Oh, the perpetrator!"

"Do you know Heian-kyo? I plan to take my children to that place."

"Heian-kyo...? There is no such place nearby."

"How could it be? When I was walking on the road, a gentleman who sold medicine told me."

"Medicine seller! That god damn thing is not a good thing!"

"I feel so too."

You can sell me such a potion without explaining what it is... Hey, it's a good thing I didn't become such a stooped old woman.

The gray-haired mother-in-law sighed, and stood up tremblingly on crutches.

"Stay safe here, girl."

"Thank you."

I took my child by the hand and asked a question suddenly.

"Grandma, do you have any extra bedding?"

"I still have my children."

The mother-in-law froze and turned around, "You...are you not alone?"

what?

what happened?

Why can my family see my baby but this mother-in-law can't?

"is it?"

I asked back.

She nodded, "Ah, yes."

I was stunned.

I watched my mother-in-law go out.

I saw that there was no light in this house, and it was very dim.

I even saw my kids step up and spread the quilt.

So, it's not me dreaming.

My child exists.

exist in this world.

When falling asleep in the middle of the night.

I hold the baby in front of me.

I don't think this place is reliable, very unreliable.

(Most of the things that come across suddenly when you are desperate have problems.)

Even though I haven't reached the point of nowhere...

But I don't think I can stay here.

I decided to run away halfway with my kids.

I patted my kid to get him out of bed.

"Su Nuo wake up."

The child didn't seem to be asleep, and the four orangutan's eyes opened when I touched it lightly.

I think that if you tell a child a lot of words, he will definitely not understand.

After all, he is only a day old.

But I still said, "I don't think this place is safe, let's run away overnight."

"No."

He turned me down.

I'm very troubled now, sure enough, this kind of thing can't be said to such a child who hasn't grown up yet.

I picked him up and coaxed him to run away.

Then yeah.

I found that I couldn't open the door.

Can't open the... door?

what happened?

Sure enough, that old lady has a big problem!Let me just say, in this remote place, eating salt has become a problem in a small village, how could there be a problem.

"Mother." The child raised his head and rubbed against my neck, "Mother, take a good rest."

"I will protect you."

I don't think it's reliable.

How can you fall asleep in this situation?

This good boy, it's only been a day, and he knows how to protect me, protect my not-so-competent mother.

Wow.

What should I do if I am almost moved to cry.

I held him and stroked his hair,

"Good boy."

"Good baby."

There is no way, the door cannot be opened, and the windows are locked. I can only stay in this narrow room where the moonlight seeps in from somewhere.

Really.

Obviously knowing who I am now, the most important thing is to cultivate a good spirit.

But why.

Why can't I sleep at all.

Not that sleepy at all.

Damn.

This group of kidnappers has no sense of kidnappers at all.

Can't you just sprinkle some medicine in your supper?Putting some sleeping pills or drugs, shouldn't that be the best thing kidnappers do?

If I have such subordinates, I must fire them.

Damn.

Not professional at all.

Then, I get sleepy.

Gradually, I don't know what's going on, and I feel sleepy.

Isn't this medicine too bad?

In a daze, I seemed to feel the child kicking me, rustling, and finally stopped.

There is a wet touch on the face, as if it has been rubbed.

"Good night."

Good night.

When I woke up in the morning, I felt very happy. Maybe it was the joy of being a mother?Su Nuo lay in my arms very cutely, and opened her four eyes very cutely.

"have you eaten?"

"have eaten."

Just eat it.

Because I don't feel pain or feel anything, so I naturally don't feel hungry.

"Is mother hungry?"

"not bad."

Su Nuo stopped talking.

Lie quietly in my arms, holding me very cutely.

The door can now be opened.

What a blessing.

I thought I would be drugged and taken to other places. There are always troublesome people in such poor mountains and rivers. It would be bad to be arrested and become Mrs. Yazhai.

"This village, what happened last night?"

Su Nuo shook his head.

"You don't know either?"

Although a little disappointed, it still makes sense, what can a child as young as Su Nuo know.

It's nerve-wracking.

Villages were destroyed.

The corpses were scattered on the ground one by one.

The room is very strange, like... well, like being sucked into the sky.

I am really lucky. The house I live in is not in danger at all.

What a blessing.

"It's unfortunate."

"kindness."

I am so happy that my child, Su Nuo, responded to my words and took my hand to comfort me.

It feels a little bit like being a mother.

"What did you have for breakfast?"

"Meat."

"Is there any meat here?"

"kindness."

"Do you want to take some with you?"

"No."

Su Nuo said very little.

But it doesn't matter, he's only two days old.

so small,

of,

child,

It will save me a little worry about his affairs.

I'm so happy.

I walked around the entrance of the village and found a problem.

It was already midnight when I came here yesterday, and I don't quite remember which way I drove here from, and I don't quite know which direction to go to get to Heian-kyo.

"Heianjing..."

Su Nuo held my hand obediently.

did not speak.

What a well-behaved child, I can't lose my temper with him. If this is the case, it is my negligence as a mother.

Among the ruins at the entrance of the village, the place where the stone fell moved, and a child crawled out scarred and terrified when he saw that I didn't speak and saw the child next to me.

Sure enough, another person who is afraid of deformed children?

I dislike him.

Holding Su Nuo to go.

"Wait a minute!" He hastily crawled over, "Where are you going?"

"Heian Jing." I answered him.

"Pinganjing...Pinganjing." He swallowed, "Can I go with you?"

As if worried that I would repent, he hastily added, "I can be your servant, I can bring my own food, and there is still a month's journey from here to Heianjing—"

I interrupted him, "Do you know how to get to Heian-kyo?"

"Yes!"

"OK then."

I agreed.

Then he looked at the child, "What's your name?"

"Lime."

As if thinking that I didn't believe it, he repeated, "My name is Limei."

Li, Mei.

strange child.

I felt like there was something more in my body, and I was in a trance, and suddenly felt a little dizzy like drinking fake wine.

"Anything to eat?"

My child spoke up.

"some!"

He ran out.

Su Nuo picked up the Liangjia noodle cake that Limei handed over. It was rough and unpalatable, but even though I wasn't hungry, I still needed to eat.

"Because this body is human."

Not cursed.

But the human body.