The days when I was entangled by the crying bag stupid cat

"Can you hear what I'm thinking?"

The black cat sat on the bed blankly, looking very disappointed.

Zhou Twenty walked to the bed, knelt down and looked at him: "It's okay. You see, it's good to stay at my house. Can you go to the balcony? Can you take you to the balcony to bask in the sun?" He was a little incoherent in comfort.

"Meow." Er Shi let out a soft cry, slipping into Zhou Twenty's arms.

Zhou Twenty embraced him, and was surprised to find that his elbow was a little wet.

She also cries when she turns into a cat.At this time, he suddenly wished that the stupid cat could cry to him about his grievances, instead of just meowing and crying silently in his arms like now.

"Can't you become a human now?"

The black cat meowed again, as if to say yes.

Zhou Twenty wanted to ask him how long this situation would last, but he was afraid that he would not be able to get back to being sad.

After hesitating for a while, I asked again: "Can I carry you to the balcony to bask in the sun?"

The kitten in his arms nodded.

He stood up and was about to go to the balcony when Zhou Tian realized that he had put on the shoes he was wearing outside.He had never made such a careless mistake.

I don't want to be separated from Ershi for a second.It can disappear in an instant even in front of your eyes, let alone let the other party out of your sight.

Zhou Tian carried the black cat to the door and gently put him on the ground: "Stay here and don't move."

Although he knew that Er Shi would never step on the carpet again, he still couldn't help nagging.

He took off his out shoes, and put on the pair of house shoes that Ershi wanted to wear out.

On the way to the balcony, Zhou Tian easily pressed the switch of the mopping robot, and the round machine began to clean the floor diligently, eliminating the evidence he was anxious about just now.

When stepping on the steps of the balcony, both the person and the cat held their breath in unison.

Fortunately, nothing unexpected happened.

There is basically nothing on the balcony, except that Zhou Eran had someone make a small glass house, which took up half of the balcony, and a reclining chair with an adjustable backrest was simply placed inside.

He opened the door of the glass house and went in, half lying down on the chair.Ershi lay lazily on his lap, flicking his tail twice.

Zhou Twenty knew that there were still many problems to be solved, but at this moment, he just wanted to stay like this and relax in his usual way.

As far as the eye can see is the transparent dome of the glass room.Looking at it like this, I found that the sky was darker than before, and there were more and more clouds in the sky, which had covered the sun almost invisible.

It was clearly said that it was going to bask in the sun, but it turned cloudy so quickly.

Er Shi, who was originally lying on his lap, was climbing up restlessly, and stopped near his chest.

Zhou Twenty raised his hand, put it on the black cat's back, and occasionally stroked the cat's fur.

Where did Er Shi come from, why he could turn into a cat, why he couldn't go out, what did he mean when he said he came here for Zhou Shi...

Of course Zhou Twenty wanted to know the answers to these many questions.

But he didn't dare to ask in detail, he was afraid that the answer would not be what he wanted, and he was afraid of hearing Er Shi say that he would leave soon.

He would rather trust the vague intuition in his heart - as long as he needs it, Ershi will not leave him.

Zhou Twenty closed his eyes, feeling as if he was drifting in the dark, only the warmth in his chest was real.

When I was about to fall asleep in a daze, I heard the sound of rain dripping from my ear, falling on the glass, very crisp.

He used to encounter rainy days here, but he was always alone.

Only when he opened his eyes did he realize that Er Shi had approached him at some point.The golden cat's eyes met his gaze, and Zhou Eran inexplicably saw some anxiety in it.

He touched the cat's head: "What's wrong?"

Er Shi meowed at him, pointing the direction of the bedroom with his cat's paw.

Zhou Twenty felt as if he understood his meaning: "Do you want to go back?" Although it was a question, he was already wandering around looking for an umbrella.

A long-handled umbrella is kept in the glass room all year round to prevent this from happening.

But the umbrella was never used.If he was here alone in a rainy day, he wouldn't have the idea of ​​going out.So many times I just lay here and waited for the rain to stop before I left.

There were also times when the rain slackened and drifted slowly, so he braved the rain and walked the short distance on the balcony.

If it rained for a long time, he could lie here all night, listening to the rain and looking at the dark sky, awake until dawn.

He spent many sleepless nights like this.

When watching horror movies, he would be affected by the atmosphere and be afraid, but he was already used to being alone in the dark like this.

There will be no boring ghosts in the world to scare him.

He will always be alone like this.

But it is different now.

Ershi suddenly appeared in front of him, like a gift from heaven.

Zhou Twenty pressed the button above the handle of the umbrella.

The umbrella that had not been used for a long time unfolded in front of my eyes.Nothing damaged, still like new.

He made up his mind to ask clearly.

As soon as he returned to the bedroom, Er Shi turned back into a human again.

This time Zhou Nian didn't ask him any more, just picked up the clothes scattered on the bed sheet and helped him put them on one by one.

Ershi also wanted to try it himself, and couldn't help but say, "I've already learned it."

Zhou Twenty acted as if he hadn't heard, and helped him get dressed on his own.If Ershi learned quickly, wouldn't he be needed soon?

Up to now, he still hasn't recovered from the feeling of Ershi's sudden disappearance.

"I won't disappear suddenly. I will leave only if you don't need me anymore." Er Shi looked down at Zhou Twenty's determination.He is happy that Ah Nian likes him so much, but also reluctant to let Ah Nian be sad.

This time, Zhou Twenty finally grasped that vague feeling.Several times in the morning, he didn't speak, but Er Shi answered.

At first, he thought he said it unintentionally, but after more times, he found something wrong.

If you guess from an unscientific point of view, you can quickly think of this layer: "Can you hear what I'm thinking?"

Er Shi heard the words, as if he had done something wrong, he lowered his head, pursed his lips tightly and did not speak.

His attitude is the default.

Zhou Twenty held his face in both hands, met his gaze, and said softly, "I don't blame you." He paused, and added, "I envy you. I can't understand what other people are thinking , but would like to know."

This is a superficial statement, in fact, he is suspicious and has some delusions of being persecuted.Not only do they not trust others, but they always think of others as bad.

He didn't know whether these words were heard or not.

"I didn't listen." Before Er Shi finished speaking, he immediately realized that he had made a slip of the tongue and closed his eyes annoyed.

Zhou Twenty was amused by him, and couldn't help rubbing his face.

It's really strange that when I was a cat, I had fat cheeks, but when I was a human, I had a very obvious jaw line.

"I'm not saying you can't listen. Because I know you have no bad intentions. But don't listen so often."

Zhou Twenty continued to enlighten this stupid cat, trying his best to use a way that the other party could understand: "Think about it, in fact, I really want to hear what you are thinking. You can hear me, but I can't hear you. Sad... If Ershi is like me and can't hear, I won't be so sad."

Ershi nodded half-understood, and then thought of something wrong, his eyes lit up: "But I can say anything I think, and Ah Shian sometimes doesn't say anything."

Zhou Twenty immediately thought of an example and laughed at him: "Then why didn't you tell me what would happen when you tricked me into giving you a name this morning?"

Ershi lowered his eyes and muttered, "That's different." At the end, he vowed, "I'll tell Ah Shi about everything else."

Zhou Twenty thought, maybe this is the difference between cats and humans.Er Shi hopes to continue to listen to his own heart, and in exchange, he promises to express all his thoughts in detail.

Of course Zhou Twenty also hoped that the other party would be unreserved, but he felt uneasy about his own.

Since it cannot be achieved subjectively, it is better to allow shortcuts objectively.

After some conversation, it was Zhou Twenty who was persuaded by Er Shi.

"Okay, then tell me, what did you hear?"

Er Shi thought about it carefully, and described slowly: "Sometimes when I talk to you, you suddenly go into a daze, and at that time it sounds like you are replying. Sometimes you look sad, I am very curious, but I don't know anything. Can't hear."

Zhou Twenty was a little dazed: "Did I not think about anything when I was sad?" In fact, human beings can't realize what they are thinking all the time, so he was aroused curiosity at this time.

"I can't say nothing, but it's not like talking..." Ershi tried his best to describe this experience, "I can only hear a kind of "sadness". "

Zhou Twenty couldn't help but sigh with emotion: "It would be great if I could hear it too." Although Er Shi said that he could say everything, he still didn't fully believe it.

"I'll really tell you everything." Er Shi complained with an aggrieved face.

Zhou Twenty was a little confused, and raised his hand to rub Ershi's hair: "Give me some time. Do you only hear mine? Or everyone's?"

"I can only hear yours." Ershi liked him touching his hair, seeing that he withdrew his hand, he wanted to grab his hand and put it back.

Both of them were standing, and Zhou Tian kept raising his hands, actually a little tired.He looked over to the rug where he had sat at breakfast.

Ershi understood what he meant, took his hand and walked over there.

When Zhou Nian was about to sit down, Er Shi suddenly asked, "Can Ah Nian sit on it?" He raised his finger and pointed to the sofa.

Although he didn't understand why, Zhou Twenty still sat on the sofa according to his will.He doesn't often sit on the sofa by himself, preferring to sit on the rug.

Ershi's next actions made Zhou Twenty understand what he was thinking.

He sat down next to Zhou Twenties' calves, and then put his head on Zhou Twenties' thighs.

It's a convenient place to reach out and touch your head.

Zhou Twenty: "..."

The author says:

Twenty-two: Today I am the cat with tears