The world doesn't fit me

It's still a bitch's princess hug!

pain……

It feels like a fire is burning in the back of the head, and the head is scorched, rolled and turned upside down in the flames, and the whole world is spinning, twisted and pulled into an abstract painting.

His throat was so dry that he seemed to have been dehydrated for a long time, and it was difficult to make his own voice.

The eyelids are like crumpled waste paper, folded in several layers, and drooping on the eyes at will.

Lu Chen rarely gets hangovers.

That feeling is too uncomfortable and painful, and no one would be willing to take the initiative to experience it a second time after trying it.

When he woke up, he reluctantly raised his hands and rubbed his eyes, and tried his best to open the eyelids. After opening a small crack, his eyes were stung by the whiteness of the ceiling, and he squeezed out tears.Lu Chen closed his eyes for a moment to relax before gradually adapting to the brightness.

The tearing pain in his head made Lu Chen accept his fate. He lay flat on the bed without moving, with the back of his head resting on the pillow and waited for the pain to subside by himself.

During the period of staring at the bedroom ceiling in a daze, he suddenly started to wonder how he came back from being bored.

Fu Yanchuan appeared in his memory, it seemed that he carried himself into the car after arriving at the food stall.

Yes, it's still a girly princess hug!

The impression was so deep that Lu Chen still remembered the smell of the perfume on his clothes at that time.

It smells really good. The fragrance of cedar gives people an elegant and charming temperament, and it is even more vivid when used on Fu Yanchuan.

Once you smell it, it's not something cheap, Lu Chen thought in his heart.

But why did he rub himself against him in obsession?

If you drink too much, it must be alcohol.

and then?

Later in the car, he seemed to be crying, and even grabbed Fu Yanchuan and confide a lot.

Thinking of how he screamed with snot and tears in front of his roommate, Lu Chen realized that the world really didn't fit him.

He took a deep breath, feeling tired and unloved.

This is not the first time.

Why can't I control myself, and always tell others about these things when I'm drunk?

Still crying like that, I almost lost my temper, how embarrassing.

This Lu Chen was still immersed in self-loathing, while the other Fu Yanchuan who took the time to bring him honey water came.

When the former heard the handle turning, he felt ashamed and indignant, and threw the quilt over his head, quickly closed his eyes and pretended to be asleep.

And brainwashed in my heart: I can't see me, I can't see me...

As soon as Fu Yanchuan entered the door, he saw a lump on the bed, and he covered himself tightly, leaving no gaps.

He sighed silently in his heart, went into the room and put the honey water on the bedside table, bent his index finger and opened a seam of the quilt to let in air.

Withdrawing his hand, Fu Yanchuan, who was about to leave the bedroom, froze, and then couldn't help laughing secretly.He inadvertently caught a glimpse of Lu Chen's red ear tips and understood everything.

Fu Yanchuan didn't choose to embarrass him on the spot, but reminded him gently: "I brought you honey water, if you wake up, drink some loose wine." After finishing speaking, he walked out.

"Wait." Lu Chen said in a muffled voice under the quilt.

He pulled down the quilt, revealing a pair of long and narrow phoenix eyes: "Thank you."

Thank you for going out of your way to pick me up from the food stall, thank you for being willing to listen to my unpleasant cries, and thank you for being willing to pamper me even though I don't look easy to get along with.

"It's okay..." Fu Yanchuan curled his lips, "Remember to drink less alcohol in the future."

Damn, I laughed, my baby roommate may have been taken away.

Could it be that crying too loudly yesterday shook his head out of the question?

Lu Chen opened his mouth hesitantly, and touched the tip of his nose as if nothing had happened: "Actually, I was very obedient when I was young, and I didn't drink much, so now I get drunk easily after a little bit."

Fu Yanchuan responded with a soft "hmm".

"Tsk, I have to exercise my drinking capacity, this is too unmanly."

"I can't drink alcohol..." Fu Yanchuan said, "Some people are born with this kind of constitution."

These words were too perfunctory and simple, Lu Chen's eyes moved to his sturdy body, marveling at his unmatched height, the consolation given by Xindaobao's roommate was too fake.

"Hiss—" He struggled to prop himself up and leaned against the head of the bed, the severe dizziness made Lu Chen gasp.

The quilt slipped from his body, revealing his white collarbone and shoulders. Fu Yanchuan's eyes froze, and then he turned his eyes away. Lu Chen didn't notice it, and took a sip of honey water.

Warm, not hot at all.It was as if his roommate had prepared it specially for him.

When shaking, the water surface in the bowl points out circles of concentric circles, which slowly spread to the bowl wall.

Is your baby roommate being too nice to yourself?

Seeing him holding the bowl and not finishing the drink, he could almost tell that the water flower was coming, Fu Yanchuan asked in a deep voice, "Would you like me to feed you?" The lowered sexy voice seemed to seduce him deliberately.

"Fuck..." Lu Chen almost lost his hand and spilled it on the quilt. He finally couldn't hold back his surprise and said, "Fu Yanchuan, what the hell is going on with you?"

I was so anxious that I called him by his real name, this was the first time.

It seems that he is still a little hasty, Fu Yanchuan thought to himself.

He smiled and diverted his attention: "Didn't you say that you used to be very good, where did you learn these swear words?"

These words really stumped Lu Chen. He simply suffocated the honey water first, smashed his mouth, grabbed the corner of the quilt and began to seriously recall the past: "Didn't my dad get hit by a car? I said I killed him." It’s not all because the ambulance was not called in time.”

When he looked up at Fu Yanchuan, his eyes were heavy, but his tone of statement was unusually steady, as if he had already condemned himself: "It's because of the one I subconsciously shouted."

Even if the driver escaped that night, he was successfully arrested by the police not long after.

The driver was found to be driving fatigued, and he said that the distance between Lu He and him was not too close at that time. According to the walking speed of the deceased, even if he didn't hear the horn, it was more than enough to avoid the truck.

And every time he brakes, he may lose a few dollars in gas costs, so he didn't stop.

But Lu He didn't know why his footsteps stopped suddenly, so he was knocked into the air and died.

These words were relayed to Lu Chen through the police.

He understood immediately after hearing it, and after counting the chains one by one, he realized that he was the real murderer.

If he picks up Brother Lu faster.

If he didn't choose to be obedient and buy water.

If he doesn't call out that sound.

If he didn't pass out.

If Shao Jing hadn't died, if he had never been born.

Ironically, after sorting it out, Lu Chen found that it was actually his own problem from beginning to end.

During those days when he fell into the trough of his life, Lu Chen thought about committing suicide countless times, but in the end it all ended in a funny way because he wasn't brave enough.

He finally chose to live.

Even so, money will always be a big problem, and it will kick him into the death pit from time to time.

Father's insured is Lu Chen, and the school's scholarship can still make up for it.Other than that, he has no source of income.

As for the four elders in the family, they didn't want to see him at all.They all retain the feudal thinking of the older generation, thinking that Lu Chen is a bastard and shouldn't be born, so they expect them to be completely useless, and Lu Chen, as a junior, has to send them regular family subsidies.

Lu Chen was tired of seeing people around him having accidents one by one, he didn't want to harm others anymore, and at the same time, he was condemned by his own conscience.

After discovering that he was indeed the culprit, Lu Chen began to alienate the people around him, and at the same time worked around to make money.

"I pretended to be cold and difficult to get along with so as to alienate my classmates, but found that they always thought that I was introverted so they deliberately enlightened me, and instead started to have more contact with me. So I tried to change the way."

"So you choose to be a half-baked ruffian?"

"What half-bad?" Lu Chen said shamelessly, "I think I'm a fucking ruffian."

Everyone in a key high school has a heart-to-heart loathing for the same kind of people, the mean, shameless hooligans—or all of them.

Lu Chen became extremely annoying in the first semester of high school, flirting with girls at will, often spit out some ugly words, made dirty jokes that didn't pay attention to the occasion, and was full of unsavory swear words.

Such a person would be hated by his classmates no matter how good his grades were, so Lu Chen got his wish and began to be isolated.

He will never forget the naked contempt in the eyes of his classmates when he was walking, the vicious eyes seemed to be looking at a would-be criminal, and the brave ones would even spit on him when they passed by.

Lu Chen felt that it was quite good, and it was not unacceptable.At least no one around was hurt anymore.

Over time, he developed this character himself, so that he didn't change it thoroughly even if he wanted to change it later, so he formed what Fu Yanchuan said today as a "half hanger" little ruffian——

It's not exactly a little ruffian, that kind of temperament is mixed with his well-behaved infancy when he was a child, and he himself is not bad, so the whole personality feels very complicated, even multi-faceted.

"Fortunately, I dropped out of school in the second year of high school because the tuition was too expensive, so this bad image is not deeply ingrained."

Fu Yanchuan: "You don't need to deliberately cater to others, your personality is quite good now, if you have a little face and know how to measure."

Lu Chen: "..." That's a good name?

"You have told me so much, then I will reveal the truth."

"You seem to have misunderstood me." Fu Yanchuan sat beside his bed. "I wasn't angry with you at the beginning, but I was pure and quiet. And during that time, the dubbing was finishing and the workload was too heavy, so I didn't feel like talking."

He didn't want Lu Chen to feel that he was difficult to get along with, and wanted to get closer to Lu Chen.

It turned out that he and Cheng Yixiao were overheard by the other party that time, and Lu Chen replied in a low voice with a guilty conscience: "Oh."

After talking, the distance between the two inevitably narrowed, and it seemed that they both had a deeper understanding of each other.

Fu Yanchuan was even more delighted, this is a good beginning.

The window was covered with red, not far away there were people beating gongs and drums, and the blue sky enveloped the entire city of S like a piece of smooth glazed tiles.

"Happy New Year." Lu Chen suddenly broke the silence with a smile.

"Happy New Year."

Fu Yanchuan also hooked his lips to respond, he got up and asked softly, "When are you going to get up?"

"Now." Hearing this, Lu Chen lifted off the quilt, went to the closet naked to find clothes, wearing only a pair of black underpants, and swayed before Fu Yanchuan's eyes without hesitation.

But Fu Yanchuan clearly remembered that when he hugged Lu Chen to bed last night, he was well dressed, and later he also thoughtfully changed into pajamas for Lu Chen.

I don't know when he stripped himself clean last night.

The naked people over there were still thinking about how to dress for the Chinese New Year today, but here Fu Yanchuan's cell phone rang.

He took out his mobile phone from the pocket of his home clothes and walked to the door of the bedroom. He was slightly taken aback when he saw the post-it note on the door. He was extremely satisfied, and even felt a little sweet.

Fu Yanchuan opened the door and walked out, pressed the answer button: "Hello?"

"Hey Achuan, do you agree?"

"Ah."

"Why did you suddenly change your mind? Didn't you not like to participate in this kind of activities? No matter how I persuaded you not to do it before." He Zhen said angrily.

"I have something to do temporarily..." Fu Yanchuan sneered, "You don't care about me."

"Okay, then you must be careful, don't be dragged by other anchors to sell rot. It would not look good to be labeled as such these days."

"I know."

After Lu Chen changed his clothes, he took out his mobile phone and swiped open the screen, only to find dozens of messages popping up.

"Shen Yulou": Brother Shen, are you awake?

"Shen Yulou": Brother Shen, are you okay?

"Shen Yulou": I was so drunk yesterday, I need to pay attention to rest;

……

"Lu Chen": woke up;

"Lu Chen": How could there be something wrong with the master, "baring his teeth".

[Green Tree Maglev Train]

Jetty Page is a family: Grass!I was scolded so badly that I was "crying". My brother even pulled my ear, which was so painful that I was about to be pulled into a Buddha "crying loudly".

Lighting a cigarette: Haha, Xiao Zhu doesn’t cry and “hugs”.

Mr. Smile: Hahaha;

Ledi Paige is a family: woo woo woo only Brother Yulou loves me and "cries loudly".

Light a cigarette: "Shy."

Hezimumu: Who told you to drink so much;

Hezimumu: Next time, remember to tell your family first, and if you run out without parental consent, we will beat you one by one;

Mr. Smile: Hahaha;

Jetty Page is a family: "Left Hem" "Right Hem"

Hezimumu:?What's your attitude;

Weeds on the side of the road: You are like a family of three, the father is strict, the mother is kind, and there is a brat who needs to be beaten;

Le Di Page is a family: Climb for me;

Lighting a cigarette: ...

Hezimumu: ...

He Zi Mu Mu: By the way @一笑先生, where did you go yesterday;

Radi Paige is a family: Hey hey, I also want to ask;

Mr. Yixiao: I went with Xiao Diaojing;

Hezimumu:?Ask if you don't understand;

Le Di Page is a family: ?Ask if you don't understand;

Lighting up: ?Ask if you don't understand;

Intoxicated under the moon:?Ask if you don't understand;

Roadside Weeds: Who? ?

The author says:

A little Calvin, try to be as fast as possible