The cursed girl is not disqualified in the world

Thinking of that ugly hydrangea cloth bag, I was a little annoyed that I had to go out in a hurry this time, at least I should take it with me, maybe it can be used as a purse.

Thinking of this, I glared at the boy who caused me to miss something.

Probably out of displeasure from my expression, he wanted to raise his hand to touch his nose in embarrassment, but changed his way to scratch the back of his head halfway, and retracted his hand behind his back before really touching the back of his head.From the changes in the corners of his clothes, I can roughly guess that he is kneading the fabric on his back with his fingers.

"It's so funny, are you some kind of country clown?" I couldn't help but sarcastically.

"If, I mean, if I were a clown, did you make me laugh?" His iris eyes were full of cautious expectations.

I saw those two little me again in other people's eyes.

I got mad and I didn't want to see myself in other people's eyes so I pushed him down.

Looking at the young man who fell to the ground in embarrassment, a strange joy flashed in my heart: "You are the one who makes me laugh now."

"Ah, really?" He blinked blankly, and then seemed to have realized it, and he lay on his side directly on the ground, letting dust and fallen leaves stain his clothes and cheeks.

Then he asked again: "Then can this also make you laugh, Miss?"

Too much, too much, this person is really too much!

How can it be like this?

Why not resist?

Why do we have to obey the will of others?

Why can't you have your own opinion?

"I hate you!" After throwing down these words, I left my luggage and the boy on the spot, and rushed forward alone.

I ran, ran, passed the green, stepped on the brown, crushed the pink, and finally entered the black.

When my head was hit by a hard object, and the dull pain penetrated from my forehead to my heart, I realized that I ran into a cave, it was pitch black, and I couldn't see myself.

So tired, so thirsty, and so hungry.

People inevitably notice what's going on in them when they stop, and I was no exception.

Now I want to drink water, eat, and sleep.

But I couldn't see the exit, and I couldn't see myself. There were gravel and stones in my hands. There was no way there would be food in this kind of place, so I decided to sleep. After sleeping, I wouldn't be hungry, and I wouldn't If you are thirsty, you might be able to eat yokan and chocolate muffins in your dreams.

In the dream, I went back to the day when I got the cricket and the ugly hydrangea bag.

Because I slept for half the afternoon, I naturally missed the lessons in the school, and I had nothing to do until it was time for dinner.

I held the hydrangea cage with the crickets in front of me with both hands, pretending that I was talking to the crickets, so maybe I could pass the dinner too.

Hezi knelt in the corridor and looked at me suspiciously: "Is Miss Kui studying the crickets' calls?"

Stupid Hezi, I am not studying the cricket's cry, it is as loud as a cicada, why should I study it.

Hezi asked again: "But Miss Kui, you have watched crickets for a long time, and if you raise them again, your hands will be sore."

The idiot Hezi is the idiot Hezi. I hold the cricket up to talk to it. It is basic etiquette to pay attention to the other person’s eyes when talking. Of course, you can’t put it down casually.

Hezi: "...but, Miss Kui, you haven't spoken to me since just now, you only talked to me." After speaking, she nodded her head very seriously.

"Because Hezi is an idiot, he can't understand the conversation between me and the cricket!" In order to protect my dignity, I blurted out some very excessive words.

"I'm sorry, Miss Kui!" Hezi lay down on the corridor in horror, her voice trembling: "I shouldn't question Miss Kui, I'm an idiot, I'm sorry, Miss Kui!"

The butterfly bone on Hezi's back trembled again, as if two wings would grow there in the next second, and then fly away from me with her.

"Aoi, don't be so harsh on Hezi." Father, dressed neatly in a black kimono with pine and cranes on it, came from the other end of the corridor, followed by the housekeeper.

I want to throw away the hydrangea cage and run away, but because my legs have been sitting for a long time, they are being eaten by tiny ants, and I can’t run away even if I want to run; the same is true for my arms, because they are holding the hydrangea cage. It was hard, not at all soft as usual.

Disgusting, disobedient hands, disobedient legs, distasteful.

Uh...

Disobedient tears, woo...hate...

"Why are you crying?" My father had already walked to my side, he squatted down and hugged me into his arms: "Okay, it was my father's bad tone just now, which scared our Aoi, please don't be angry Now, forgive father, okay?"

"Wow..." I burst into tears, and my tears fell into the hydrangea cage, scaring the crickets too much to make a sound.

"Oh, why are you crying more and more vigorously?" My father patted my back helplessly, trying to calm my crying.

"Woo... my father is also a big idiot..." I wiped my tears on my father's black kimono in retaliation, and the tears soaked the black into an ink-like texture.

"Okay, I'm an idiot, I'm an idiot." My father sighed, hugged me and stood up: "Hezi, go down to eat, that's the end of today's work, come back tomorrow morning."

"Yes, sir." With permission, Hezi stepped on the edge of the corridor carefully and left the atrium.

I want to cry again, idiot father is a big idiot.

"Okay, let's go to dinner now, your mother must be waiting for us in the dining room right now." My father shook me in his arms and carried me firmly to the dining room.

Under the bright light, my mother could easily see the wet tears on my face. She walked to my father and me in a panic, pinched the square towel with her soft fingertips, and gently wiped my face .

"Why are you crying, Aoi? Did someone scare you?" Worry was written on the mother's face.

My father hugged me and sat on the chair: "It was probably at noon that I was frightened by the person who fell into the water. The guests who come to the house on weekdays are very familiar with the path. Today, Mr. Harada from the Ministry of Internal Affairs and Communications went the wrong way and fell into the water." The water scared our sunflowers."

"Oh, that's how it is." My mother breathed a sigh of relief, and she touched my head with her warm hand: "That Mr. Harada was really rude, and actually scared our Aoi, we don't want to see him anymore ,is it good?"

I raised my head and looked at my father. The fat man was obviously kicked into the pond by me. Why did my father lie to my mother?

My father winked his purple eyes playfully at me: "Your mother is right, we won't see Mr. Harada again, okay, Aoi?"

Although I don't know why my father didn't scold me because of the noon incident, but it's still good to not see that annoying fat man, so I nodded happily: "Yeah!"

"Haha, sure enough, such a relaxed expression is the most suitable for our Aoi. No matter what happens to Aoi in the future, she will laugh like this." My father patted my arm gratifyingly.

Laugh, am I laughing?

I took a closer look at me in my father's eyes, well, I was really laughing.

"I like my father and my mother the most!" I said loudly with a smile.

"Allah," said the mother, bending her eyes, "Mother and father also like Aoi the most."

"Hee hee..." I covered my mouth and laughed.

Then I tasted the sweetness of candy, it was Kopeito.

Strangely, I only eat Kopeito when I go out, because it is too cheap and easy to buy. In the past, I preferred the cream cakes and chocolate muffins brought back by my father, followed by yokan.

Why would someone give me Jinpingtang?I am not a Hezi.

I opened my eyes, and tears flowed from the redness that entered my eyelids.

"Ah, I'm sorry, miss, I didn't expect you to wake up suddenly." The voice of the boy I left behind echoed in the cave, and he covered my eyes with his sleeve: "Miss, close your eyes first, wait It won't be so uncomfortable in a while."

Stupid, didn't you see that I closed my eyes a long time ago?There was still a fire in the cave.

Annoyed, I wrapped my tongue around the Kopei candy in my mouth.

Ok?

Kim Ping Tang?

I opened my eyes again, and through the dim light of the fire, I saw a small bag of Kompei candy placed on my right hand.I poked the bag containing the Kopei candies, and the candies made a crackling sound as they collided.

"This is the candy I bought at the foot of the mountain. I wanted to buy a better one, but the village here is too remote, so I can only buy Jinpingtang." The boy's voice was a little frustrated.

Stupid, since you know how to buy sugar, why don't you buy some other food?

Accompanied by my thoughts, my stomach growled as well.

"Huh?" Thinking it was his stomach growling, the boy nervously clutched his stomach.

"Idiot, it's all your fault!" I glared at him.

"Then let's bake biscuits, shall we?" Realizing that he had misunderstood, the young man hurriedly made up for it: "I picked the fruit outside the cave just now, and I washed them with water."

My stomach growled again.

Well, while baking cookies sounds weird, it's not inedible, probably.

I stared at the boy's hand holding the biscuit and flipping it over the fire. It looked like I was baking a rabbit. I had never baked a rabbit myself.

"...Miss, do you want to try it?" He hesitated, and handed me the half-baked biscuit: "Because the biscuit has already been covered with a branch, it should not burn you, miss."

Humph, what an idiot, he can't even bake cookies.

I took the biscuit-covered branch and carefully turned it over the fire.

Well, fun.

"That, bring it to me too, I want to bake." I handed the baked biscuit to the boy, trying to exchange the unfinished biscuit branch in his hand with him.

"Wow, miss, your craftsmanship is very good. The biscuits are baked until they are browned and brown, and they smell delicious." The boy happily exchanged biscuits with me.

Of course, even if it is the first time baking cookies, I can do it very well.

Well, baked biscuits, delicious, fruit, not tasty, astringent, the only thing worthy of praise is the juice.

I took a bite of biscuits and a bite of fruit to fill my stomach.

"I'm Aoi, Hazuki Kwai." I finally had the mood to introduce myself after shaking off my hunger.

The boy bent his beautiful iris eyes: "I am Ji, Dazai Ji."

The author has something to say:

It's already a big improvement for two life wastes to come together and figure out how to bake biscuits to fill their stomachs.

两次不同的自我介绍，葵妹经过烤饼干事件总算是把太宰记住了，可喜可贺。感谢在2021-09-2521:24:43~2021-09-2718:58:09期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: 5 bottles of Chi on the Silver Mountain;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!