The cursed girl is not disqualified in the world

Osamu Dazai has a little secret, a little secret that no one else knows.

One night, when he was led by his servants to watch lanterns, he met a fairy girl like a hydrangea.

The pink-haired girl in a small green dress stood in front of several blooming hydrangeas, as if reaching out to pick the delicate flower clusters with water droplets.

Whether it was the people around Osamu Dazai or the girl, they all wore kimonos of dark or light colors in accordance with the festive atmosphere.Only the girl is different, she is wearing a beautiful green dress, so that other people's eyes can see her at the first sight among the many figures.

It's a very conspicuous existence, that girl.

Shuji Tsushima, who hadn't named herself Dazai Osamu at that time, thought so, wouldn't she feel uncomfortable being watched by others?

Shuji Tsushima's mind revolved around these few words, and his eyes could hardly leave the hydrangea.

The servant at his side noticed the dazed look of the master's young master, bent down cleverly and introduced to Shuji Tsushima in a low voice: "That lady is the eldest lady of Ye Yue's family, she is one year younger than you, Master Xiuzhi, and I heard that she will enter the palace next year. I'm studying at the school where you are, young master."

Shuji Tsushima silently calculated in his heart, he is eight years old this year, if he is one year younger than him, then the lady from Hazuki's family is seven years old this year, a suitable age for playing.

Miss Yeyue, who was suitable for playing, did not pick off the hydrangeas in the end, but stroked the hydrangea clusters gently and through the wind a few times, then turned and left, took her parents' hands and ran to the garden where the lanterns were hung. place.

Why not just pluck the hydrangeas?

Anyway, relying on the family of Ye Yue's family, even if that lady pulled out two hairs of the cabinet ministers, no one would say anything in the end.

Shuji Tsushima didn't understand.

The servant probably misunderstood something from his expression, and asked hesitantly, "Does Master Xiuzhi want those hydrangeas?"

"No, no need." Shuji Tsushima refused.

In the following time, Shuji Tsushima finished shopping around the lanterns without much interest.Obviously, in order to be able to go out to watch the lanterns, he has put in a lot of effort and won his father's consent with good performance. Why can't he be motivated when it's time to watch the lanterns?

Back at Tsushima's house, Shuji Tsushima rolled on the bed for several hours with his eyes open. In the early morning, when the servants opened the door, he ran out of the house with the last twilight and cold dew , didn't even notice the servant's exclamation.

Shuji Tsushima suffocated all his energy and headed towards the place where he saw the hydrangea last night.

"Phew, that's great, the flowers are still here." Seeing the intact hydrangeas, the stone in Shuji Tsushima's heart that had been suppressing him all night fell to the ground, and he let out a 'clang' in the empty place where no one existed. bang.

"It's so beautiful, you want to bloom here all the time." Shuji Tsushima showed a shy and happy smile on his face as he stroked the hydrangea through the morning wind. The morning star fell into his iris-colored eyes, Flashing and flashing, he showed a bit of vigor and vitality that a child should have.

Seeing the hydrangeas still in full bloom, Shuji Tsushima felt that the decision to go out to watch the lanterns last night was really correct. There are still beautiful things in this world.

When he returned to Tsushima's house with his half-wet shoulders covered, he was hurriedly taken back to the bedroom by the servants immediately.

The servant who took care of Shuji Tsushima from a baby to a child, while digging out dry clothes for Shuji Tsushima to change, kept nagging: "Master Xiuzhi, if you need to buy anything, just tell me Just be a servant. If the master knows that you left the house early in the morning, all of us will be blamed."

"Well, I see, I won't do it next time." Eight-year-old Shuji Tsushima smiled sweetly at the servant.

Seeing Master Xiuzhi smiling like this, the servant didn't continue talking. After all, he covered up the fact that Master Xiuzhi ran out of the house alone before other people found out. She, a servant, is not qualified to question the young master of the master's family.

A small turmoil that might lead to ground punishment disappeared without a trace in Shuji Tsushima's sweet smile.

Later, Shuji Tsushima found another opportunity and went to places where hydrangea bloomed several times.The hydrangea was still there, but he still couldn't see the fairy girl.

it's a pity.

Shuji Tsushima thought to himself, but in fact he didn't know what he was regretting.All I know is that if I can see that hydrangea fairy girl again, maybe I can know what I am regretting.

With such an unknown mood, Shuji Tsushima developed the habit of going around the hydrangeas when he went to school and after school.In order to prevent people from discovering this habit, he even lied that he wanted to be independent and wanted to be a man who stood upright like his father, so he didn't need servants to pick him up.

After confirming that Shuji Tsushima was serious, the head of the Tsushima family agreed to his small request, but told his youngest son not to be late for school and not to do anything that would embarrass the Tsushima family.

Shuji Tsushima agreed, and for this he had to go out half an hour earlier than his elder brothers every day so that he could walk to school before class.But there are advantages to going out early, because he can spend an extra 15 minutes looking at the hydrangeas.

One day, before school was over, Tsujima Shuji was smiling and dealing with the girls who were chatting with him, when he heard a strong wind blowing outside the window, the sky darkened and fell down like a lead weight .

Shuji Tsushima's heart skipped a beat, he didn't have time to think about it, he found a random reason to dismiss the girl next to him, picked up the schoolbag in the drawer, and ran out.Shuji Tsushima ignored the exclamations of the people around him, and just rushed to the place where the hydrangeas were blooming with his schoolbag.

He is late.

The hydrangea has been blown to pieces in the previous gust of wind, and it has withered ahead of time before it withers.

Shuji Tsushima stood stiffly two meters away, looking at the pink petals blown on the ground by the wind, at a loss.

"Maybe I can transplant it to a safer place so that it won't be damaged by the wind next time." Shuji Tsushima thought.

He thought so, and he did so.

Shuji Tsushima carried the handle of the schoolbag on his arm, because transplanting hydrangea was a temporary idea, and naturally he didn't have any tools at hand, so he chose to dig the hydrangea out of the soil by hand.

"Hurry up, or it will rain, and we can't let it get wet by the rain." Shuji Tsushima silently accelerated the movement of his hands.

Fortunately, he finally hid in a remote Japanese room in Tsushima's house with hydrangeas in his hands before the rain fell.

After closing the shoji door and blocking the sound of raindrops hitting the ground, Shuji Tsushima finally thought about how to support the hydrangea in the future.

Growing in a flower bed?No, maybe the servants have no experience in caring for hydrangea, what if the hydrangea is injured?

Keep it in the open space outside your bedroom?No, what if the hydrangea gets too much attention from others and causes it to grow poorly?

Then ask someone else to take care of you?No way, what if the other party finds another hydrangea that has not failed to replace it for the sake of money?

Thoughts appeared in my heart one by one, and then they were overthrown by Shuji Tsushima one by one.

"I'll raise it myself." Shuji Tsushima stroked the bare hydrangea through the light with hands stained with soil and skin scratched by gravel: "After all, you look very delicate."

Shuji Tsushima's early departure from school was concealed by the teacher and his servants.The teacher didn't want to offend the Tsushima family, and the servant didn't want to be scolded by the master's family.But in fact, they all wanted to go wrong. The head of the Tsushima family would not care about his youngest son's skipping classes.As long as Shuji Tsushima can go home with a full score report card as always, Patriarch Tsushima will not pay attention to such small things.

Shuji Tsushima sniffed out the utilitarianism under his father's skin. He learned and used it flexibly, which actually allowed him to find a balance between dealing with teachers at school and dealing with relatives and servants at home.

He put all the time and energy he picked out on the hydrangeas sleeping in the quiet Japanese room.

"Obviously I have taken care of you according to the method in the book, why don't you bloom yet?" Shuji Tsushima put down the book "Research on Hydrangea" in his hand, and looked at the hydrangea in his hand annoyedly.

The hydrangea he brought back to Tsushima's house had been found by Shuji Tsushima in a clay pot and placed in it.It’s not that Tsujima Shuji didn’t want to use better containers, but clay pots are more breathable than porcelain, which can transport oxygen and store water for plants well.

"Is it because the time for basking in the sun is too short?" Tsushima Shuji felt that he had found the reason why the hydrangeas did not bloom.He wondered how he could spare some time so that the hydrangeas could be better cared for.

Before Shuji Tsushima found a better balance technique, when he was dining with his family, he suddenly heard the father on the main seat say: "I heard that Hazuki's family wants to choose a fiancée for the only child, according to me , it is better to have a few sons while his daughter is still young, so that there is no need to worry about the family property falling into the hands of the collateral."

A thought suddenly exploded in Shuji Tsushima's mind, and he couldn't hold it back no matter what, and he didn't want to hold it back.

After that, Shuji Tsushima became even busier.It is necessary to earnestly complete the homework assigned by the father and deal with school chores. The most important thing is to let the hydrangeas get more sun.

After repeatedly confirming his recent excellent performance, Shuji Tsushima went to the study where the Patriarch of the Tsushima family lived. He knelt down in front of his father respectfully, with his head slightly lowered.

"Father, I want to get engaged to the young lady of Ye Yue's family in the form of marriage."

This was the flower that exploded in Shuji Tsushima's heart.

Because Shuji Tsushima had a little secret, a little secret that no one else knew, he fell in love with that fairy girl like a hydrangea ball.

The author has something to say:

Dazai, you got enlightened quite early.