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The clean and claustrophobic autumn is coming, and the cold white mist outside the window blocks people's vision.

Confined alone in the courtyard, Huixue would go to the study in the attic to read books when she was extremely bored. She pushed open the glass door of the bookcase, took out a tall and old book, and knelt on the ground.

This book is called "The Virginity of the Holy Maiden", and Huixue has already read the content of the text more than a hundred times, because it was the words and sentences that they had to recite and copy every day when they stayed in the orphanage. People of almost all social classes need to be familiar with its scriptures from birth to death.

Huixue turned the page, the paper rustled, and the mottled ink blots wrote horizontally and vertically: "Regardless of men and women, a citizen who cleans his body and loves himself, only in a virgin body can his soul be considered complete and sound."

"Those who once indulged in love and lost their virginity will be slandered as unclean and unclean, and then they will be spurned and ridiculed by thousands of people."

"Including but not limited to, orcs who form a family and love each other must be double-clean. The noble gods have spiritual cleanliness, but those who surpass chastity cannot be protected by the gods."

But what is the chastity of the body, should it not be reflected in the film, whether there are blood stains; what does it mean that you "don't want everything" and a girl means you respect and love her more?

If you have done it, you have done it, and it is ridiculous to say that everything is necessary or not. It should not be a nonsense that the woman secretly laughs after waking up.

"Guixue." Shen Tinglan has come up from the stairs at some point. She is wearing a long-sleeved black robe with a gold thread border. She is tall and slender. The faintly exposed wrists and ankles are very bony, especially translucent. .

The woman bent her knees and sat down behind her, and the cool scent wafted into Huixue's breathing. Shen Tinglan leaned against her and asked in a warm voice:

"Why are you reading this book?"

"Take it with you."

Hui Xue turned her face away, Shen Tinglan leaned forward to cover the book, the distance between the two of them shortened briefly, the woman lowered her eyelids, her eye sockets were deep, her eyelashes were long and curled up, her nose bridge was straight, and her sharp lips opened and closed, "This book I've been wanting to burn it for a long time, so don't watch it."

"Look at me more, okay?" The woman turned her face, her gloomy but beautiful face was close at hand, before Huixue could reply, Shen Tinglan took the initiative to stick her lips.

During these days, Huixue has greatly reduced the number of times of resistance. It can be said that it is because she knows that useless struggle will only lead to heavier abuse. It can also be said that she is used to being forced and compromised after being constantly suppressed.

A dead person who desperately wants to live needs to try his best to find the value of his own life. Even if it is a deformed love and longing, the only moment that makes Huixue feel that he is still alive is when he is needed by a woman.

This is the only life she has left in the world worth living, so please forgive her for giving in.

When a person comes to the end of the daze, it is like cutting off all hope, she loses the ability to shout and reject, when another person hugs her madly and says that she loves her and needs her, the most primitive desire It will tear off the moral bottom line of human beings, pretending to be trapped in this muddy mud, sinking with the filth.

The burning ashes scalded Huixue's body, she covered her face with her arms after she was exhausted, breathing wearily.

Shen Tinglan finished licking the wet thing that had slipped to the palm of her hand, propped herself up to look at her, and whispered softly: "You are much more active today than before."

Huixue opened her eyes, stared at the chandelier on the ceiling distortedly, and asked indifferently, "Don't you like it?"

"I like it." Shen Tinglan quickly answered her question.

"I like it very much." Shen Tinglan held her face and said seriously again.

She stroked Huixue's lips and belly with her fingertips a little harder, and said greedily:

"want to."

"I still want it, Huixue."

The gloomy soft light of the night was shattered and melted into every inch of the woman's body. In her deep emerald green eyes, there was a broken light of extreme love.

Once upon a time, Huixue resisted all this very much. When the woman in front of her bent down to kiss her, Huixue quickly reached under the pillow, pulled out the knife she had hidden for a long time, and stabbed Shen Tinglan's chest fiercely, trying her best to cut it into pieces. her heart.

Shen Tinglan didn't even have time to react, she lost her voice in horror, tremblingly holding the handle of the knife and fell sideways, blood continued to flow, soaking the entire mattress.

That's it.

can she

The turbulent waves woke up Huixue, until it subsided completely, Shen Tinglan lay down, hugged her in his arms, and gently pressed the tip of her nose on the back of her wolf ears.

A woman's hug is very cold, but for Huixue, this is also a rare 'hug'.

"You seemed a little distracted just now." Shen Tinglan took her hand and interlocked her fingers.

"Maybe it's because I'm too tired, and I haven't eaten today..." Huixue stopped talking, looked at Shen Tinglan gently stroking the back of her hand, and said instead:

"Sorry, master, I will pay attention next time."

"I'll give you a small punishment." Shen Tinglan bit the tip of her wolf's ear forcefully as she spoke, but Huixue couldn't show her fright, so she could only accept it in a muffled voice.

The night gradually deepened, and Shen Tinglan was buried behind her neck enjoying the tenderness of this moment. After a long time, Huixue moved, turned to face the woman, and whispered slightly tentatively:

"Owner."

"do you really love me."

Shen Tinglan was obviously a little surprised by her question, she grabbed the back of Huixue's head and led her towards her, bit her lips and let go, "Love."

"No one loves you more than me, Huixue. Absolutely."

Huixue looked directly at the woman, her formerly lively eyes were tinged with fatigue, and the original purity had already been lost inside, "Can you promise me a request, Master."

Shen Tinglan stared at her, Huixue held her hand tightly, and said sincerely: "I want to go back to my old hometown and pay homage to my mother. Can you promise to take me there?"

"After this time, I am willing to stay by your side for the rest of my life and never run away again, master."

Shen Tinglan raised the corners of her lips, and chuckled noncommittally, "Your promise to me seems to have never been fulfilled."

"what?"

"Are you really leaving!?"

As if hearing the news she didn't want to accept, Princess Anna grabbed Shen Tinglan's arms excitedly, and the woman replied calmly:

"Princess Anna, please don't worry. I'm only away for a few days. I have listed the prescription in advance. When the time comes, let the maid take the prescription for the princess regularly."

"No! How can this work? Up to now, only you are willing to care about me... Everyone who knows about my illness is afraid of me and avoids me. If even you leave...then I..."

Princess Anna was about to choke, but Shen Tinglan only calmly comforted her. She was about to pull the woman away from her hand, but Princess Anna suddenly pushed her onto the bed forcefully, crying bitterly:

"Why!? Why am I the only one who gets sick and bears the pain alone!?"

She tore off her sleeves, her abscessed arm was dripping with blood, she broke down and cried, Shen Tinglan still tried to persuade her, "Princess Anna, calm down, I promised you, I will do my best to help you .”

"Help you take revenge on that man."

"What are you doing?"

Suddenly, Prince Rhodes, wearing a luxurious silver-white military uniform, walked in on foot, with a seemingly friendly and gentle smile on his face, but it was actually full of unknown meaning:

"Unexpectedly, my beloved wife is so affectionate with the imperial doctor.

"Aren't you afraid of spreading the word and being criticized by others?"

He tucked his collar tightly, trying to cover the rash that started to spread and worsen under his neck, and Shang Jie, who deceived himself to show his noble status.

As soon as she got home, Shen Tinglan immediately poured the disinfectant brought back from the hospital into the bathtub frantically, soaking her whole body for a long, long time, and never touched the gray snow until she was about to sleep.

Of course, Huixue spotted her strangeness, worried in her heart that the woman would suddenly change her mind about agreeing to take her back, so she took the initiative to approach Shen Tinglan, "Don't you want tonight?"

Shen Tinglan sat on the sofa and read the Pharmacopoeia. Hearing the words, she raised her head to look at her, squeezed Huixue's chin, and said with a smile, "Are you addicted?"

After saying that, Shen Tinglan had already put down the things in his hands, stood up and hugged Huixue irresistibly, and kissed her wantonly.

The woman oppressed her, the mire dragged the gray snow and kept sinking, she breathed tremblingly, and couldn't help thinking about it again and again.

If only the knife that stabbed Shen Tinglan at that time was true.