grey and cyan gl

Another erratic day.

The sun has been brutally killed by people, and the dark clouds in the sky are entangled. Although the whole city is populated, it is gloomy. The crowd is like walking corpses, with their heads hanging and limbs crawling around on the street.

"The wound on the tail is starting to heal slowly, Huixue."

In the hall, the long curtains fell to the ground, and the dim light shrouded the two of them. After Shen Tinglan checked the wound for Huixue, he took off his gloves and began to pack the cleaning tools.

Huixue lay on the bench, looked back at Shen Tinglan indifferently, and saw the woman open the glass cabinet and put the utensils back to their original positions, "We will go back to the hospital for a follow-up visit next week."

As if his thoughts came from somewhere, Shen Tinglan paused for a moment, then turned his gaze over with a frivolous smile of desire for control: "By the way, don't try to escape this time."

The woman walked over, and the low air pressure on her body was also swept away. She leaned close to Huixue's ear and whispered:

"I know who took you out."

Hui Xuewei opened a distance to look at her, her eyes were calm, her heart lost its ups and downs, and she said in a serious voice:

"You don't need to take action."

She turned her face away, closed and opened her eyes, and the waves in her heart were suppressed before they surged.

"She's dead."

"Really?" Shen Tinglan propped herself up to look at her, the first reaction in her heart after hearing the news was a little surprise, she raised her hand to cover her lips slightly, and laughed again, "I'll just say it~"

"Whoever wants to snatch Huixue away from me secretly will not end well."

Shen Tinglan twirled Huixue's long hair playfully between her fingers, feeling extremely comfortable in her heart, and she couldn't help feeling, "It's so good."

"In this way, no one will hinder us, Huixue."

沈听澜俯下身，幽人的香息贴近灰雪1颈1侧，薄凉的1吻1势带着侵1占性不停刺入她的肌肤。

The unbreathable dull pain kept squeezing Huixue, she looked at the ceiling with difficulty, recalled the days in Paradise, thought of the sea of ​​blue tears that Alyssa once took her to, thought of her hugging herself while talking While laughing, there is a pure look in the eyes.

Thinking of the night when she closed her eyes and never opened them again, her blood-red pain, her difficult breathing, and her mutilated body being completely engulfed by the fire step by step.

"Hadinot seen the sun, icould have born the shade."

"I could have endured the darkness if I hadn't seen the sun."

Hui Xue hurriedly pulled the woman's skirt with all her strength and pushed her away, "Enough...!"

"...Can you stop doing this to me forcibly!"

"Whether it's pity or charity, let me go, or I will give you my life, okay!?"

Shen Tinglan was obviously a little taken aback, she looked at Huixue incomprehensibly for a few seconds, then leaned down again and grabbed her shoulders to continue a strong kiss, but Huixue struggled to break free and slapped her loudly.

The dialogue and actions came to an abrupt end, and the atmosphere froze instantly. Both of them became breathless due to the dispute just now.

After a while, Shen Tinglan frowned in disbelief, her face was gray and pale, she backed away bluntly, pulled out the cigarette case from under the sofa cushion, lit the fire with shaking hands, inhaled a large mouthful of chemical toxins, and murmured alone in extreme anxiety:

"How...how could this be..."

"How could Huixue be like this...why..."

The woman propped her forehead, her long black hair fell down, covering her thin face, and the smoke she exhaled made her face even more horrifying. Shen Tinglan fell powerlessly on the armrest, and the cigarette between her fingers touched her chest. The arm was scorching and eroding the flesh and bones, but she didn't respond.

"Hui Xue...you are so cruel."

After a long time, the woman opened her mouth in a muffled voice, maintaining her posture just now, "Do you know how difficult it was for me while you were away..."

"I haven't touched you for a week since I came back, I love you so much, I want you so much, why... why can't you obey me..."

Shen Tinglan squeezed a cigarette and stuffed it into the tea cup, his whole expression was relaxed and floating, "Don't you love me at all... don't you need me at all... Huixue."

Tired of climbing around the woman's eye sockets, Shen Tinglan's eyes were empty, she picked up the teacup and drank the tea soaked in cigarettes, she turned around and grabbed Huixue's wrist, like struggling unconsciously:

"You can't feel my love for you at all... Huixue..."

"Love?"

"Do you really know what a □□ is?"

Huixue squinted at Shen Tinglan's every move, feeling sullen in her heart. The so-called love in the woman's mouth was nothing but absurd remarks made by her to transform herself into a victim in order to rationalize her violent behavior!

"You keep forcing me again and again, is this your deep love?"

"To you, I'm actually just a plaything for you to vent your desires and make a fool of yourself at will. As long as I disobey your wishes in the slightest, I deserve to be abused and abused by you."

Huixue quickly pulled out the hand that was grabbed by the woman, stood up and strode back, Shen Tinglan was still pretending to be innocent and weak, shaking his head desperately, and said anxiously: "No, Huixue, how could I treat you like that, you listen to me......"

"You drugged me and raped me!!" She suddenly pointed at Shen Tinglan's face and yelled. The nerve lines in her whole body were so tense that they were about to break. She thought she would be able to get rid of it completely after escaping from the orphanage. In the past, the salvation given to her by a woman only dragged her into another hell that was even more unbearable.

"This is not love at all!!"

"you're lying!"

Suddenly, Shen Tinglan's whole demeanor became dark and solemn, she stood up and followed, her face was gloomy and cold, her tall and thin body oppressed Huixue like a shriveled monster, and the eyes she stared at her made Huixue I couldn't help feeling a chill down my spine.

"Why are you talking about me like that?"

Shen Tinglan opened her eyes wide as if she couldn't believe what Huixue said. She bent down and approached her at a close distance. The speed of speech is getting more and more excited:

"Don't forget that it was you who begged me to fuck you that night, it was you who said you needed me, it was you who said you loved me—"

"You forced me to say those words!!" Huixue tried her best to shake off the restraint of the woman, and all the backlog of emotions collapsed in an instant, "I don't love you at all!!"

Almost at the same time, Shen Tinglan suddenly grabbed her by the neck and slammed into the wall behind her hard. The sudden impact made Huixue lose her mind. , as if wanting to put her to death, she continued to tighten her grip with brute force, and she kept complaining "You're lying...you're lying!!"

The painful suffocation with the terrible force almost twisted her throat until it cracked. Huixue kept picking at the woman's fingers. Her face was purple and the whites of her eyes protruded. She opened her mouth but couldn't make a sound. , only the saliva kept pouring out uncontrollably.

Her legs gradually lost their support, and at the moment when Huixue was about to die, Shen Tinglan twitched her nerves and suddenly woke up again. She flicked her hands away in horror, fearful and remorseful, and blamed herself extremely, "Guixue! Gray snow...!"

Huixue lost her strength and slid down against the wall, panting and coughing, her neck was covered with bright red finger marks of a woman, Shen Tinglan quickly knelt down and hugged her in her arms, apologizing in panic and guilt :

"I'm sorry Huixue... I don't want to hurt you, I just, I just can't control it for a while...!"

"madman......"

"You crazy..."

The person lying in her arms accused her weakly, and Shen Tinglan seemed to have been stabbed at the critical point after hearing this sentence, she began to bite her fingers nervously and wipe her face vigorously, talking to herself in panic and anxiety, " Yes, I'm crazy, I'm crazy..."

"What to do, what to do...!!" She suddenly pulled her hair helplessly, like a resentful person on the verge of frequency collapse, covered her ears, and scolded herself with red eyes.

Huixue stared at her blankly, seeing the woman with her back curled up kneeling on the ground and beating her head, and then like a nerve thread being torn, "Take medicine...Take medicine...!" Get up, rush into the room to rummage through.

Shen Tinglan pulled down the drawer and fiddled with the medicine bottle, her whole state was distorted to the extreme, she stuffed the pills into her mouth one by one, and when she felt it was not enough, she swallowed the whole jar forcefully, and suddenly hit After dropping the medicine bottle in her hand, Huixue stood in front of her and shouted loudly: "Do you want to die!?"

The woman seemed not to be able to hear, and jumped down following the direction in which the medicine bottle fell, laying on the ground and twisting the pills to be fed into her mouth again. Huixue immediately crushed the scattered pills on the ground, and squatted down to fight with her, "Don't take it!" Already! Calm down!"

Shen Tinglan suddenly stopped moving, she grabbed Huixue's wrist, her expression brightened little by little the moment she raised her head, the woman grinned, and suddenly asked her with a sly smile, "Guixue, Huixue... ! You really still care about me, right!?"

"I knew it, I knew it! You must have been lying just now!" She suddenly raised her voice and laughed loudly, then turned over and grabbed Huixue tightly into her arms, "You must have loved me so much that you couldn't help it, Gray Snow..."

After the words fell, Shen Tinglan suddenly dragged her onto the bed with all her strength, and suppressed her forcefully. Huixue hugged her weakly and grabbed her by the hair. Tears overflowed from her eyes, and she couldn't stop trembling. Crying and cursing, "Die...you go to die...!"

Shen Tinglan kissed her tears, enjoying this love especially for the self-absorbed, let Huixue beat her desperately, roaring hoarsely, "Go to hell! I curse you! You will definitely go to hell!!"

Shen Tinglan kissed her lips, the pain turned into love, she pressed against Huixue's ear, and said affectionately and nostalgicly:

"It doesn't matter Huixue, even if I really want to go to hell, I will definitely, I will hold you tightly and go down together."

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The author has something to say:

"*" This passage comes from Ms. Emily's "If I Have Never Seen the Sun", which has a deep meaning.The original poem is:

i could have endured the dark

if i never saw the sun

But the sun has made me desolate

become a renewed desolation