About my dream of being their mother

What kind of thing is this?

Put your name on my name.

Put your surname in my name.

I can't figure it out at all.

But I should be called Sakurako.

There is nothing wrong with this memory.

As for the surname... the surname Su Nuo seems to be a bit...?

Strange...

But then again...

I like this village very much.

Although there is indeed a strange smell in the house we live in.

It's like putting moldy food on it.

but,

The people here are really simple, kind and generous.

At night, when I want to trade what I have with them for some food.

"Oh, madam, you don't need to be so polite."

The words of the villagers were a little stiff.

but nothing,

I guess I haven't talked to outsiders much.

Well, I think so, and I think so, and I also respond to them with a smile.

He seemed to stiffen a bit.

But he continued to put on that weirdly curved smile.

After eating, I feel a little dizzy.

"I'll go to bed first, Su Nuo be good."

He, looking straight at me with four eyes, seems to be smiling.

"it is good."

……

……

I feel like I haven't slept for too long.

Probably only about half an hour at most.

But my child, kneeling in front of me, woke me up.

"Mother." The child looked up, "It's dawn, we should go."

time to go?

Didn't we just come here?

Suddenly, I saw the sun rise outside.

Didn't we just come here?

Shouldn't it be night now?

"Mother, what's wrong?"

The child asked me so carefully.

As a mother and child, of course I don't want my children to see my problems, so I smiled, shook my head, and told him it was nothing.

The child suddenly asked me, "Are you going to Heianjing?"

I nodded.

As I was walking, I stopped suddenly.

"Where's Rime?"

"He said he found his relatives and left."

"My own family?"

"kindness."

wrong.

Not right.

This child is not my child.

My kids wouldn't talk to me in that tone.

...Although the difference may not be big, but as a mother, I can tell it immediately.

So I spoke.

"who are you?"

Su Nuo stopped.

He looked at me with a very weird look, and there were dark waves in his four eyes, and his figure turned into a puff of purple smoke and floated into the air.

[The scene changes. 】

Same village, same location.

It's when I come to the village tonight.

The woman came up and took my hand.

"Ma'am, your child is so cute."

No.

All this is fake.

all fake.

I turned and looked back.

Su Nuo is gone.

Lime is gone.

It's nerve-wracking.

How can I figure out how to solve this kind of thing.

How can I, a weak and pitiful woman, solve the predicament in front of me?

No way, I can only ask her, "Who are you?"

The woman laughed. "I am a villager in this village."

"wrong."

"?"

I have some unspeakable backsliding.

ask her.

"who are you?"

"I am a villager in this village."

"wrong."

"?"

The conversation fell apart.

"Where is this place?"

"This is Heian-kyo."

"Heianjing?"

"right."

wrong.

Lime said at least a month... wait a minute, is it a month?

Can not remember.

Anyway, it will take a long time to get to Heianjing.

This is definitely not, not Heian-kyo.

"Madam, what kind of place is Heianjing?"

"A place where humans and ghosts coexist?"

"As you said."

"..."

Really are.

"Can any place call itself Heian-kyo?"

"Of course."

The woman became frenzied and stretched out her arms like lotus root, showing an obsessive expression.

"We are a place under the protection of the gods."

"God?"

"Master God will always protect us."

"The god you're talking about isn't Yamata no Orochi?"

"Yes!" She cheered up and danced like a madman.

madman.

Simply crazy.

I take a step back and want to leave this place.She saw her and smiled at me, and then I saw her face clearly, like a diva... like a diva, her face was covered with white powder, a strange bun was put on the top of her head, and she was wearing Inexpensive kimonos.

"Welcome to Heianjing."

She covered her face with her hands.

"lady."

I am surrounded.

Weird ghosts wrapped around me, there was a low-key depressive feeling in the air, the sky was completely dark, and endless ghosts were floating around.

I look like a trickster.

She smiled.

The scene changed again.

"Mother."

"Its daybreak."

Su Nuo woke me up.

The little child lay beside me, staring at me with four eyes motionless, and quickly brought the breakfast with four little arms.

"Mother."

He said it again.

Great.

This is my child.

I breathed a sigh of relief and held Su Nuo in my arms.

"Mom thought, Mom won't see you anymore."

"..."

"That's great, Su Nuo."

"..."

"that is really good."

"..."

"Let's leave today, how about going to Heianjing?"

"..."

Su Nuo didn't say a word.

I suddenly felt strange, then lowered my head, and saw Su Nuo fainted in my arms with a pale complexion.

-

what happened?

why?

why! !

I'm a little crazy.

I touched my child's body, trembling over and over again, no no no-this is a piece of meat that fell off the mother.

My child... two-faced Su Nuo, how could it be possible to die?

【——】

[The scene changes. 】

Here is the altar.

Boundless and endless darkness enveloped the sky, I saw the snake pupil, and the scarlet snake pupil was aimed at me.

Under the power of this terrible disparity between the enemy and ourselves.

I am so small.

Scaryly small.

He spoke.

【——】

【——】

【——】

.

. .

I understand.

"My name is Su Nuo Yingzi."

The bondage was not achieved.

The big snake with eight heads is very irritable.

I seem to understand something.

[The name is the shortest mantra. 】

I looked up, and the big snake was very impatient.

I said again.

"My name is Sakura."

Bondage achieved.

Two-faced Su Nuo was held in my arms with a disastrous expression, and Li Mei was not much better.

The village, from the very beginning, was in ruins.

not a single person.

Not a single building.

Not a piece of land.

Many people died here.

The stench smelled was that of dead bodies.

There are many blood-red flowers on the ground.

Is it worthy of being a decayed creature who does not know how many people have paid homage to it?

What did I go through.

——[God descends]

God descend?

There are many rats in the graveyard, and their chirping broke my thoughts.

I, holding a child in one hand, walked out slowly.

In this moment, thank me for being a bum.

Long live the defective products!

Although I said it so happily, I still feel a little tired.

Of course, the body is not tired at all.

mainly……

Well, it's mainly because it's not good to have a big belly.

I have had a lot of nightmares, and this is the first time that I felt "hungry" from the bottom of my heart in a nightmare.

Is this a lie?

I have no power to restrain myself, no power to protect myself, and no right to resist others. How does it feel to feel hungry?

Not just hunger.

And tired.

I totally felt it.

What a fuck.

"Long time no see, madam."

When I was walking on the road, I was stopped again by this man, the drug seller who had insisted on selling me a bottle of wine of eternal life.

"You look distressed."

"Yeah, I'm hungry."

"Hungry...? What a pity."

"..."

"I have two packages here, Madam can take one if she likes it."

"What's in it?"

"Food or poison."

"poison……?"

"Yes."

"Are you a gambler?"

"No, I just want to see fate."

"Fate? You believe in such things."

"of course."

"..."

"..."

Well, actually, I also believe in fate.

"Take one at random, ma'am."

This person is so strange.

Does asking me to choose one mean that life or death is at the mercy of fate?

I chose one.

"What a pity..."

What misfortune is he talking about?I pondered his expression carefully, and for a long time I didn't know whether he was sincerely expressing lamentation about my fate or lamenting that the poison had not been delivered.

weirdo.

I'm not going to bother with him.

Such a person is absolutely useless. For example, what kind of wine of immortality was given to me may be something, or something that really makes people live forever.

Immortality is not a fun thing to hear.

I hate such people the most.

I said so, and I did so.

"There is nothing wrong with you hating me." The drug seller seemed relieved, "Because we are enemies from the beginning."

"enemy?"

"Yes."

"Then why did you help me?"

"Probably [love]."

"【like】?"

weirdo.

He put the medicine box on his back and nodded to me, "Then madam, goodbye."

he said compassionately.

"—Hope never to see you again."

……

This guy.

I have paid attention to my face.

Although the appearance is not perfect, but it inexplicably reveals a fatal temptation, which can attract the existence of men for no reason.

Me, I originally wanted to find Abe Seimei, um, he will like me.

absolute.

But now, all plans are about to be disrupted.

This guy is a drug seller.

lying to me.

There is no such thing as Heian-kyo.

He tricked me into coming to this place.

"Is Limei also under the drug seller?"

I said it, very puzzled.

But Limei is still in a coma, unable to answer my words at all.

What a nuisance.

In this situation, in this age.

This is the age when people can eat people.

Food is scarce and food is more expensive than human life.

How am I going to survive?

The villages that were willing to take me in were also killed one by one—no, or rather, they had been sacrificed to Yamata no Orochi before they came.

Or is it……

I escaped from Yamata no Orochi?

Really annoying.

Hey.

So what the hell happened to me.

[Gods need a carrier to come to this world. 】

[This is a descendant of God. 】

To descend into this world through the act of human reproduction.

I bah, godsend your sister.

……

So, I hate gods.

What a nuisance.

Hate this god.

What can be called a god?

The Lord of Sky overlooking the world from above?

Gao Tianyuan, who plays with the world from above?

I don't know.

But, now, no need to think about that.

My child, Two-faced Nuo, woke up.

I kiss his forehead.

Laughed.

"Good morning, my darling."

"It's a new day, you just need to be happy."

because,

[Parents have given birth to children, and parents are guilty. 】

I gave birth to Su Nuo.

I need redemption.