don't ask about those years

When she got up in the morning to take a shower, her mother saw Lin Fan and asked in surprise, "Did you drink water before going to bed last night? Why are your eyes so swollen?"

He didn't realize it at first, but when Lin Fan thought about it, he rubbed his eyes with his hands and said that he ate too much at night and drank several big cups.

Mother Lin muttered to herself as she walked towards the kitchen: "Is it because the dishes are too salty..."

Lin Fan came to the bathroom to see that his eyes were swollen, and his mother believed him when he said that he had never cried.He lowered his head and quickly rinsed his face with cold water, and then looked in the mirror for a long time. When he felt that he had gone down a little, he returned to the house.

Sitting by the bed, seeing Qi Tian sleeping on his stomach like a child, Lin Fan unconsciously stroked his hair. It turns out that a person who looks so flamboyant on the outside has such a distressing side in his heart.Qi Tian's painful past made Lin Fan feel uncomfortable, but at the moment, there is another emotion occupying his heart, because Qi Tian took the initiative to tell him this last night, so Lin Fan knew that he and Qi Tian were getting closer.

Qi Tian woke up rubbing his eyes, looked at him and said with a smile: "Why is it so safe to sleep at your house."

Lin Fan patted him on the back with a smile, "Get up, leave early today."

……

The breakfast was as rich as ever, and Lin's mother hurriedly brought food for Qi Tian, ​​telling him over and over again that the food outside might not taste good at home, and asked him to eat more.

Seeing Qi Tian sullenly eating, Mother Lin smiled and said, "Auntie specially put in less salt today, isn't it so salty?"

"No! These days have been pretty good, I eat just right!"

"Not salty? Then Lin Fan said that he drank several large glasses of water last night. You didn't see it. When he woke up in the morning, his eyes were swollen, as if he had cried."

"Mom, I'm just thirsty. I didn't say the food was salty. It's good..." Lin Fan buried his face in the rice bowl, trying to ignore Qi Tian's gaze. If it wasn't for the bowl, he felt that his face would fall on the ground.

Only then did I hear Qi Tian say: "I really don't have an aunt, but the meat is too fragrant and he may get tired of it. You can see that I eat quite well."

Mother Lin smiled with satisfaction and said, "Okay, with your words, Auntie will wait for you to come back and make delicious food for you."

……

Sitting on the bus to the scenic spot, Qi Tian approached Lin Fan and asked, "Last night..."

"Shut up." It was embarrassing enough to be discovered, Lin Fan decisively interrupted Qi Tian's inquiry.

After being silent for a few seconds, Qi Tian came over again and said, "You said you were sent out of your house by your parents in this way, and then went on a trip, how do you feel..."

"...Don't say it..." Realizing that Qi Tian would not come out with any good words, Lin Fan wanted to stop him in time.

"It's like going on a honeymoon..." Qi Tian blurted out before it had time.

Then there was a clear and loud sound of slapping the back of the head in the car.

……

When he arrived at the scenic spot, Qi Tian was stunned by the vast expanse of white scenery all over the mountains and plains. He probably had never seen such unreserved and unreserved whiteness, so that he ran on the ground excitedly when he got off the bus, and turned his head towards the forest. Fan smiled, and sometimes he picked up a handful of snow and threw it at him.

Seeing Qi Tian stumble in three or two steps, Lin Fan also ran behind him and made a fuss, hiding and laughing...

The two of them just carried their bags on the road and fought for a long time, until Lin Fan's back was soaked, he told Qi Tian not to play, because during this Chinese New Year peak season, if you don't look for it, there will be no place to stay.

But after asking all the nearby hotels that could catch my eye, I found that they were all full, but the two had no choice but to go around half a circle of the scenic spot to a few townhouses in the distance, planning to give it a try Mentality go in and ask.

Finally, the hard work paid off and they found a vacant room, but when the front desk lady glanced at them and said a price leisurely, Lin Fan still couldn't help repeating in surprise, "Eight hundred?!"

Robbery, the 800 yuan is all he paid for half a month's tutoring money, and two nights he did it for nothing for a month.

"That's it, it looks okay." Qi Tian said directly.

In fact, I still want to look for another house, but firstly, I am afraid that Qi Tian will be annoyed by tossing around again, and secondly, I am afraid that even if there is a house elsewhere, Qitian may not be interested, so Lin Fan gritted his teeth and said: "Okay, let's go here. .”

Just as Qi Tian took out the bank card from his pocket and was about to hand it over, Lin Fan grabbed it and stuffed it back into his hand and said, I'll do it.

"Can that work? You were the one who accompanied me."

"We are very particular about doing whatever you want. You are here for me, so you have to listen to me when you get here." Lin Fan swiped his card without giving Qi Tian any room to maneuver, and Qi Tian could only mutter behind him. Just a word, why didn't I think you were so stubborn before...

After sitting on the bus for four hours in the morning, and playing a lot of games in the afternoon, Qi Tian yelled "I'm exhausted" as soon as he entered the room, and then lay on the bed without taking off his shoes.

This is a room with one bedroom and one living room. The outer room is a small living room, and the inner room is a slightly larger guest room. All the wall furniture in the room are made of solid-color wooden structure, which looks warm and tidy.

After Lin Fan looked around and checked the hot water, he also lay down next to Qi Tian to rest. Feeling the soft mattress and looking at the very retro chandelier hanging on the gable roof, he thought that the price is a bit expensive Well, it's really different from ordinary hotels.

Suddenly without warning, Qi Tian threw himself on him.

"It's so heavy..." Lin Fan frowned and complained.

When he opened his eyes, he saw that Qi Tian was lying on top of him and watching him quietly. Then he reached out and used his index finger to slowly trace the outline of his eyebrows and lips. Gradually, his fingers stopped on his lips, and then Qi Tian's kiss followed suit...

This time there was no interruption from anyone, no need to worry about whether someone would knock on the door at any time, and in such a romantic and warm environment, the two kissed unrestrainedly, exchanging each other's saliva, each other's breath, feeling each other's love. Lin Fan closed his eyes and enjoyed each other's infatuation, feeling that this feeling was really good.

Suddenly Qi Tian took the initiative to stop this time, Lin Fan slowly opened his eyes and looked up at Qi Tian in puzzlement, the desire was so obvious in his eyes, but he forced himself to endure it.

Qi Tian just stared at him for a while, then kissed him lightly, patted his face and said: "Let's go eat first." Then he got out of bed on his own.

Lin Fan stared at the triangular roof in a daze with his still blurred eyes. The chandelier, which he thought was very romantic just now, now feels that the black bulge is not so good-looking.

……

It was rare for Qi Tian not to be picky, and after quickly eating the unpalatable food in the scenic spot, he had to drag Lin Fan to the supermarket to buy something.

"I should have brought everything, what do you want to buy?" Lin Fan asked.

Qi Tian faltered for a long time without saying anything, and finally said outrageously: "...Don't worry about it, we'll go back after shopping."

I don't know what Qi Tian is obsessed with, but if he wants to come out to play, let him go, so he doesn't say anything else and follows him.

After Qi Tian came out of the supermarket, he hurriedly dragged him forward, but Lin Fan still couldn't help asking, "What did you buy? No money?"

She didn't let him follow into the supermarket just now, but now she hugged him back in a hurry without looking back, as if she had stolen something and become a thief.

"Is that what I did?!"

"Then what are you running for?"

"Didn't run away, isn't it...frozen."

"Why are you inexplicable today?" It's been weird since just now, and the state is not right.

Qi Tian frowned as if being caught with a sore foot, and said, "Who doesn't understand, am I as usual? It's because you think too much." Then he straightened Lin Fan's shoulders and said, "Okay, let's go, everyone It's freezing to death."

……

Lin Fan was also tired after tossing around for a whole day. He went back to the house and took a shower and lay on the bed. He didn't care about Qi Tian who went into the bathroom mysteriously and didn't come out for a long time. He turned over and fell asleep first.

In a daze, he felt warm lips pressed against him, and slowly the man's tongue followed suit. Lin Fan didn't open his eyes but actively responded...

When he felt Qi Tian take something from the bed, Lin Fan suddenly pulled Qi Tian away and asked, "What are you doing?"

In the dark, Qi Tian stared at him for a while, and then said in a hoarse voice, "Lin Fan, I want you..."

"Don't even think about it!" Lin Fan blurted out.

He vaguely feels that today is different, but at this point he still can't make up his mind, after all, it's not normal sex, and he doesn't have any inspiration from popular science reading knowledge about what will happen next, but he only relies on his understanding of physiological structure Make him feel that this is not so good.

Qi Tian moved twice and said humbly: "I feel uncomfortable..."

"Unbearable."

"Do you really have the heart?" Qi Tian said coquettishly.

Lin Fan was moved when he heard this, since both men knew each other well, during the first few times of intimacy, it was Qi Tian who was responsible for teasing their desires, and every time he beckoned him to help, he was always very passive.At that time, Lin Fan had just been exposed to this field for a short time. For a person who just opened this window, what he can do now is already the limit.

At this moment, Qi Tian lowered his head, kissed him and murmured: "Xiaofan, please, Xiaofan, Xiaofan..."

This is the first time, Qi Tian called him by his nickname over and over again.

Lin Fan looked at Qi Tian, ​​thinking that the person who was still telling him about family entanglements last night, who was helpless like a child who wanted to be recognized, was whispering to him with such a begging tone at this moment. A little bit of hardness also melted away.

Feeling the warm touch of the pendant on Qi Tian's neck passing across his neck, Lin Fan finally said only one sentence: "Qi Tian, ​​take it easy..."

Seeing the acquiescence, Qi Tian panted and said: "I will be careful, I will be careful, Xiaofan, trust me, don't worry..."

……

The next morning Lin Fan was woken up by the arms on his body, and when he opened his eyes, he saw the back of Qi Tian's head lying beside him, and then he couldn't control his anger, and he stretched out his hand and gave it to Qi Tian. A slap on the back.

Qi Tian turned to him after waking up, and said to him with a contented smile with eyes that could not be opened: "Xiaofan, you're awake..."

He wanted to get up and kick him again, but in fact, he was dragged back by the shame and pain from behind just as he sat up at a 45-degree angle. With a muffled groan, Lin Fan immediately frowned and lay down again...

"What's the matter, aren't you feeling well?" Qi Tian quickly came up to hug him and asked with concern.

Resisting the urge to kick him off the bed, Lin Fan tried his best to say slowly: "Didn't you say you believed in you? Where did you get your confidence..."

"Uncomfortable? No! The films I've seen are enough for textbooks, so there should be no problem... But yesterday, I might have been a little anxious... Does it hurt, let me see..." Said that he lifted the quilt at hand, "Maybe it's the first time, next time I will definitely take my time..."

Unable to control himself anymore, he grabbed the quilt and forced Qi Tian to get out of the bed while enduring the severe pain, "Go to your uncle's next time!"

Finally, Lin Fan uttered the first swearing that he uttered since he could remember.

……

That day, he still failed to go out early as he wished, but lay down until noon when Lin Fan could barely walk before getting out of bed.

Walking in the beautiful mountain forest, Lin Fan felt that his eyebrows had never been wrinkled, especially when he saw Qi Tian occasionally accompanying Xiaoxin, and occasionally bowing his head and giggling at that casual person, his eyebrows couldn't help it. The bursts of twitching.

On the bus back home, Lin Fan leaned back on the back chair and closed his eyes to rest, thinking about exchanging his one-month hard tutoring for the long-term discomfort in his buttocks, he felt that his brain must be squeezed by the door to come up with the idea of ​​traveling ...

At this time Qi Tian leaned over and whispered: "Xiaofan..."

"My name." Lin Fan said with a cold face without opening his eyes.

"Oh... Well, after returning to Beijing, I also want to study hard, otherwise the gap with you is too big."

Hearing this, Lin Fan slowly opened his eyes, then looked at Qi Tian and asked, "Well, what then?"

Qi Tian was a little embarrassed to be stared at, but he still made up his mind and finished speaking in one breath: "I think you can live in my place. You can wake me up in the morning and go to school, and you can tutor me in my studies at night."

Lin Fan squinted his eyes and looked at Qi Tian coldly, feeling that his IQ had been greatly insulted, how could he really believe Qi Tian's nonsense that he planned to study hard.

Qi Tian turned to Lin Fan, still perseveringly asking for Lin Fan's opinion, "Do you think it's okay?"

After being silent for a while, Lin Fan answered him with a loud, slapping sound on the back of the head.

……

……

Awakened by the glare of the light, he actually just slept all night with his clothes on. Lin Fan tried his best to open his eyes and look at the blue sky outside. Reluctantly, Qi Tian said to him in a domineering tone: "The year is over, come back early, you know."

Now that person is back, but the present is not what it used to be. The feelings at that time are probably like expired yogurt, and the taste has changed.

The author has something to say: I think it should pass. . .Bar