About my dream of being their mother

This is the era of coexistence of humans and ghosts.

"Are there no monsters in Heian-kyo?"

Limei was surprised, "Heian-kyo is Kyoto."

It's equivalent to... the capital.

I suddenly felt something was wrong, this is not Heianjing in that game, it turns out to be...

But why did the medicine seller appear here?

weird.

After walking a long way on the road, I saw again, strange, very strange, ruined villages.

"War...it's terrible."

I feel the horror of war from the bottom of my heart. When I was still in Synaps, I saw that the Lord of the Sky ordered Icarus to be destroyed—where is the destruction?I forgot.

Anyway, this war is really terrible.

me too...

It is very, very difficult to understand why this kind of thing that cannot create value will always exist.

Why can't human beings live together peacefully?

"It's not a war." Limei was a little scared, but he endured it, "It's a sacrifice."

"Sacrifice... offering?"

"Yes, there is an onmyoji nearby who wants to summon Yamata no Orochi."

The evil god... Yamata no Orochi?

Li Mei walked in front and continued, "Well... it is said that by sacrificing tens of thousands of lives, Yamata no Orochi can be summoned."

"What are you calling out for?"

"do not know."

I don't know...that is the evil god Yamata no Orochi. Even I, who is in the sky, know that this kind of existence is extremely terrifying at the strategic level.

"It's very distressing, Rime."

"?"

"You are so young, you have to survive alone."

"...It's actually fine."

"If you don't mind, come with us."

"Really! Thank you so much!"

Su Nuo was not happy.

He squeezed my hand firmly, and stopped. The four eyes showed a fierce look that I had never seen before. Li Mei seemed to be frightened, and then knelt down in a daze.

"Su Nuo."

I'm not happy anymore.

It's nice to have a sibling.

Especially the brothers and sisters will assist you and help you free of charge.

This is really very good.

"I'm your child." The two-faced Su Nuo opened his mouth, and I noticed that his voice seemed a little hoarse, and there was a smell of blood, "It's just a mere [——], is it worthy?"

Limei knelt on the ground, her body trembling.

"What did you just... say?"

“【——】”

Oops, it seems to be silenced.

do not understand at all.

"A servant must have the self-awareness of a servant." Two-faced Su Nuo took my hand and walked forward, "Don't try to get something that doesn't belong to you."

"……Yes."

I think Su Nuo's words are too heavy.

Although, I thought so too.

But, it shouldn't be like this.

I want Su Nuo to grow up happily, happily and sunny.

"Su Nuo."

I crouched down and hugged my baby.

"You don't need to be so strong, you don't need to be great, you just need to be yourself."

"No matter what, Mom always loves you."

……

……

I don't think I said anything wrong, so why is Su Nuo shy?

I don't understand.

do not know why.

All in all, then move on.

Limei followed us cautiously, alas, this child must be frightened by Su Nuo.

In fact, I want to tell him that Su Nuo is a good boy, a very good boy, very kind and caring, and very kind to his mother.

Such a Su Nuo will not hurt others.

But it seemed to me that Rime was intimidated.

Just, like not daring to move at all.

When I turned my gaze away, he was frightened and lowered his head so he didn't dare to look at me. When I turned my head to Su Nuo, he seemed to be relieved.

It's really...absolutely.

Such a young child is so gifted with observation.

He must be great when he grows up.

Even if it is by the side of a big man, it must be a very powerful existence.

Then, walking on the road, I saw a village.

It's that small.

There are not many people in the village, but there are also many.

It is estimated that there are only a dozen families.

[It’s not bad in ancient times. 】

It looks very harmonious, very harmonious, with a cheerful look.

"lady--!"

I heard Limei seem to want to say something to me, but the villagers in front of me came towards me.

is a woman.

She was wearing poorer clothes, which were completely different from my mother's.

Smiling, climbed into my hand.

"Your child is so cute."

I am very happy.

After all, whoever praises his child will make him very happy.

"Would you like to come into the village and sit down?"

"Okay."

She took us into the village.

This woman is probably more talkative, but I seem to vaguely remember that in ancient times, the idea of ​​men being superior to women was very serious.

But if you look closely at the village, it seems that there are only women and no men.

strange?

Did they go farming?

The woman walking in front was very talkative, but Limei looked like she wanted to say something to me, and was interrupted when she was about to speak.

The woman smiled at me and asked.

"Where are you from?"

"I don't know what direction it is... probably the east?"

"The East...that place is really wonderful."

"Yeah, I think so too."

"Where are you going?"

"Heian Jing."

"Heianjing?"

"right."

"Why go there?"

"I heard it's great there."

"great?"

"Yes."

"Our village is great too."

Their village is really nice.

Although they seem totally, not repulsive to my kids...

But what if it's just the surface.

I'd better go to Heian-kyo that the woman pointed out.

Such a deformed child can live a good life, and my child must be able to.

I thought so.

It just so happened that it was getting late.

"Let's live in our village tonight."

The woman said and took me into the house.

Anyway, it was dusk.

The afterglow of dusk filled the whole village, and there were still some black hole-like substances in the air. I glanced at the sky, and then entered the house.

Brows furrowed.

"It stinks."

I fanned it with my hands, probably to remove a little bit.

Where's the smell?

I looked blankly into the room.

Obviously it is such a nice house.

No worse than my house at home.

"Mother." Su Nuo suddenly stopped me, "What's your name?"

my name?

Oops!

I have no idea!

The Wingmen of Synapse can enter the underground world through dreams, but I am defective—not defective in dreaming, of course, but defective in some places.

...Although it has nothing to do with the topic, I just want to explain it.

My name, on the first day I dreamed, I didn't know it.

...wait a minute, I remember.

"Sakurako."

But I remember, that's what the mother-in-law called me.

She calls me Sakura.

The child opened his mouth.

"Su Nuo... Yingzi?"

I am at a loss.

"Su Nuo Yingzi."

The kid laughed.

Repeat over and over.

"Su Nuo Yingzi."

When it was over, the four eyes narrowed.

"Good to hear."

Another meaning of agreement is bondage.

In giving a person a name, it also binds her.

However, the current situation is more like——

"Single, square, face, de, ask, take."

"Ask, take, love, yeah."

"This is the era when humans and ghosts coexist."

Su Nuo sneered on both sides.

"Humans and ghosts coexist—"

"But human beings are scarier than ghosts."

"—Ghosts can't pretend, but humans can."

"do you think so?"

"Lime."