Ye Rongze once again dreamed of the memory of Zhao Lin's death, and sat up in shock again in the middle of the night.

He wanted to smoke a cigarette in a panic, and remembered that he had quit smoking for a long time, so he couldn't help but smiled wryly.

In the end, I barely suppressed myself and panicked.

In a flustered state of mind, he subconsciously turned his head to look at Zhao Lin who was sleeping next to him, his eyes couldn't help being much gentler.

The slender fingers gently slid on Zhao Lin's fair and smooth face.

He checked again and again whether Zhao Lin really existed.

He was really afraid that Zhao Lin would become the Zhao Lin who appeared in the dream.

Blood flowed into rivers, his limbs were dismembered and he was no longer his Zhao Lin.

Every time he saw that picture, he felt extremely flustered, scared and worried.

He knew that he had hurt his Zhao Lin severely, and he also knew that those injuries could no longer be compensated by words, and he could only make up for his own injuries with his actual actions.

Once, Zhao Lin asked him, in fact, the way to get forgiven is very simple, that is, he dies once in front of him, only once can he be real, maybe he will be forgiven.

He was not afraid of death, but he was afraid that after death, he would never see his beloved Zhao Lin again.

He's just too sensible.

He watched Zhao Lin silently all night, and when it was almost dawn, he got up silently to prepare the breakfast for Zhao Lin.

Due to Zhao Lin's poor health and delicate stomach, he couldn't eat many things.Sometimes I don't even have the appetite to eat in the morning.

Every time at this time, Ye Rongze felt that what he was doing was not good enough, and because it was not good enough, his Zhao Lin had no appetite to eat, so after Zhao Lin went to work, he took the special chef Wang Wang who lived not far away. Find him and learn how to cook.

Wang Wang is extremely serious and responsible in teaching apprentices, and he is very strict.If Ye Rongze's cooking of a dish does not meet his standards, no, it should be said that it does not meet Zhao Lin's dining standards.Wang Wang would let Ye Rongze swing the knife three thousand times, practice turning the iron pot five thousand times, and cut vegetables ten thousand times.

Ye Rongze can be said to be a genius in other aspects, but he is a bit weak in cooking. Although he knows a lot of theoretical knowledge, it is a little difficult to operate in practice.

Every time he cooks a dish, Wang Wang will complain in various ways, but Zhao Lin just picks up his chopsticks and refuses to eat.

Then Zhao Lin would ask each time: "Little Yezi, am I not good at compliments?" Another time when Huang Yao saw his red and swollen hands, he whispered a little disapprovingly, "I really don't know good things."

For this reason, Zhao Lin smiled, sent him back with his bag, and said: "What about you! Since you can't bear the pain of coming here, you should go back and be your young master and boss. I think someone in the past It’s really cold-blooded and ruthless. If you say gouging out your eyes, gouging out your eyes, and cutting off your hands. If I don’t have a cheat, maybe you won’t be able to see me in this world. You want me not to love you in this life.”

And I don't love you in this life.

I don't love you in this life.

I do not love you.

do not love……

These words made his heart really sour and bitter.

Every now and then, the scene that appeared in the dream when Zhao Lin died appeared again.

Yes, from the day Zhao Lin committed suicide by diving or escaped from him, he often had a dream about a person.

A dream related to Zhao Lin.Comparing what happened to Zhao Lin in the previous life and this life, it is really not inferior at all.

They were all injured by this stinky man like him, scarred and dying.

He went to see a psychiatrist. At that time, the psychiatrist only told him that he was thinking about it every day and dreaming at night. It was all a psychological effect.

Later, when he was looking for Zhao Lin whether he wanted to commit suicide, he met the wandering monk on the way. He said that the lives of the two of them had finally returned to the right track, but the damage that had been done was still irreparable. , if you have the heart, the two will support each other for a lifetime.

Finally, she pointed him in the right direction.

Ye Rongze had no hope at that time.In the end, he still met the person he wanted to meet in this small town.

The loss and recovery of that moment cannot be described in any words.

Yes, beyond words.

If he hadn't met Zhao Linqian, Ye Rongze could tell the whole world loudly and without pride that he would never fall in love with anyone in his life.

Yes, anyone.

However, after meeting Zhao Lin, everything changed little by little under Zhao Lin's intervention.

Love, speaking of it, is already a very painful and depressing thing.

If you can't see it, you will miss it, and when you see it, you feel that you can't wait for the two to merge into one.

It seems to be held in the hand, but in fact it is always close to each other.

It was an inexplicable and inextricable thing.

Because of Huang Yao's words, Zhao Lin drove him out with all his bags.

If it was the old self, he would definitely have sent Huang Yao into Yujiang without hesitation.

However, after meeting Zhao Lin again, he learned one thing.That is to do good deeds for Zhao Linduo.

The monk told him that Zhao Lin had committed many wrongdoings in his previous life, half of which were caused by him.So, if you don't want Zhao Lin to talk about the torment in hell, you have to do more good deeds.

Therefore, Ye Rongze forgave Huang Yao. That small mistake was just to demote him. He was fined for thirty lifetimes and would have to work for the Ye family. The Ye family paid him for food.

Huang Yao left crying.

And Ye Rongze stood outside for four days, two days of heavy rain, two days of sun exposure, Zhao Lin didn't even look at him.

If it weren't for Wang Wang who couldn't see it and gave him a bite to eat, he felt that he really couldn't hold on.

On the fifth day, Zhao Lin said coldly, "I didn't expect you to be able to endure it quite well. I thought you, young master, would not be able to bear a person like me who doesn't know how to flatter you." Hand it over to Ye Rongze, and said softly, "I'm hungry."

Ye Rongze was able to return to this family again.

Quickly made a bowl of lily red date porridge, three drawers of steamed buns and two refreshing pickles.

Ye Rongze wiped his hands, went up to the second floor to call his lover, the person he puts on top of his heart.

He also held milk with some sugar in his hand. In the morning, Zhao Lin had some hypoglycemia, and he was a little angry when he woke up. He had to lose his temper for a while before getting up.

He whispered: "Baby, get up." He shook the milk bottle in his hand slightly.

Zhao Lin rubbed his eyes for a while, "Why are you still here? Why don't you build the school?" He himself felt that he was making trouble for no reason.

Ye Rongze smiled lightly, put the milk bottle in his mouth, Zhao Lin resisted and rolled aside, "No, no, just don't. Ye Rongze, run away from home! I don't want to see you recently." Circle and circle, and finally gave up on this childish action.

Struggling and struggling, he drank the milk that Ye Rongze handed over, he finally got some strength, and slowly got up, Ye Rongze had already squeezed the toothpaste for him in the bathroom.

Zhao Lin dipped in some water and began to wash.

A new day ends as quickly as it begins.

When Zhao Lin came back, many fruit trees and some vegetables that he liked to eat had already been planted in the yard.

Ye Rongze was still standing in front of the door, and asked him softly: "Are you happy today?"

happy?

Ye Rongze would ask every day.

In fact, he always knew that Ye Rongze would be awakened by nightmares every day, and he also knew why he asked such a question.

However, he looked over.He doesn't know what happiness is, "What is happiness? I have nothing to be happy about."

Yes, he doesn't know what happiness is, and there is no such thing as happiness.

Every time he answered like this, Ye Rongze's eyes would dim, and he would sigh softly when he turned around.Whispering in a low voice: What should I do to make you happy?

Zhao Lin: No matter what you do, I will not be happy.

Be happy, be happy, be happy with your heart.How can I be happy if I have no heart?

Thinking of these, he felt that Ye Rongze was sometimes boring.

He doesn't care much about the past anymore.

Ye Rongze was still reminding him over and over again.

When he finally turned around, he said, "Ye Rongze, let's separate!"

The answer to him is always the same sentence: "Impossible, unless I die."

"Then go die! Actually, death isn't terrible, is it? I've already died twice." Zhao Lin replied indifferently.

Love, what the hell is it?

That is a state of life or death. He really loved Ye Rongze in his previous life.Ye Rongze abandoned him like nothing.

In this life, the two seem to be reversed.

Everything was unexpected. It turns out that being on the pole is not a business.People who are cheap and sticky look down on them.

Forget it, he turned around, "Ye Rongze, go to supervise the work. I don't want to hear your words these past few months, you are not happy." Then he walked back to the room and simply packed Ye Rongze's luggage.

This time, Ye Rongze was thrown out with the person and bag again.

The moment the door closed in front of him, Ye Rongze just looked at the upside-down blessing on the door calmly.

Then, without looking at the burden on the ground, he put his hands in his pockets and stood silently.

Day after day, from sunset to sunset.

Wang Wang cooked for Zhao Lin as a routine. When he saw Ye Rongze at the door, he shook his head and sighed deeply.One is willing to fight and the other is willing to suffer. This is a matter between two people, so let's toss like this.

Ye Rongze stood outside for four days without eating or drinking, and when Zhao Lin got off work again, he said, "Lin Lin, I was wrong. I want to go home."

Zhao Lin said without turning his head, "I'm hungry."

So, Ye Rongze dragged his exhausted body back home.

However, Zhao Lin was not allowed to enter Zhao Lin's room for half a month and was not allowed to eat enough. Although he was not sent to the school to supervise the work, he was allowed to supervise the work during the day.

life is still going on...

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