Master Cannon Fodder Comes to Counterattack

He still woke up from Zhao Lin's death.

This time it was daytime, and he was awakened by a knock on the door. At that time, he was dreaming that Zhao Lin's face was covered with blood, his face was ferocious, and he tore apart the body of a male classmate.

When he opened his eyes, there was a flash of murderous intent in his eyes. He put his left hand on his forehead, and the sound of knocking on the door made him feel bored.

After a delay of about 2 minutes, he straightened his clothes, stood up, and went to open the door.When he saw Nuoan with a smirk on his face outside the door, he asked vigilantly, "What are you doing here?"

Nuoan pushed Ye Rongze away, walked inside with a grin, "Why did this place become yours, Ye Rongze's?"

He saw freshly washed big cherries on the tea table, picked one up and threw it into his mouth, "I come whenever I want, it has nothing to do with your surname Ye."

Ye Rongze crossed his arms and leaned against the door frame, "Since ancient times, the kings and the conquerors, the defeated generals, are you still ashamed to show off your might in front of me?"

Nuo'an's face froze for a moment. It was true that which pot should not be opened and which pot should be lifted. During the years when Zhao Lin left, Ye Rongze seemed to have taken some kind of magic elixir. In terms of action decision-making, or future business strategy, each Kind of crushing him.Obviously the two are neck and neck, but I don't know when, Ye Rongze's figure is getting farther and farther away from him, even when he stretched out a hand, it was completely out of reach. depressed.

He admitted that Ye Rongze is indeed more majestic than him, whether in career or in love, he is more persistent than him.

Every time I think about Zhao Lin, although there will be more or less flashes of regret in my heart.But neither his status nor his status allowed him to give up his fiancée.

What's more, his fiancée has paid a lot for it.

Now, he folded his hands, with an attitude of "I'm just lazy here, what can you do?" Ye Rongze changed his attitude towards him slightly, "What do you want to drink?" He asked lightly.

Nuo An said: "Whatever you want, as long as you don't poison me to death."

"Then you drink boiled water. Poison won't kill you." Ye Rongze walked to the kitchen, turned on the tap, took a glass of boiled water, and put it in front of Nuoan.

Nuoan raised his eyes, where's the plain boiled water?

The two people's eyes met briefly in the air for a few rounds, then Zhao Lin opened the door and came back.

He saw Nuoan sitting in the living room, handing the things in his hand to Ye Rongze who had suddenly lost his sight and came to him, and asked indifferently, "Why are you here?"

These words made Nuo'an deeply displeased, "Why can't I come, is this your place?"

Zhao Lin took what Ye Rongze handed over, freshly squeezed orange juice, and replied: "This house is in my name. The head of the household is also in my name, and even the land with a radius of a hundred miles is in my name. Do you have any questions?" ?”

Ye Rongze gave his wife a thousand likes in his heart, and then looked at Nuo'an with a half-smile.

Nuo'an blushed, and couldn't believe it, the cute little baby in his family was gone.Now he has become a sharp-tongued and powerful guy?He couldn't help but remember Ye Rongze deeply. At that time in the church, if Ye Rongze didn't break in suddenly.Maybe Zhao Lin could be with him, even if he knew he was married to his fiancée.But if he was the only one to rely on in Zhao Lin's heart at that time...

Damn, he secretly scolded himself, calling you a bitch, and when people tell you to come, you just come here!His face was heavy, and he stood up and was about to leave. His old man was not going to be so useless.

Zhao Lin said at this time: "Recently, Huang Yao is always being lazy. He just bought some food." He said this to Ye Rongze.

Ye Rongze gave Nuoan a warning look, went upstairs, got dressed, and left with a basket of vegetables.He knew that Zhao Lin wanted to dismiss him.

"Sit down." Zhao Lin commanded Nuo'an unceremoniously.

Nuo'an was still a little angry, he looked like an old man, "Yo, I haven't seen you for a few years, but your temper has grown a lot. Have you forgotten what kind of character I, Nuo'an, have."

Zhao Lin took a sip of the orange, "It's none of my business. I'm not yours, don't take Joe from me."

Damn it.Noan cursed. "What's the matter?" Staying here for just one more minute would make him mad.

Zhao Lin put down the water glass, "It's very simple. Ye Rongze has a knot in his heart."

"Damn it, after a long time, you want me to enlighten your lover, but I dare not."

Zhao Lin shook his head, "You're wrong. I want him to experience the pain I suffered back then. Then he won't bother me anymore."

"What do you mean? I heard that he was cruel to himself. He offered chrysanthemums, took medicine that would be hard on you, and gave you all his money. In church, You want to commit suicide in front of your face. What else do you want to do! To be honest, most people really can’t do this.”

"He used to be very hard on me too."

Nuo An was noncommittal, but frowned, "But those are all things in the past, since you want to live on."

"I don't care about the past. It's just that I told you a story..." Then Zhao Lin made up his previous life into a story and told Nuo'an.

Although Nuo'an was a little weird, he vaguely guessed that this happened in Zhao Lin's previous life.

"He often has a dream about my death." He looked up at the outside of the house, the sun was not too hot, and said lightly: "People always have some goals in life. My only goal in life a few years ago was revenge. Now, I just want to enjoy life and don't want to dwell on the past. So I want to separate from Ye Rongze, I think only if we are separated, maybe he can live the life he wants to live. "

"You are really selfish. If you still say such things now, don't you know that Ye Rongze can't live without you?"

Zhao Lin didn't speak, Ye Rongze had been standing there for a long time outside the window.

He covered his eyes in pain, he didn't know how to open Zhao Lin's heart.I don't know how to avoid the nightmare about Zhao Lin's death.

He vaguely knew that Zhao Lin didn't like the thing he dreamed about.He put down the vegetable basket, turned and left.

After the people left, Nuoan said: "Finally your wish has come true."

Zhao Lin nodded, "You can go now."

"You...forget it." Nuoan snorted and left angrily.

Everyone left, and Zhao Lin seemed to be calm again.

Zhao Lin sipped the body-replenishing soup that Ye Rongze made in the morning, without any thoughts in his mind.

Half a year later, Ye Rongze wore a monk's attire, shaved his head, and had nine scars on his head.Back here with a scruffy beard.

He has lost a lot of weight, but his beautiful eyes are much more energetic than before. He came to Zhao Lin with a calm expression and said, "I love you, Lin Lin. Forever and ever."

Zhao Lin glanced at him, "Are you still having nightmares?"

Ye Rongze shook his head, "I won't do it."

Zhao Lin nodded, "I'm hungry."

Ye Rongze smiled lightly, went back to the second floor to wash up briefly, and went to the kitchen to make delicious food for Zhao Lin.

Hearing what Zhao Lin said half a year ago, Ye Rongze walked aimlessly for a long time, and finally met the wandering monk again, and he said: "The benefactor, why don't you become a monk with me for half a year, cultivate your mind, cultivate your character, forget your past, and then you will be able to return home." Get back on track, heavy lover's heart."

When Ye Rongze heard this, he left with the monk without thinking.

How could it be so easy to forget?He was in the monk's temple, and this time he dreamed more clearly when Zhao Lin died. The dream was infinitely magnified and endlessly looped. In the dream, there was always someone saying, this is the person you love. Look, he is you. Killed him with your own hands, you killed him with your own hands, what face do you have to say you love him?

During that time, he was almost going crazy, the dream was no longer tormenting him at night, it would drill into his mind as long as he was sleeping at first, magnifying infinitely.

In the end, he could only drink alcohol and self-mutilate, so that he could barely let himself go crazy, but because of this, he almost stabbed himself too hard and bled too much, so he almost failed to be rescued.

Whenever I am about to die, there is a voice in my heart saying.You hurt Zhao Lin so hard, do you have the guts to die and leave him alone in this world?Do you want him to be alone in this world?Do you want him to be with someone else?

No, of course not.

Finally, he came back to life.

In the end, I calmed down, felt the Buddha's light, and survived.

And half a month ago, I never had that nightmare again.

So, I couldn't control my longing, bid farewell to that wandering monk, and returned to Zhao Lin.

He really couldn't bear it, Zhao Lin lived alone in this small town.

In the evening, the two of them strolled on the forest path, and the breath of spring was still a little cold.Worried that Zhao Lin's body couldn't take it anymore, Ye Rongze took off his woolen coat and put it on Zhao Lin's body.

Feeling the remaining warmth on Ye Rongze's clothes, Zhao Lin couldn't help stretching out his hand, holding his hand, wrapping his big hand around his small hand, and strolling leisurely together on the gravel road in the small town.

Zhao Lin said: "My whole life and my previous life have been miserable, painful, and tiring. I hope that the rest of my life can be spent peacefully. Would you like to?"

Ye Rongze nodded without hesitation and said: "Yes, Tianya Haijiao, where are you, where am I."

Zhao Lin didn't speak, he was no longer good at these things.He looked up at the sky and looked at the bright moon in the sky.

Just ask, what is fate?

No matter how you change, you can't change your destiny.

He was entangled with Ye Rongze in his previous life.Then the two are still entangled in this life.

It's just that the endings of the two lifetimes are different.

Ye Rongze in this life loves him even more.And he still couldn't love him.

Compared with physical torture, mental torture is actually more painful.

Because he will never fall in love with Ye Rongze.

But his love is something that Ye Rongze has always longed for and longed for, but he will never get it.

This is his punishment!It is also an essential price!