About my dream of being their mother

It’s ridiculous.

He is a big man, how can he have children?

It's too much nonsense.

This mother is just too much nonsense.

Chanyuan Shi'er had indeed hated his mother extremely, hated her, hated her.

Why should he be born.

(Born to be hated.)

This family, this Chanyuan family, is a completely feudal, ancient and decadent family.

They value children with spell power and despise those who don't.

And he,

There is even a Buddhist temple.

A complete, spellless child.

He is heaven and curse.

Sacrificing all the magic power in exchange for an extremely powerful physical body.

What's more, he.

Learned to take the mother's life in the womb, and learned the Darwin's law of plunder in the womb.

In a way.

His birth would kill the mother.

But the mother in this life is not dead.

The things sent by the head of the Chanyuan family saved my mother's life.

In this life, Zenyuan Shier hesitated.

He hesitated.

He knew he had killed his mother once.

He felt himself a hopeless fool.

He felt like he was real, the kind of madman.

that evil.

He is the source of evil.

Looking back, it's a sad past.

His mother died when he was born.

His wife died when his child was born.

This seemingly unstoppable cursed life wrapped around his body like a curse.

Forcing him to bow his head to fate.

—but now it has changed.

he's changed.

His past has changed.

Zenyuan Shier even has such a question, is it because God sees him as too miserable, so he will let him live this miserable life again——

Fortunately.

As if this wasn't a miserable life.

His mother is still alive.

His mother loved him.

Even if the god of death raised a sickle to her head and slashed across her eyes, blinding her eyes and making her life dark.

But yeah!

Mother still loves him.

No rancor.

No distress.

No sorrow.

Yes, I love myself.

Wholeheartedly, watering myself to grow with my own love.

Even though she was blind and lost her vision, her mother could see exactly where he was every time.

She smiled to herself.

This kind of smile made all the Zenyuan family jealous of the existence of Zenyuan Shier.

So beautiful.

the lady.

It's terribly beautiful.

If they were asked to describe who is most like a curse, then they would definitely say——

This Zenyuan Yingzi is simply the embodiment of the curse of love.

Surrounded by this kind of atmosphere, the Zen monastery is even in a trance.

Zenyuan Shier felt that everything had changed.

In order not to be with his mother, in order not to be overwhelmed by that kind of regret and despair, he looked at his mother coldly every time.

He was afraid that he would sink into it.

Once you sink, you can't come out again.

The funny thing is.

——Now he even thanked his mother for not witnessing all this.

I didn't witness my own misconduct as a child, and I didn't witness my every move.

How absurd, funny, and ridiculous this is.

And today.

All of this is in today's situation, and this layer of hypocrisy has been abruptly peeled off.

'How ridiculous I am. '

He was decadent, depressed, and frightened.

He thought of the future, he thought of his wife, and his children.

(If the mother is still alive, then she must be.)

"What are you thinking about?"

Perhaps feeling that he had been in a daze for too long, his mother followed the trajectory and walked to his side, stroking Shangshir's cheek with a light smile.

"nothing……"

Mother didn't force her to ask, but instead looked out of the window.

——Those eyes clearly couldn't see anything, Zen Yuan Shier remembered very clearly, those eyes were obviously out of focus, they were dilated pupils.

but.

Why do you still have to act like this.

"The winter solstice is coming soon."

"..."

"I like snowing the most."

"..."

Is this expressing your love in disguise or simply expressing your preferences?

The Buddhist monastery doesn't even know.

But he wants to know.

He tilted his head, "What do you mean?"

"Ah, superficial meaning."

He was a little unhappy.

"What about Shier, do you like snow?"

"……generally."

"Because...your father died on a snowy day." Mother smiled, "So, I like snow very much."

"Your father is just as rotten as this Zenyuan family. It's so disgusting that it exploded."

"..."

Zenyuan Shier was shocked.

He had envisioned many possibilities, but none of them was the present possibility.

"It's nice that Shire is nothing like your father."

Mother is smiling.

"Be like this all the time, be happy."

His mother was stroking his cheek.

Zenyuan Shier doesn't have much memory of his father, but...

Let's do this first.

Let him sink for a while, even for a second, it is an incomparably wonderful dream.

He loved the feeling to death.

He loved it so much that he was pillowed on his mother's lap like a child—no, enjoying the mother's love unscrupulously like a child himself.

"Mother……"

Three thousand black hairs scattered from behind, and the mother smiled, stroking from the back like a cat, from the hair to the back, from the back to the buttocks, from the buttocks to the thighs.

This child, well-behaved child.

"Hey……"

"What's mother's name?"

Zenyuan Shier, this powerful man, who can be said to have the strongest physical body, actually put away his surly breath and pretended to be a good boy.

He couldn't understand why he didn't have any memory of the mother in his mind, who had drunk her milk and eaten the food cooked by his mother.

He wants to know the other person's name.

Mother smiled, her red lips parted slightly.

He heard it, and he got an answer.

"Fuhei Yingzi."

-

Wait a moment.

Zenyuan Shier suddenly sat up in shock from dying, "Why Fuhei...?"

"Because I'm taking you out of here."

The clothes she was wearing were brand new, very expensive clothes, which set off the beauty of her whole body.

"I know it all."

"The owner told me all about it."

"You will be attacked here...ah, that's not true, it's just...well...I know it all."

"You fight with people outside - don't get me wrong, I'm not saying that fighting is bad...just, don't be left with evidence, otherwise it will be hard to say..."

"If you hit people, you should also choose some places that won't leave marks, and use clever means to hit..."

Sakura suddenly tapped her head.

"Really, why did I digress again?"

"Anyway, the head of the family told me that you are always being bullied, and they all give you dirty work...I don't want to see this."

"I told my natal family to take you home."

"..."

Wait a minute, is my mother's surname Fu Hei?

Why don't you know it at all?

Zenyuan Shier feels that this life seems to be too dazed.

"Vohesher."

"The name has also been changed for you."

"Why don't you tell me?"

He felt his voice tremble.

"Because I'm afraid you will refuse." Yingzi's eyes were out of focus, and she searched in the air for a while before finally touching the child's cheek, she was relieved.

"Compared to giving you hope and despair at the end, I think it's better to control from the beginning."

"...What are you, cut first and play later?"

"...Shen Er even knows this word, my mother is so touched."

"enough……!"

"what……"

"Then you tell me that if I give birth to a child, I can dominate the Chanyuan family—"

"Yeah, it would be great if Shi'er had a baby."

"……I am male!"

"Men can have children too."

"???"

"It's enough to transform the body with high technology... Don't worry, the harm to the human body is very, very low."

"???"

"Then, when the child is still an embryo, genetic engineering can be carried out. The Ten Shadow Warlock of the Zen Academy... should be called this name. After several trials, the gene will always be found."

Zenyuan Shier looked confused.

Sakurako who noticed this was full of doubts.

She suddenly thought of something.

"……you also……"

Her complexion was very ugly.

"Didn't you go to school?"

"I'm only three years old..."

"Three years old..."

"So, what is Γ(0) equal to?"

Zenyuan Shier: "..."

"Ah, it's that anti-7 thing."

Zenyuan Shier: "..."

"This is the knowledge that a three-year-old should master, so Shi Er hasn't received a good education before... What a headache."

Zenyuan Shier wants to be autistic.

"Then let me ask a simple... well, in the sin function——"

"I do not know."

Zenyuan Shier felt that there was something wrong with his mother's head.

"We don't learn this until we're three years old."

"What do you study then?"

"...1+1=2?"

Speaking of this, Zenyuan Shier also fell into a daze.

Mother, she burst out laughing, she didn't laugh at it, she just put Shier in her arms.

"That's great, Shir."

"Just grow up happily."

(No, not at all happy.)

At least Zenyuan Shier had never heard of Γ in his previous life.

(This guy, is he trying to make me a scientist or a mathematician?)

Completely incomprehensible.

Can't fully understand.

For the first time, Zenyuan Shier even had the idea of ​​running away from home.

"Don't be depressed."

"I'll give you tutoring."

Zenyuan Shier suddenly trembled all over, his eyes turned black.

For the first time, he even felt that the Chanyuan family didn't seem so bad...

But but—

Zenyuan Shier had to go to Fuhei's house to confirm one thing.

Once gave birth to Hui, the one who redeemed himself.

Also called Fuhei Yingzi.

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